who are you right now? *lang trigs*

[Eva]

i am...
ok
excited about the party on Friday
happy that I got a reply on my mail to an old classmate on Facebook
not really in love anymore
i am not...
sad
feeling lonely
i feel...
calm
i want...
next week to be good
it to be warmer soon
all the bad things to be over soon
i need...
to exercise
not to eat so unhealty anymore
i have...
to get through the bad things in my life
i love...
that I still can be positive even though some things are not going too well
i hate...
-

[MusicalMorphine]

i am...
Worthy, strong enough,

i am not...
hopeless, pathetic, a failure

i feel...
scared

i want...
to move, to be good

i need...
help

i have...
to keep pushing

i love...
dance

i hate...
losing hope

[stripysocks4christ]

I Am...
free
loved
I Am Not...
a burden
worthless
I Feel
cautious
reckless
special
I Want
peace
security
to be healed
I Need
to be loved
things to calm down
jesus
I Have
amazing friends
a good life
hope
I Love
jesus
kim, annabel, claire
sunshine
hope
I Hate
pain
lies
loud noises
unexpected things

[handmade mute]

i am...
exhausted
stressed
over it all
hurt
angry
tired of nothing ever changing in this relationship, because only I try
struggling far more than I want to admit

i am not...
coping
willing to keep sitting quietly in the interests of keeping the peace. It's not helping.
able to sleep yet. Which is bad, since I have a dentist appointment at 9am.

i feel...
unloved
unheard
unimportant
like I could sleep for a month if only I could keep my eyes closed and calm the chaos in my head.

i want...
to feel like things are improving
for people irl to see that I'm trying as hard as I can right now
for people to stop assuming I'm lazy if I don't get everything done. I'm doing the best I can right now.

i need...
people irl to stop being idiots
time to myself
a chance to relax and calm down
for someone to tell me I'm doing well, and they are proud of me
to know that M is ok, or at least being safe- I need him to want to call me.
to sleep

i have...
little chance of this actually happening.

i love...
the idea of making a coffee, even if it means definitely not sleeping tonight.

i hate...
myself
my relationship
my lack of realistic hope for the coming year
my therapist

[vyper]

i am...
intelligent
strong.. sometimes

i am not...
overreacting
in love anymore
okay right now

i feel...
scared
alone
like i'll never trust anyone again

i want...
some tea
someone to hold my hand
to not have to go to class tomorrow
for it to be raining so I can sleep well

i need...
to be told that I am pretty
to feel like someone cares about me

i have...
an awesome roommate that loves me (even though she doesn't understand sometimes)
a really, really comfortable bed
a lot of homework to do

i love...
My super cute teddy bear that I got for Valentine's day
laughing
my music theory professor

i hate...
feeling like I can't talk to anyone
isolating myself from everyone
crying

[-Apolla-]

i am
... awake.
... hopefully. mostly
... improving.
... scared.
... angry.

i am not
... happy.
... convinced of myself.
... urging to cut myself. at the mom.
... free.

i feel...
... so angry.
... annoyed by myself.

i want...
... to be able to take life easy again.
... to not have to worry about everything.

i need...
... somebody to listen to me.
... somebody to hug me.
... somebody who I can truly trust.

i have...
... not SId myself in over two weeks.
... a good life, a good family and good friends.

i love...
... chocolate.
... the upcoming spring.
... the sun.

i hate...
... the way how I can not locate my anger.
... that I can not keep myself from being angry.
... that everything seems complicated lately.
... that I cause so many problems.
... that I can't express myself as I'd like to.

[demolition_lover]

i am
...being productive with my homework.
...craving a bagel that I know is sitting in the plastic bag on the counter in the kitchen.
...awake and here, right now.

i am not
...feeling like I need to SI again right now.
...talking to anyone.

i feel
...lonely.

i want
...my foot to get better so I can ride tomorrow and not be in pain while doing so.
...my family to calm the hell down because I can't deal with their crap right now.

i need
...my best friend. I just texted her.

i have
...beautiful pets.
...a few amazing friends.
...a therapist that I can finally talk to.

i love
...animals.
...my friends.
...getting the right answer on the first try on my physics internet assignments

i hate
...feeling like I did earlier today.
...not getting texts back when all I really want is to talk to someone.

