Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Sat Sep 29, 2012 2:07 am

In flight mode... I want to run far, far away. Run, run, run, run and hide.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sun Sep 30, 2012 11:55 am

Thanks Jamas :1flwrs:

Right now I feel sad and lonely.I feel ugly because of my scars.I feel like I will never be good enough for anyone to truly love.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Mon Oct 01, 2012 11:25 pm

Utterly humiliated and very very small.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Thu Oct 04, 2012 9:55 am

Fighting the very strong urge to si right now.I`m so tired of feeling like this.I just want to feel something else.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Thu Oct 04, 2012 10:13 am

^ :1hug: if okay

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Thu Oct 04, 2012 11:20 am

Glad to be home but also frustrated I'm not at hospital where I'm safe.
I'm sad because I miss my beautiful friends in hospital.
I'm angry that the hospital kicked me out for no good reason except that they couldn't apparently help me.
I'm furious you denied me a second opinion.
I'm depressed nothing has changed.
I'm scared I'll go to far and kill myself.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Thu Oct 04, 2012 11:06 pm

:1hug: Strawberry_Lollipops, if ok.

I feel very, very crumbly.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri Oct 05, 2012 7:58 am

:1hug: :1hug: as well for Strawberry_Lollipops if okay.



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri Oct 05, 2012 9:44 pm

Thanks Zyn and rettadam. :1hug: :1hug: back.

Glad your back and happy rettahdam!You deserve it! :boingrin: :wavey: :1groupflip:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Sun Oct 07, 2012 1:20 am

Really hurt right now. :bawl:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sun Oct 07, 2012 4:43 am

rettahdam wrote:*kaleb*spongebob*zyn*ness*rose*jimmy :heart: :1flwrs: :1hug: (sorry i'm going a bit impersonal but can't think straight right now...)
Thank you for that and glad to hear you're doing better yourself. :1hug:
Jamas wrote:Really hurt right now. :bawl:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sun Oct 07, 2012 11:01 am

:1hug: :1hug: Jamas
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So far from where
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Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chookaro » Sun Oct 07, 2012 5:10 pm

So so down.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Sun Oct 07, 2012 8:35 pm

impatient.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Wed Oct 10, 2012 12:11 pm

Wide awake and wired.It`s a little past 4 in the morning here. :multi: :multi:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by treasure » Fri Oct 12, 2012 3:58 am

sad.
and curious/annoyed that i don't know why.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Dandelion » Thu Oct 18, 2012 12:42 am

Confused/Frustrated that I can't figure out how I feel about someone. Torn about what to do about it. Also feeling a little pressured to give them an answer. Throw in a bit of apprehension as well. :sconf:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Thu Oct 18, 2012 2:53 am

Tired
Stressed
Fed up
Feeling sulky because of the above :olol:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by noldo » Fri Oct 19, 2012 12:22 am

Bad... just bad.

And emotional too I guess. :roll:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sat Oct 20, 2012 9:40 am

Exhausted...I really need to sleep but my brain is being unreasonable and refuses to cooperate.
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
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So far from where I`m determined to go
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