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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Chey » Thu Sep 15, 2011 11:35 pm

I really hope SE becomes my ic again. I dont really like LC


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Post by mande » Fri Sep 16, 2011 1:35 am

I am going to love the fuck out of you.
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Post by Chey » Fri Sep 16, 2011 1:42 am

I will always keep hoping that SE will be my ic again.


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Post by zyn » Fri Sep 16, 2011 8:10 am

I"m scared of thunder.
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Post by Chey » Fri Sep 16, 2011 1:45 pm

I know I want SE back, I am worried that I wont accept anyone other then SE.


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Post by zyn » Fri Sep 16, 2011 4:25 pm

I needed to prove myself.

So I installed my new scanner all by myself instead of letting my dad take it over. I did almost break it though :o
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Post by strider 151 » Sun Sep 18, 2011 6:20 pm

im so scared
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Post by Nicksy » Sun Sep 18, 2011 11:52 pm

I fantasise about punching my colleagues at work right in the face when they're ignorant and intolerant and lazy. *sigh*
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Post by eccentricfuzzyme » Mon Sep 19, 2011 1:18 am

I havent gone a single day without crying in weeks.
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Post by divided_by_zero » Tue Sep 20, 2011 11:55 pm

I felt proud of myself today.
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Post by breathing » Wed Sep 21, 2011 4:59 am

I honestly don't know what would help me feel well, or even 50% well. Or even 'fine'.
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Post by strider 151 » Wed Sep 21, 2011 7:47 pm

the urge to SI is back, and its much stronger then i remember. im scared to go back to where i was found
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
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Post by stripysocks4christ » Tue Sep 27, 2011 10:03 pm

i really ought to stop reacting like this everytime it happens.. i really ought to know better :roll:
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Post by breathing » Sat Oct 08, 2011 2:52 am

I hate my family members. I wish that they could all die so I could live more peacefully or that I could die myself.
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Post by zyn » Sat Oct 08, 2011 5:43 pm

I love him, I love him not.
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Post by strider 151 » Sun Oct 09, 2011 3:13 pm

if one more thing happens, i will end it all.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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Post by xPeggiePatchx » Mon Oct 10, 2011 8:52 am

I've never been in so much pain in my life. I don't know it it's a physical problem, or just my screwed-up head, but either way it sucks and I don't know what I'm meant to do about it.
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Post by styled_wrong » Mon Oct 10, 2011 2:23 pm

i broke 3years free *sigh*
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
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Post by zyn » Mon Oct 10, 2011 7:07 pm

I hate you, I really honestly do. I hate you too, for what you did to me. I hate me too, for what I've done to me. And I love you, even though I shouldn't. Not really.
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Post by strider 151 » Mon Oct 10, 2011 9:37 pm

i slipped pritty bad yesterday, and im so dissapointed that i didnt feel anything. feeling nothing is worse then i could have ever imagined. i feel worse now then when i used to SI daily.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
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*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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