last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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Post by Searching » Mon Apr 26, 2004 3:39 am

I'm playing piano in a music festival and don't want my arms to be sore and distracting me while I play. Don't know about what happens after though :P
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Post by pretty » Mon Apr 26, 2004 11:20 am

I knew it was just because I was tired and restless and frustrated at trying to sleep, so I got up and got breakfast and got on with my day.
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Apr 26, 2004 2:47 pm

Went for a run ...

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Post by tenar » Wed Apr 28, 2004 9:53 pm

sit-ups.

what can i say.... it worked.
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Post by guest11 » Wed Apr 28, 2004 10:17 pm

...I'm too much of a wimp to do it.

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Post by limestone » Wed Apr 28, 2004 11:15 pm

phoned samaritans instead, cried and drew what I wanted to do and how it fits in with the cycle.

each time I make a drink I repeat that it's not worth it and that I'm drinking it, nothing else.

wrote down how I was feeling as 2 people I spoke to today didn't get it or failed to tell me they got it. I guess after a while people get fed up with the same old story.

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Apr 29, 2004 9:49 am

I vented on here and by the time i got off i was too tired :roll:

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Post by Zealt » Thu Apr 29, 2004 9:49 am

Didn't because my only "Wilkinson Sword" razor blade i had left was more rusted then the last time i used it. Bloody thing.. :cry:
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Post by pretty » Thu Apr 29, 2004 2:46 pm

...realised it's worth staying si free just for me and no one else.
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Post by Queen Zandra Ava » Thu Apr 29, 2004 8:43 pm

I called my boss and we went over all the reasons why I shouldn't. (Me being fired was not one of them). Then I watched "Love Actually"

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Post by Queen Zandra Ava » Thu Apr 29, 2004 8:43 pm

I called my boss and we went over all the reasons why I shouldn't. (Me being fired was not one of them). Then I watched "Love Actually"

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Post by _ohsohxc » Fri Apr 30, 2004 6:49 pm

I wrote down what was inside of my head...not poetry, just whatever I felt and was thinking, I wrote down....by the time I was done writing on multiple sheets of paper, I realized that most of my anger was taken out on paper, and didn't have the urge to cut.

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Post by limestone » Fri Apr 30, 2004 8:06 pm

instead: did some colouring (in tesco pattern pad) listened to music and drew.

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Post by sassy koala » Fri Apr 30, 2004 8:55 pm

got drunk and passed out. :o :roll: :oops:

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Post by pinkcucumber » Sat May 01, 2004 10:47 pm

i think of my apprentaship that i want and no i must stop b4 i go!!!

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Post by Callista » Sun May 02, 2004 1:20 am

Finished another 100-piece quilt square...

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Post by starz4mepleaz » Sun May 02, 2004 7:26 pm

i malted ice on my arm where i wanted to talk (my arm and hand turned blue) then i was lookin for someone to talk to (it was like 2 in the morning) and no one i knwe was on so i started talking to random ppl from BUS. -Katie
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Post by turning_page » Wed May 05, 2004 10:54 pm

i called a friend and she talked me out of it
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Post by always » Fri May 07, 2004 9:04 pm

... thought about how much it would hurt and disappoint my boyfriend... [again... :oops: ] and worked on some art and my memory box...
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Post by Territorial Hawk » Sun May 09, 2004 2:24 am

Played cricket with my dog.

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