Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Fri Jan 06, 2012 7:21 pm

I love you, I wish I could help...

and

Come over already, I want me pressie :wink:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by blueberry » Sat Jan 07, 2012 9:45 pm

fuck you!
why do I fucking bother listening to you complain about everything under the fucking sun and be supportive, yet when I have a fucking problem I get a brick wall.

I just want you to fucking hear that I'm frustrated, that I'm annoyed. No you don't want to hear that, you'd rather blow me off and try to help the fucking person you keep complaining about driving you nuts. Should I do that? Would that fucking get a listening ear?

Fuck off

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Kaleb » Sat Jan 14, 2012 2:50 am

You know, everything that happened made me cry myself to sleep for months, and that isn't a dramatic overstatement, it was honestly months, but it's like you never even felt bad for doing that - I mean heck I know I was a crap partner but anytime I ever saw you cry I felt like going ad ripping someone's head off for making you feel like that, and knowing that once or twice I was the cause of that, when I saw you crying those times I thought I was dying from the inside, but it's like you didn't even care how broken I was, you were okay in an instant, just makes me think I never meant much to you did I?
I guess it's better to be colder now, because let's face it everyone else is .....
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Sat Jan 14, 2012 6:33 am

I'm sorry that you felt that you had to be such an a-hole... But I just wish that I hadn't waited so many years before really seeing what you were. And I don't know why I still waste time wishing that I hadn't allowed us to become friends. I just need to know one thing...... why.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by guest567 » Sun Jan 15, 2012 2:20 pm

I know you say you need space and I totally understand, it just seems that you only need space from the two of us rather than everyone which isn't quite the same thing.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by blueberry » Wed Jan 18, 2012 2:17 am

don't go feigning interest in me, asking how my day was or how the training was if you are in the middle of something- seriously its fucked up

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by styled_wrong » Sat Jan 21, 2012 11:32 am

why do i put up with ur shit! i am there for u at 3am when ur hurting but when i txt you at a reasonable hour you dont wanna know!!!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sun Jan 22, 2012 6:51 pm

I need to talk to you..please :cry:

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Sun Jan 22, 2012 8:46 pm

i need to talk to you.. i need to ask you to be gentle in the meeting.. i need to make sure you do care.. i need your encouragment.. please.. i need to talk..
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sat Jan 28, 2012 5:28 pm

Oh feel free to fuck off.
You're not even preaching to the choir, you're a choirboy attempting to tell the priest what's what :roll:
Go take your outrageously arrogant & over privileged views somewhere else.


Being lectured on misogyny & gay rights by an obnoxious straight man ... :roll:
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The Book Thief


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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by treasure » Sat Feb 04, 2012 2:01 am

my phone company decide to up my plan by $20 when new customers can get the exact same plan for $5 less than my current price. stupid fuckers. i want to ring up and complain, i want to tell them to pretend i'm a new customer and put me on the cheaper plan because i'm leaving your fucking company if you don't. i hate that reasonable service, along with complacency, has meant i stayed so long and then they go and screw me. does loyalty mean nothing any more?!

(i can't get the courage to call. i don't handle anger well, i just turn it on myself, so instead of getting all aggressive i will just meekly accept their shit so i don't have to deal with conflict. i prefer being someone who doesn't hurt others in anger like my parents, but i hate being someone who can't deal with being angry at all. i just hate myself for being angry and cry cos it hurts. it's stupid)
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by guest567 » Fri Feb 17, 2012 12:24 am

Please stop letting me down

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Fri Feb 17, 2012 1:25 pm

i want to tell you.. i want to be honest with you, i want to be able to trust you.. but in the right context.. i want to tell you as a friend, rather than you having to know because it is damaging people. i love that your getting to know me better, i love that i can be honest with you. if you were to find out by accident today then i wouldnt mind. but im sorry, i cant tell you myself yet. one day though. one day i will tell you, and then i think i will make a bit more sense..! i almost wish you would find out by accident, that way i dont have to tell you, and yet i can still be honest with you...
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Fri Feb 17, 2012 1:54 pm

Fuck you. How could you do that to a little girl?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by guest567 » Sun Feb 19, 2012 1:41 am

Seeing you today was wonderful and just what I needed.

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I was overcome with sadness when I received your message. I can't begin to know what you are feeling right now but I hope you realise that whilst we don't know each other well I am here for you.

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I want to do something for your cause. Watching the devastating events unfold over the last few months has been so upsetting and part of me wishes I didn't still follow it as I am constantly reminded of how cruel the world can be. However, it also shows me how amazing people are and I want to do my part to make sure this doesn't happen anymore.

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I wish I knew where my positivity and strength was hiding.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by styled_wrong » Mon Feb 20, 2012 10:46 pm

i cant do this i dont know why i thought i could, why cant i just disappear, i mean come on no-one would even fucking notice until i dodnt turn up for work and even then it would take them ages to figure it out.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by a7xcncangel » Sun Feb 26, 2012 4:39 am

Matt: I don't want you to offer me weed anymore. Also, we're not having sex anymore. I'm trying to get back into my faith and you've been making that hard. I know we work a shift together once a week and you were my dealer for over a month, but we're not friends and our relationship is nothing good.

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Mark: I miss you and am sorry for not being honest with you. I still like you but I'm too scared to tell you because I don't want to mess anything up.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by daisy_chain » Sun Feb 26, 2012 9:05 pm

I don't want to disappoint you.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Sun Feb 26, 2012 11:39 pm

please help me.. please..
please be there to listen, and care, and talk me through this.. please dont judge me..
please..?
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."


xx Kitti xx


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Lynds » Tue Feb 28, 2012 7:21 pm

This isn't working for me anymore.

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"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
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