last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

Ingo · Post by **Ingo** » Mon Mar 29, 2004 5:03 pm

i just curled up on the sofa watched the tv until i fell asleep, or i just put my music on n lie on bed n just stare at the cielin n make sure nufin sharp is around.

Ingo · Post by **Ingo** » Mon Mar 29, 2004 5:08 pm

i just curled up on the sofa watched the tv until i fell asleep, or i just put my music on n lie on bed n just stare at the cielin n make sure nufin sharp is around.

Earthangel · Post by **Earthangel** » Tue Mar 30, 2004 3:34 am

because my room mate was in the room and she would be so dissappointed in me.

ljmeep · Post by **ljmeep** » Tue Mar 30, 2004 5:36 pm

The last time i wanted to SI and didn't, i spent the night at my best friend's house. She knows what's up so she didn't mind me inviting myself over for a night. I also made it a point to make myself talk about how I was feeling.

8586 · Post by **8586** » Thu Apr 01, 2004 2:01 am

I want to heal a bit, so I can be comfortable in my soccer shorts and cute dresses or something if we have to dress up. Also, summer is coming, which means short shorts and bathing suits... and I don't want to be too destroyed.

{ Phoenix } · Post by **{ Phoenix }** » Thu Apr 01, 2004 2:55 am

Last time I wanted to SI, I didn't because I ate chocolate instead. It distracted me, especially because I had to actually make it on the stove with unsweetened cocoa, margarine, sugar, and milk over the stove. *Smiles happileh.*

Huggles,
Cat

ljmeep · Post by **ljmeep** » Thu Apr 01, 2004 7:11 am

i came here, talked a while and went to work... *sigh* this is getting to be really hard

Fallen Butterfly · Post by **Fallen Butterfly** » Thu Apr 01, 2004 9:27 pm

I curled up on my bed...turned off all the lights......hugged a pillow......and listened to music and let myself cry until i fell asleep.

pretty · Post by **pretty** » Fri Apr 02, 2004 12:37 pm

I held my bear and talked to my husband. It was the middle of the night and I was very afraid and struggling to stay grounded. Holding my bear was the only thing that worked, but it really worked. Then I went back to sleep.

Post by **swirlish** » Fri Apr 02, 2004 10:17 pm

Last night I wanted to SI. I hurt extremely much, but I *know* that SI'ing isn't really going to help. It's going to, at best, mask the pain for a little bit, then I have to deal with it anyway.

I wrote in my journal a bit, then took sleeping pills and fell asleep.

Kaiyoz · Post by **Kaiyoz** » Sat Apr 03, 2004 2:54 am

Because my dog looked at me and handed me what I call 'love tokens' or pieces of a rope that she had torn apart.

8586 · Post by **8586** » Sat Apr 03, 2004 7:54 pm

Bed sounded much more nice...

becs · Post by **becs** » Sat Apr 03, 2004 8:11 pm

I cannot lose almost 6 months

and I'm trying to fade the scars I already have, I don't need more!

babyelephant · Post by **babyelephant** » Sun Apr 04, 2004 3:09 pm

I promised two of my best mates that I wouldn't.

I want to have no marks on me by the time I go to collage and didnt want any marks for my collage interview in a couple of weeks

i don't want any marks on my arms for the prom in May

Post by **strmdncr** » Wed Apr 07, 2004 4:18 am

Last time I wanted to si I didn't because I want to visit with my friend who doesn't know I si.

limestone · Post by **limestone** » Thu Apr 08, 2004 9:55 pm

I phoned my cpn and talked.

sassy koala · Post by **sassy koala** » Thu Apr 08, 2004 10:17 pm

I was at work and was too busy to. and had a hard time finding privacy. and am going home this weeknd and don't really want ot worrry about hiding it.

abc · Post by **abc** » Sat Apr 10, 2004 3:08 pm

I wanted to SI but didnt becasue I know its not going to help me. I am looking into going into something that requires me to have good mental health and altho that is a long way off, the first step to getting back on track is to stop harming. Its hard but i know if i dont want anymore things to fail I have to give it up.
I have been tempted on many occassions but am now SI free for a month!

babyelephant · Post by **babyelephant** » Sun Apr 11, 2004 9:12 am

Because last night when I saw my best mate he told me he believes in me that I can not do it again and that meant so much to me I don't wana break his trust.

Need clean arms for my prom and for my collage interview.

I relise that it solves nothing long term just causes more pain.

rainy day · Post by **rainy day** » Mon Apr 12, 2004 6:33 am

I had great support and hugs from my bf and family

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