Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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Please stop asking me for help. I love you dearly but I don't have anything left to give.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I'm beginning to understand...you just don't care about me 
...but please don't leave me
...but please don't leave me
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First: stop stuffing your face; you'll never be thin like that.
Second: R, please please stop calling me so much for fucking's sake. I hate this and you bore me to death. If you have to repeat yourself this much and don't know what else to say stop calling me. And stop being so self-centered. I really hate to talk to you and I wish I would never talk to you again cause you SUCK!!!
Second: R, please please stop calling me so much for fucking's sake. I hate this and you bore me to death. If you have to repeat yourself this much and don't know what else to say stop calling me. And stop being so self-centered. I really hate to talk to you and I wish I would never talk to you again cause you SUCK!!!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I'm sorry it didn't work out. I'm sorry I've hurt you..and that I've hurt myself. I wish there was still hope for us; that we could try one more time. But you have moved on. I hope you still think about me and miss me..
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oh help, someone help.
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I'm really sorry that I made you so concerned. I didn't mean to, and I'm sorry that I wasn't able to turn things around before things got out of hand.. I'm sorry that I'm such a pain..
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Stop asking me when I finish my intership, I never ever will meet you again so shut up please!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
you really don't care as much as I do, and I feel like you never did.
stop treating me like a child. also I wish you would realise how fucking bizarre and neurotic your behaviour is and compare it to mine. jfc.
stop treating me like a child. also I wish you would realise how fucking bizarre and neurotic your behaviour is and compare it to mine. jfc.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
there are so many questions i have for you about your many experiences, so much i want to know
yet i don't know what the appropriate boundaries are....
to one of you - i have learned so much and want to be able to talk and continue to bounce ideas off of you
to the other - i struggle with the vague idea or sensation that we 'know' each other on a level not understood by contemporary means
yet with both i struggle
is it okay to ask you to go for a coffee to talk about these various things or is that inappropriate, does that cross boundaries of some sort
why does it all have to be so confusing
yet i don't know what the appropriate boundaries are....
to one of you - i have learned so much and want to be able to talk and continue to bounce ideas off of you
to the other - i struggle with the vague idea or sensation that we 'know' each other on a level not understood by contemporary means
yet with both i struggle
is it okay to ask you to go for a coffee to talk about these various things or is that inappropriate, does that cross boundaries of some sort
why does it all have to be so confusing
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Come back.
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I know it is in your nature to travel, and I love you the way you are, but I wish you made more effort to stay in touch. When we speak it is fantastic, and nothing ever changes between us but I just miss you I guess! Sometimes I feel as though I don't matter.
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Stop lying and fuck off. I'm so so glad it's over.
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my god you are asinine
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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oh my god. if you don't want fucking attention and you don't want people THINKING you're an attention seeker DON'T POUR OUT YOUR HEART ON FACEBOOK WITH NO PROVOCATION
people's really personal statuses on facebook deeply annoy me. like, nicely done, passive aggressive announcement of your deepest woes to everyone you know. ugh
people's really personal statuses on facebook deeply annoy me. like, nicely done, passive aggressive announcement of your deepest woes to everyone you know. ugh
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"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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"Awake and unafraid."
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"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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You go to everyone else for help except me. I guess I was wrong that I thought I was your mentor. It hurts that when you and he were together you would talk to me and my h all the time, but now you've split your H talks to mine all the time for support but you won't respond to my texts.
I guess I was even more wrong that I thought we were close friends.
I guess I was even more wrong that I thought we were close friends.
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*sigh* I miss you. One week ago, we were best friends, now we don't even look at each other. I'm scared that this is how it will always be, and that you don't even miss me. I'm scared that all my friendships will be like this. I'm paranoid to trust, and something tells me it's more to do with her than it is to do with us.
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oh my god I just lost all my respect for you. fucking hell.
go take your shitty sexism and homophobia somewhere else and stop acting like I'm your best friend.
GAH.
go take your shitty sexism and homophobia somewhere else and stop acting like I'm your best friend.
GAH.
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"Awake and unafraid."
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"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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I don't know what you fucking want from me.
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Thank you so much little sis. It means really a lot to me.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Why am I letting myself get caught up in this situation, caught up in you? I should do the sensible thing and walk..no run away, but I can't cause I feel like I'd be letting you down, or that I'd hurt you.... So I guess I'll stick around and let it be me that gets hurt.
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