who are you right now? *lang trigs*

[jennikins84]

i am...
struggling

i am not...
sure what I can do to help myself

i feel...
somewhat alone
adrift

i want...
a job
to cope well with things

i need...
a hug
to grow up and deal with things in an adult manner

i have...
good friends
loving family

i love...
my family & friends
musicals
horses

i hate...
feeling as if I am going round in circles

[Forget Me]

i am...
-defiantly and obstinately myself
-caring
-mature
-insightful
-completely hopeless when it comes to relationships and other social interaction
-frequently stunned by the realisation that I've somehow managed to become who I wanted to be when I was in high school, apart from the whole interpersonal thing
-a fuckton more confident than I was a few years ago
-an alcoholic

i am not...
-going to make concessions or change myself for others
-alone, though god it feels like I am
-going to forget that really, I love myself
-too messed up to find love
-going to give up

i feel...
-lonely
-inadequate
-sad
-grateful and resentful at the same time

i want...
-to forget I'm me
-to want to be me
-someone to show romantic interest in me (even if I'm not interested, it would be nice...)
-the fact that I just aced my post-grad course to mean more to me than it does
-a buttload of weed
-to have my mum standing by my bed and stroking the hair off my face until I fall asleep like she did when I was little and too scared to fall asleep
-for someone to love me enough to write a song about it
-to see my neice

i need...
-more friends, and ones that aren't dickheads
-to get out of this town
-to meet new people
-someone to know I'm hurting and care enough to make me talk about it
-someone who knows me well enough to notice how withdrawn I've become and want to help
-to pee

i have...
-some friends who aren't dickheads
-friends and family who would take me in if I had nowhere to go
-a little neice who is going to grow up loving me, and her parents love me too
-a family who would do anything for me, if only I could tell them I needed it
-a swimming pool in my apartment building, which is pretty damn sweet

i love...
-my family
-everyone who loves me
-my cat
-all of the good things from all the parts of my life I've lost
-all the friends I've left behind for whatever reason
-the thought of one day being with a guy who loves me for me and him holding me for hours
-music

i hate...
-the times when I feel like I know with all my being that I'll be a spinster aunt and never have a husband or family
-being me (sometimes, like now)
-all the friends who left me to go to Australia, where all they do is smoke meth and go to crappy jobs so they can buy more meth. I loved them before they left.
-that I find it so damn hard to make friends, and harder still to keep them
-that I don't know who to ask a friend if they want to hang out without there being a specific thing to go to
-that I don't know how to ask guys out and that they never ask me out, so i'm screwed really (or rather, not screwed, har har)
-the feeling of helplessness that comes with being lonely and not knowing how to make friends
-me

[Eva]

i am...
Here.

i am not...
Happy.

i feel...
Sadness.

i want...
To be hugged and kissed.

i need...
Someone.

i have...
A home, a job, an ok health.

i love...
That it's getting warmer. Imagining how I would feel if I had a boyfriend right now.

i hate...
The thought that I could end up being alone for the rest of my life

[Stormy Llwellyn]

I am tired
I am happy
I want to be held closely and told it's ok.

[cariad]

i am...
still me.
lacking in magic wands.
ill, cold, tired, in a mood funk.

i am not...
not sure what I should do, about anything. I am not as bad as I was last week.

i feel...
physically terrible.
strange, withdrawn, worried.
anxious.
loved.

i want...
to be able to have the life we both want.
to be better.
to write.
for you to not leave me, ever. or even just with distance in September. and then again with the fucking Army.

i need...
a hug
to have some quiet space alone.
to win all these 'free' wedding competitions.
to grow up.
to stop worrying.

i have...
you.
some friends.
tea.
animals.
a comfy hoody.

i love...
him and them. especially him.
my dogs and cat.
my sister.
my bed and my comfy hoody.

i hate...
the fact mental illness has ruined my life.
and the fact i let that happen
to the both of us.
and i hate my eating disorder. so so much.

[xXelmoscaresmeXx]

i am...
happy, content, pretty, nice, cute, sweet

i am not...
worthless, ugly, fat

i feel...
content

i want...
him to be here

i need...
to get enough sleep tonight

i have...
a great group of friends

i love...
Cody

i hate...
age difference getting in the way

[VerMOZZica]

I am...
sad,creative,confused

I am not..
?????

