last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

swanfaerie · Post by **swanfaerie** » Mon Feb 09, 2004 12:21 am

i decided to eat something and take a nap cuz i felt sick too

tenar · Post by **tenar** » Mon Feb 09, 2004 1:26 am

i talked to my boyf and went to bed.

i didn't need to hurt myself if i can talk

xx

swanfaerie · Post by **swanfaerie** » Mon Feb 09, 2004 3:31 am

still trying not to.......hanging out on bus

C_Tyrdrop · Post by **C_Tyrdrop** » Tue Feb 10, 2004 7:33 am

I didn't because I promised someone I wouldn't, I was talking to someone else who was doing a better job than I think I led her to believe at making me feel better, and because I didn't have my preferred tool (gave it to the person I promised I wouldn't SI).

Instead, I talked to my best friend and thought about my promise, and ended up reading a funny thread here on bus to help cheer myself up.

Oh, also I remembered how much it sucked just in terms of the wounds healing the last time I SIed using the method I was thinking of using (mostly it itched like f***, and I still have scars despite it being milder than what I usually did when I was SIing regularly).

sushi · Post by **sushi** » Tue Feb 10, 2004 11:25 am

my friend arrived.

always · Post by **always** » Tue Feb 10, 2004 10:48 pm

i talked to my boyfriend... and realized that i can't hurt him... [or myself] anymore... i've done that enough already-

... i also treated myself to some chocolate... even though i don't like too much of it...

8586 · Post by **8586** » Thu Feb 12, 2004 5:00 am

I decided I could hold off, and had no real reason to SI.

Themnoria · Post by **Themnoria** » Thu Feb 12, 2004 11:29 pm

I didn't because I was sad. I only do it when I'm happy or bored.

swanfaerie · Post by **swanfaerie** » Fri Feb 13, 2004 4:44 am

i decided it wouldn't serve any purpose.....that i should try to take care of my body for a change. plus i don't want to disappoint my gf.

Broken_Wings · Post by **Broken_Wings** » Fri Feb 13, 2004 8:38 pm

because my wonderful g/f was there for me. she calmed me down and i talked myself out of it.

PassingCloud · Post by **PassingCloud** » Fri Feb 13, 2004 10:59 pm

Because I am too afraid of the downward spiral that could follow...

-clouds

Smeagol · Post by **Smeagol** » Sat Feb 14, 2004 12:10 am

Because I wanted to si over a person and an event and I decided that they weren't worthy of my attention, let alone self-harm. Best revenge was being happy, at least in this case.

purpleflame · Post by **purpleflame** » Sat Feb 14, 2004 12:08 pm

i've hidden my box of tools under a floorboard in my room. i wanted to si last night but people were home and might have herad me taking up the floor!! so i resisted, and i'm si-free this morning

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pinky · Post by **pinky** » Sun Feb 15, 2004 4:52 am

my bestest friend stayed with me on the phone and she kept me grounded and kept me safe - and then she reminded me that it was time for nite meds and bedtime and gave me nite ((hugs)) and love you's and made sure i was safely tucked into bed and got everything to settle down for the nite -

wildpinky

8586 · Post by **8586** » Sun Feb 15, 2004 5:52 am

Because I am only 2 days from seeing my T, and I don't want to bring a bunch of bad news!

bugaboo · Post by **bugaboo** » Sun Feb 15, 2004 7:20 am

It was because I wanted to be a good example for my friend Jessica, who had cut herself once on purpose and I didnt do it because it reminded me too much of her and what it was making her do. I didnt want her to become like me and not able to handle herself. I didnt want that at all so I didnt do it that one time.

purpleflame · Post by **purpleflame** » Mon Feb 16, 2004 12:45 pm

i felt too physically and emotionally drained (last night)
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skittles33 · Post by **skittles33** » Tue Feb 17, 2004 7:33 am

because i have a dr. appt on thursday to get meds and i have to be honest but convince her i do not si currently

Ara · Post by **Ara** » Tue Feb 17, 2004 7:23 pm

This may not be the right reason to stop, but when I want to SI I think about my boyfriend and how concerned he would be.

Ara.

Abi · Post by **Abi** » Tue Feb 17, 2004 8:22 pm

because I didn't want to have to bandage myself up as people woud see the bandages

last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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