[-Apolla-]

i am...
so scared
broken

i am not...
alone

i feel...
empty

i want...
to be whole again

i need...
to know how I can be helped

i have...
had a horrible day
not slipped today of which I can be proud

i love...
the night and the darkness

i hate...
how I cannot control my feelings

[-Apolla-]

i am...
tired. very very tired.
annoyed by myself.
worn out.

i am not...
hurting myself
totally shattered

i feel...
lost
stupid. somehow

i want...
to be loved.
to be fully awake.
school issues to be gone.

i need...
rest
to get away.
soothing.

i have...
hope

i love...
sleep.

i hate...
how I annoy myself.
studying

[munchalot11]

i am...
-a mess
-sitting at the computer

i am not...
-going to stop taking my medication
- a bad person. supposedly

i feel...
-fragile
-like i want to cry
-exhausted

i want...
-my girlfriend
-sleep
-a hug
-all the horrible old memories to go away

i need...
-sarah

i have...
-my bed
-my computer
-colouring books.

i love...
-sarah
-my little brother

i hate...
-him
-him
-the thing that let all this happen

[Eva]

i am...
content and happy
i am not...
sad or angry
i feel...
like dancing!
i want...
to stay at home, but I have to go out. A mail from "someone".
i need...
to kiss and hug with someone
i have...
no plans for tomorrow and that's great
i love...
myself
i hate...
nothing right now

[zyn]

i am...
Alive, human, imperfect, artistic, sleepy, ill, lonely

i am not...
perfect, stupid, isolated, unloved

i feel...
Cold, tired, scared

i want...
To be better, happiness, revenge, world peace

i need...
A shower, socks, to know I'm loved

i have...
All my limbs, family, boyfriend, people I get on with, a home, food, shelter

i love...
Cameras, books, photography, tea, cake, coffee, baking, reading, drawing, animals

i hate...
Homophobic people, arrogance, ego, pedophiles

[Nicksy]

i am...
Sitting alone in my room on my laptop again. Lonely, sad, on the verge of giving up.

i am not...
Loved, wanted, desired,

i feel...
Rejected, hated, cast aside

i want...
To stop caring about certain things

i need...
A nice warm bath, someone who I believe loves me, a new brain

i have...
Nothing except a pair of skates, a lap top, some clothes and a cold

i love...
My best friend, hot baths, my skates

i hate...
Myself

[styled_wrong]

i am...
-strugling
-hurting
-tired

i am not...-wanted
-ok

i feel...
-sick
-dejected
-alone

i want...
-someone to care
-to feel ok

i need...
-someone to care
-to not hurt myself today

i have...
-a headache

i love...
-weeks off

i hate...
everything at the moment - especially myself

[FilthSparrow]

i am...
-tired


i am not...
-alone (today at least0

i feel...
-sick


i want...
-to be okay for more then just one day at a time

i need...
- to have a private moment with my self, but im to scared to face the facts

i have...
-20 minutes till i have to get offline, lol

i love...
-my friends, who are closer then my family

i hate...
-annoying people who are misinformed about things

[blueberry]

i am...
vile, destruction, hurt, pain, worthless, a burden

i am not...
nice, someone who should be called a friend, helpful, beautiful, kind

i feel...
hopeless

i want...
to not care, to die

i need...
to stop hurting everyone i love, give others love instead of pain.

i have...
i don't know, nothing, my chinchillas

i love...
my friends, my family, my chinchillas

i hate...
myself, the blackhole inside me, the fact that people can see my pain

[ambivalent red]

pathetic, stupid, lazy, red lips and bewithching, inpatient, blind to the world, did i say stupid???!!!

[ChaosCat]

i am...
-sick
-tired
-hurting physically and emotionally

i am not...
-ok
-fine

i feel...
-alone
-lost
-confused
-trapped
-broken

i want...
-to give up

i need...
-someone to challenge the masks
-someone to care enough to know i'm lying when I say I'm fine
-love

i have...
-more questions than answers after 2 years of searching

i love...
-my pets
-someone who I will never have the strength to tell

i hate...
-my family
-my past
-my life right now

[breathing]

i am...
-alive
-sentient

i am not...
-fine

i feel...
-lonely
-tired
-somewhat sad
-isolated
-confused

i want...
-real friendship
-to be truly happy
-rest
-time to meditate in silence

i need...
-provisions
-water

i have...
-provisions
-support

i love...
-feeling like my emotions are validated
-talking about things that interest me.
-being able to find rest

i hate...
-having to hide myself from everyone
-feeling worried or stressed, hassled
-feeling so unsatisfied with myself

[Annie26]

i am
1) me
2) defined by more than my profession
3) struggling to decide what I want in life
4) full of mood swings and anxiety
5) struggling with own self worth

i am not
1) mad just cos I have mental illness


i feel
1) like hiding
2) feel very tired
3) alone
4) as though I can't trust anyone.
5) too scared to trust.

i want...
1) to be free
2) to achieve my (seemingly impossible) dreams.
3) to love, and to be loved.

i need...
1) inner peace
2) love
3) acceptance

i have...
1) a job
2) sanity (for now)
3) my siblings and family

i love...
1) being loved
2) my freedom
3) being around friends.
4) learning

i hate...
1) losing my freedom
2) being disrespected
3) being controlled.
4) being patronized.