Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Fri Jun 29, 2012 12:02 am

My withdrawal symptoms are making my skin crawl... :yuck:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri Jun 29, 2012 1:19 am

Neviah wrote:Like i need a kiss and a cuddle and to be told all the things i dont believe about myself..
Jamas wrote:My withdrawal symptoms are making my skin crawl... :yuck:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri Jun 29, 2012 12:22 pm

confused have strange energy and have been cleaning all night and morning
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Mon Jul 09, 2012 10:13 pm

tweaking out. :morning: Jittery. Anxious. Wired.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:07 am

^ :1soothe: :1hug:



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Wed Jul 11, 2012 11:33 pm

Exhausted. Weepy. Hopeless. Despairing. Tired. Sad.

Thanks, Saint Jimmy. :1hug: You always have my back, and I appreciate your support and all your words of encouragement so much.

Thank you so much, Vermozzica. :1grhug: to you, too. :1soothe:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Tue Jul 17, 2012 2:47 am

Thank you, rettahdam. :1hugs:

Right now, I feel lonely, but reading your post made me feel less lonely. :1hugs:

Thanks for your friendship,

Jamas

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by breathing » Tue Jul 17, 2012 6:30 am

Sad
In pain
Self-destructive

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Tue Jul 17, 2012 6:36 am

^ :1hug: :1soothe:
Jamas wrote:Exhausted. Weepy. Hopeless. Despairing. Tired. Sad.

Thanks, Saint Jimmy. :1hug: You always have my back, and I appreciate your support and all your words of encouragement so much.
You're very welcome. :1hug:


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Tue Jul 17, 2012 9:29 am

empty and just meh.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by thisshallbeformusic » Sat Jul 21, 2012 11:20 pm

Like I'm going to melt into a puddle of nothing. Sad, disappointed.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Tue Jul 24, 2012 9:40 am

Frustrated
Snappy
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by amerylis » Fri Jul 27, 2012 4:46 pm

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sun Aug 12, 2012 11:54 am

Sad,Sad,Sad

Really wanting to si so I could feel something other than this deep,dark depression.I think I`m too exhausted to bother though. :( :( :( :(
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
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Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:15 pm

I know that feeling, VerMOZZica. Remember that BUS is here for you and will support you. :1grhug:

Here's hoping you had some good sleep to top off your well-earned elation, amerylis. :cowsleep:

I'm sorry you felt so disappointed, thisshallbeformusic. Here's sending you galoshes and sunshine for the puddles in life -- :grain: :1beaming1:

:1flwrs: We're here for you, zyn. :1couch:

Thank you so much for the hugs, Saint Jimmy. :1hug: I hope your frustration and creative energy eventually led to something productive for you. :ideanew:

I am so sorry you were feeling so much pain, breathing. :1soothe:





Right now I feel -- nervous and achy, but determined. :1remind:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Tue Aug 14, 2012 10:40 am

Thank you so much Jamas. :1grhug:

Right now I feel lonely and sad. :blfrwn: :blfrwn:
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Tue Aug 14, 2012 8:14 pm

You're welcome VerMOZZica. :1hug:

Right now I feel sad and anxious. My husband is grouchy this morning. :( But it'll work out OK later on...

(Later:) Yup, it did work out! My husband had a nap, and I went for a 20-mile bike ride, and now we both feel better! :D

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Thu Aug 16, 2012 5:24 am

rettahdam wrote:sorry to here you are feeling sad and lonely spongebob *sits with you*
Thank you for sitting with me rettahdam. :) :)
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Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
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Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Thu Aug 16, 2012 5:26 am

(((Jamas))) :1hug:

right now I`m just so tired
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey

Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by thisshallbeformusic » Sun Aug 19, 2012 8:33 am

Thanks jamas. It's actually been pouring here.

Right now I feel nauseous from crying and my sinuses draining into my stomach. very urgy, slightly su, and overall futile.
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