I'm proud of myself today because....

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by zyn » Fri Nov 18, 2011 5:26 pm

*offers hugs*

I've done quite a bit of work, I had an awesome idea for my project. And I spoke to my new-found supporters.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Fri Nov 18, 2011 5:48 pm

Thank you Zyn. I need hugs :)


I some of my kitchen cleaned and I am just soaking some pots atm.

I also had snuggle time with all three of my cats who were very snugly and purred up a storm which made me happy and made me realize I need to stay healthy for them and to keep being there taking care of animals and people who don't have a voice.


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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by PokemonGeek » Fri Nov 18, 2011 7:19 pm

I told my therapist that I was sexually harassed several times during gym class and in the locker room in ninth grade I know for sure the one kid who did it because he freaked out when I ran away and am almost positive about another one but I have no real proof against him.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by zyn » Wed Nov 23, 2011 11:32 pm

^^ I'm so sorry that happened to you. :heart: I know what it's like though.

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I helped Da
I enjoyed history class
I ate better
I did some baking
I did a lot of printing in the darkroom
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Fri Nov 25, 2011 3:02 pm

getting my day started early


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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by zyn » Fri Nov 25, 2011 4:16 pm

I did some work
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Sat Nov 26, 2011 1:11 am

I had a healthy dinner when I felt like bingeing


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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by zyn » Mon Nov 28, 2011 9:17 am

I left the house on time :)
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Mon Nov 28, 2011 1:07 pm

I got things done on my own inspite of my one worker thinking I couldnt.


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Post by zyn » Mon Nov 28, 2011 7:14 pm

I didn't slip.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Mon Nov 28, 2011 10:36 pm

getting lots done


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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by zyn » Mon Nov 28, 2011 10:44 pm

I showed S my work
Took pictures of my sketchbooks for my portfolio & my Flickr page.
Helped Da in the darkroom.
Finished my essay!
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Wed Nov 30, 2011 10:42 pm

got lots done


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Post by capricorn » Tue Dec 13, 2011 6:12 pm

worked well and am on top of parasitology!
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Post by zyn » Tue Dec 13, 2011 11:49 pm

Paid attention in Economics
Got 82% on a test for a subject I hate
Took a roll of film
Made some very honest work
Made Da smile
Decorated the darkroom!
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Thu Dec 15, 2011 9:19 pm

I got lots done


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Post by amerylis » Sat Dec 24, 2011 1:55 am

I learnt to crochet
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Chey » Sat Dec 24, 2011 2:10 am

I did some of the stuff I said I would do today


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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by zyn » Sat Dec 24, 2011 11:51 am

I actually slept last night! :)
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by amyfairy » Fri Dec 30, 2011 5:22 pm

The anorexia is very loud at the moment but I followed my weight-gain meal-plan even though it makes me feel excessive & ashamed and I really want to stop now...
I almost gave into it at one part but I refuse to give it any more power by playing into it. I need to become stronger than the anorexia and the only way this will happen is if I don't do what it wants. I kept remding myself that if I maintain at a lower weight then I remain susceptible to the spiral of anorexia, ultimately cutting down 'just a little bit more' and eventually ending up in hospital again.
The only way forward is recovery.

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