Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Paws » Tue Dec 23, 2014 11:21 pm

Just so alone.... so many people wanting and expecting so many things, but in the end, I will always be alone
:bfly: If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies :bfly:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Tue Dec 23, 2014 11:44 pm

Pathetic. Like a giant fucking loser. I hate myself.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by tkdtiger » Wed Dec 24, 2014 10:57 pm

Alone and unwanted, replaceable and unlovable.
Hugs always welcome
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Selene » Sun Jan 04, 2015 9:11 pm

Totally and utterly overwhelmed
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Wed Jan 07, 2015 12:27 pm

Urgey :-?
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV

“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri Jan 09, 2015 6:50 am

Sleepy. Want a nap. :1yawn:
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Butterfly. » Fri Jan 09, 2015 1:30 pm

Exhausted. Miserable.
We're all stories in the end.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Spidey » Sun Jan 11, 2015 5:35 am

Like a cornered rat.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri Jan 16, 2015 11:42 pm

Sad and alone and confused.
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey

Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Sat Jan 17, 2015 4:14 pm

Despairing.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sat Feb 14, 2015 12:19 am

^ :1hug: :1soothe:



Tired after my workout but also feeling accomplished for still having done it
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Selene » Sat Feb 14, 2015 8:38 pm

Overwhelmed, confused and lost.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Spidey » Sun Feb 15, 2015 7:46 am

i want smoke tetsuya
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sun Feb 22, 2015 4:31 am

Sad

Lonely

Empty
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Selene » Mon Feb 23, 2015 5:23 pm

Proud- I left him. Despite being scared. Now with my gorgeous girl and my daughter. Safe.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Mon Apr 13, 2015 11:14 pm

Not coping. Not coping. Not coping.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Tue Apr 14, 2015 12:55 am

Happy .. Content .. Like I've finally found where I belong ..
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


:redstar: 19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten :redstar:

13/05/14 - I Love Her

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by treasure » Wed Apr 15, 2015 11:58 pm

angry.
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virtual hugs welcome.
shiny place or old place
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Sat Apr 18, 2015 8:17 am

Excited .. Get to spend the whole weekend with my baby and our little one ^_^
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


:redstar: 19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten :redstar:

13/05/14 - I Love Her

19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes

17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked

:moove: <-- Marlo & Mookau--> :moove:


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Sat Aug 08, 2015 12:57 pm

A little disappointed and very .. Frustrated
I do not know why I bother looking forward to anything
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


:redstar: 19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten :redstar:

13/05/14 - I Love Her

19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes

17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked

:moove: <-- Marlo & Mookau--> :moove:


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