How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
- munchalot11
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel anxious because I dont know what to do with myself.
So I am going to watch satc2 with my mum.
So I am going to watch satc2 with my mum.
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I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people...
... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice
On the mission to make the perfect flat white. Because I'm cool like that.
I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people...
... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice
On the mission to make the perfect flat white. Because I'm cool like that.
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
Drained and ill.
Get to bed early and read. Keep swimming.
Get to bed early and read. Keep swimming.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
furious and frustrated and its after 5am and i still can't sleep.
do:
get away from the computer so i stop trying to write this email in response.
take a few deep breaths, remind myself my committee, my colleagues, friends and family support me and know that woman is awful, truly awful.
read a science magazine before falling asleep.
breathe. remember to breathe.
do:
get away from the computer so i stop trying to write this email in response.
take a few deep breaths, remind myself my committee, my colleagues, friends and family support me and know that woman is awful, truly awful.
read a science magazine before falling asleep.
breathe. remember to breathe.
- Just Pomegranates
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
Tired and sick of this essay....going to keep soldiering on until it's finished/I finish today's bit of it.
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel really urgy, SI and OD.
I'm going to wait at least an hour before I do anything. I'm also going to try to distract myself. I may try to talk to someone if any of the friends I talk to are online.
I'm going to wait at least an hour before I do anything. I'm also going to try to distract myself. I may try to talk to someone if any of the friends I talk to are online.
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
panicky about revision.
make a plan for the next few days ... and stick to it.
make a plan for the next few days ... and stick to it.
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I'm hungry....so I'm going to eat supper as soon as it's done
I'm tired...so I'm going to go to bed and have a good sleep/get catch up on sleep after losing several hours last night baby sitting the puppy until half 12.
I'm tired...so I'm going to go to bed and have a good sleep/get catch up on sleep after losing several hours last night baby sitting the puppy until half 12.
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I'm tired after getting up a 6am this morning/going to the gym tonight...going to have an early night and get some rest.
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel slow, weak, and unhealthy... I have made plans to start a workout plan and new diet next week with a friend to keep me accountable
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel depressed, tired and afraid, maybe? I'm going off to sleep and hope I'll feel better tomorrow.
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I wanna be a belly dance, or an acordion, or a pogo stick..."
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
i feel anxious and scared. i'm planning to go to a support group today and my anxiety is not going to stop me. as bad as it feels - that's a sign of how much i need support and other people - and screw the fact that it will make my mood/anxiety worse today, it will feel better tomorrow.
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel betrayed
"I didn't want to take the chance that I'd grow up to be a war.
I wanna be a belly dance, or an acordion, or a pogo stick..."
Andrea Gibson, Letter to the playground bully
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How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel stressed overwhelmed and like a failure.
I am going to read over all of my test materials and try to get a good night's sleep. Things will look better in the morning.
I am going to read over all of my test materials and try to get a good night's sleep. Things will look better in the morning.
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'
Andrea Gibson
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The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I have strong OD and SI urges, did already cut and want to do more.
I will take a healthy dose of diazepam and am listening to calm music. Will try to go to bed as soon as the pills are working. Won't OD no matter what and will try to distract myself on the internet so I won't cut anymore tonight.
I will take a healthy dose of diazepam and am listening to calm music. Will try to go to bed as soon as the pills are working. Won't OD no matter what and will try to distract myself on the internet so I won't cut anymore tonight.
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel unsertain about this relationship, I feel a little upset. But I'm going to calm down, give you the space you ask for and hope that whatever happens is good for both of us. I'll wait.
"I didn't want to take the chance that I'd grow up to be a war.
I wanna be a belly dance, or an acordion, or a pogo stick..."
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Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
i'm scared and anxious about starting a new job.
i'm going to:
set an extra alarm so i get up on time,
decide what i'm going to wear the day before,
go on bus in my lunch break,
let the employment agency know if i'm overly anxious or uncomfortable,
expect the first day to be bad but remember it will get better.
i'm going to:
set an extra alarm so i get up on time,
decide what i'm going to wear the day before,
go on bus in my lunch break,
let the employment agency know if i'm overly anxious or uncomfortable,
expect the first day to be bad but remember it will get better.
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How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel overwhelmed and terrified of what I've gotten myself into
I'm going to;
- tell my t everything today
-journal
-workout
I'm going to;
- tell my t everything today
-journal
-workout
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'
Andrea Gibson
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A living room wall with awkwardly placed photographs hiding fist-shaped holes
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'
Andrea Gibson
My Place
A living room wall with awkwardly placed photographs hiding fist-shaped holes
Re: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
I feel awful for messing up plans with a friend again.
I am going to:
- Call my T (already did, and it was helpful)
- NOT beat myself up
- Accept that my feelings are there but know that they don't have to rule me
- Journal
- Take my meds
- Do some sewing and play with my dolls
I am going to:
- Call my T (already did, and it was helpful)
- NOT beat myself up
- Accept that my feelings are there but know that they don't have to rule me
- Journal
- Take my meds
- Do some sewing and play with my dolls
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