I feel...
depressed

I want..
to be happy

I need..
to open my heart and let my feelings out in a healthy way

I have...
a loving family which includes my pets,my favorite music and my love of art

I love...
my family,my dogs,Morrissey,music

I hate...
my fears
my mental illness
my scars

[jadestarwalking]

i am...
confused
lonely
urgy
depressed
worried
angry

i am not...
tired (it's 3:49 am right now)
able to express my needs
just a roller coaster of emotions that is called borderline personality disorder

i feel...
like si-ing
like I should do the right thing even though it's REALLY hard
as bad as I did when I went IP at the beginning of the month (I just got out)

i want...
to be loved
to be held
to be told that everything will be okay
to see my mom again
to have a healthy relationship with anyone
to have my college days back again

i need...
closure
safety
stability
consistency
a life
friends

i have...
an amazing cat
a good place to live
good support workers

i love...
someone who I will never have again
someone who I will never be able to have

i hate...
my life

[Eva]

i am...
Sad, waiting, hoping for the best, scared, drinking
i am not...
Happy, optimistic
i feel...
Pain
i want...
Things to work out, him to like me again, not to ask stupid questions
i need...
Love, a hug and kiss from him
i have...
?
i love...
-
i hate...
Feeling like this

[noldo]

i am... urgy, lonely, tired

i am not... happy, at ease

i feel... sad, empty, hollow

i want... inner peace

i need... sleep

i have... a good therapist, caring friends, a loving family

i love... my family, dog and friends

i hate... myself

[Just Pomegranates]

i am...
Angry, crying

i am not...
Secure

i feel...
Insecure, cornered

i want...
Rest

i need...
A break, to quit crying

i have...
Nothing that means anything to the 'real world'

i love...


i hate...
Being threatened, being blackmailed, not in control, having to resort the measures that I have

[roseleaf]

I am...
small, miserable, tedious, useless and self-pitying.

I am not...
looking forward to anything.

I feel...
as though I can't do this any longer.

I want...
to die, to be nothing, to disappear.

I need...
I don't know what I need. I just don't.

I have...
my sister, a lovely little house, 2000 books, a job, a good boss, caring friends on BUS.

I love...
my family.

I hate...
me.

[roseleaf]

Thank you so much for your encouraging words, kicks... there should be a teary-smiley smiley...

[zyn]

i am...
-anxious
-needy, clingy, lonely
-tired
-lost, annoyed

i am not...
-treating myself too well
-feeling better

i feel...
-crappy

i want...
-hugs! <3

i need...
-even more hugs
-sleep

i have...
-lots of work to do

i love...
-hot water bottles
-kettles in the studio
-tea
-hot showers

i hate...
-cold
-feeling shit

[treasure]

i am...so tired and emotionally drained

i am not...ok, but i think i will be ok after some time to recuperate?

i feel...sad, tired, angry, alone

i want...comfort and to express how i feel

i need...same as what i "want", i think i downgrade them to wants because i don't think i will be able to get them

i have...music that i'm enjoying and is also helping me express how i feel. i have hope.

i love...the feeling of giving myself what i need, of feeling like i deserve comfort and being able to "fix" discomfort

i hate...being alone/isolated and having my t appt taken away so that i had/have no one to really talk to this week.

[kelp]

i am... incompetent

i am not... a good person

i feel... very frustrated

i want... to be gone

i need...

i have...

i love...

i hate... too much

[Eva]

i am...

Tired, stressed, sad

i am not...

Happy

i feel...

Sadness

i want...

A boyfriend, a job

i need...

A boyfriend, a job

i have...

Chocolate

i love...

-

i hate...

-

[TheRockingHorse]

i am...
-frustrated
-still trying as hard as I can
-needy
-selfish

i am not...
-worthless
-evil
-a good person

i feel...
-lost
-sad

i want...
-to be more independent
-to be happy
-to be stable

i need...
-to be able to support myself
-encouragement

i have...
-great friends
-a loving family
-the tools that I need

i love...
-my friends and family
-the opportunities that I have

i hate...
-being so needy
-my brain when it isn't stable

[treasure]

i am...a little out of depth and uncertain about the future

i am not...doing as well as i hoped
. ...living up to my own and others' expectations

i feel...sad, worthless

i want...to sleep normally and restfully, to wake up with energy and motivation

i need...consideration, encouragement, a realistic plan for getting back on track

i have...somewhere to live, a cute loving cat, enough food, enough money to get by

i love...nothing?

i hate...dysthimia. not being sad/hopeless enough for su but not being able to live much either.

[moon raver]

i'm very tired, so if some of this doesn't make sense......
i am...
okay
a feminist
a geek
a writer
i am not...
bpd
sick
crazy
i feel...
sleepy. very sleepy.
i miss my brother even though he's in the next room.
now i also miss my girlfriend.
i want...
water. my mouth tastes like... cookie?
someone to lay with and hold on to. but i guess i'll just snuggle my stuffed animals.
to keep listening to the radio
i need...
sleep. to stop listening to the radio
i have...
a family
a good education. kind of. i mean, i tested out of english, so i won't have to deal with that until college.
i love...
my girlfriend
my doggies
i hate...
food
the patriarchy