Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
can't you EVER stop fucking fighting and making each other miserable? and when the fuck is either of you going to wake up to the fact that you are pretty fucked up and like, my mental illnesses did not happen in a vacuum?! FOR FUCK'S SAKE
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
I wish your mom was here to see this. She would have been proud.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
I'm not okay today and I know I could tell you that but I'm sick of always having problems and I don't want to be "that friend". I'm sorry. I want to talk to you but I feel like a burden.
I feel like I should be better by now. I'm sorry.
I feel like I should be better by now. I'm sorry.
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I wish I could tell you that your pregnancy is making me depressed and realize that no one will ever want me and I will die alone....
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Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
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I've got all my life to live,
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
This is not your decision to make. This is mine, and mine alone.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Why did you have to respond that way? I was wrong but that was ridiculous. I can't understand why you would come at it that way- it wasn't fair to me. Now I feel nothing and I feel stupid for even trying this... what a crazy thing to try... Why would I think that this would work when there's barely any sign of anything. I feel like I can't tell you the truth, because the truth is impossible to tell- what words could I use that would make any sense? Everything feels like a lie.
I feel more broken than ever.
I have these ideas about myself, and maybe that's stupid, but mostly I need to feel seen, need to have conversations where someone shows an interest and follows up on what I say.
I feel more broken than ever.
I have these ideas about myself, and maybe that's stupid, but mostly I need to feel seen, need to have conversations where someone shows an interest and follows up on what I say.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Thank you for not judging me.
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Why am I even surprised?!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Really? That's it? Mixed messages? Ignoring me? Totally fine but don't tell me that I'm the fuck up. If that's all it took to discourage you then I really don't see the point in any of this and will consider it a huge mistake.
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You're my best friend but sometimes you make me uncomfortable.
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You make work almost unbearable. Why is it that when you tell me what to do and demean me and others it's ok, but when people tell you what to do you get all mad and stuff? You rarely help me with the 10,000 crates piling up and you talk to female customers sometimes at length. How the heck do you think your wife feels about this? No, I won't "congratulate" you on your laziness and insolence to me and my friend (who worked at [insert place i work here] before). Shut up, or f*** off!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
I'm not really OK, I feel like a dam about to burst. Id give anything for a friend to talk to. Hate myself right now
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Your friends are crap, man. Utter crap. And so are the decisions that you make with regards to them. You get all upset about what they do, and instead of solving the problem you just cut them off so you don't look bad to me for being "dramatic".
That's the HEIGHT of dramatic - cutting off your friends so you look better to someone else. That's not just dramatic but it's douchey to boot. Never mind that all I hear about is...well...your friends.
I don't want this and in all honesty because of this I'm not terribly sure I want you, anymore.
That's the HEIGHT of dramatic - cutting off your friends so you look better to someone else. That's not just dramatic but it's douchey to boot. Never mind that all I hear about is...well...your friends.
I don't want this and in all honesty because of this I'm not terribly sure I want you, anymore.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
I would have said it back even though I couldn't feel it because you still know it. It doesn't matter how you feel in the moment, if you know something then you know something. Why couldn't you have just said it back?
I'm scared. I'm scared I'll get hurt. Again. That you'll do the exact same thing. And then I'll be all alone. Again.
I'm scared. I'm scared I'll get hurt. Again. That you'll do the exact same thing. And then I'll be all alone. Again.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
That wasn't fair. At all. So you're allowed to get away with shit because you're sick but I still have to put the time and effort in. You're pathetic sometimes.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
It's not my fault. I can't control what she says, how she feels. But in all honesty, the real fact; the real difference is that she knows and respects her boundaries where as I will sit and take it... Because that's just what I do.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Why did you even bother to ask in the first place if you had absolutely no intentions of doing it? Christ.
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