Things Left Unsaid *LA*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

Moderators: Spidey, noldo

Locked
User avatar
stripysocks4christ
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6605
Joined: Tue Jan 13, 2009 6:45 pm
Gender: female :)
Location: inside my head

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Sun Sep 18, 2011 2:23 pm

please....
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."

xx Kitti xx

:heart: :ylwheart: :grnheart: :blueheart: :lpurpheart: :blueheart: :grnheart: :ylwheart: :heart:

my place
my poems
Top
User avatar
Stawberry_Lollipops
spiffy maximus
spiffy maximus
Posts: 4326
Joined: Sun Jun 28, 2009 6:39 pm
Gender: Female
Location: Australia

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Sun Sep 18, 2011 5:07 pm

I do love you more than anything I've ever loved, more than I can ever express and more than you'll ever know and I don't want to give up on us. I don't want to lose you in any shape or form. But...I wonder if it would be easier if we weren't together. It would push me over that thin edge and I want to go falling over that edge so bad. I don't want to live anymore and it would be so much easier if I was complete emotional wreck and couldn't think straight. I just wonder if it would be easier...she says it would but I don't know. I'd still love you no matter what I did. I will always love you.
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

* ~ * ~ * ~ *

“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.
Top
strider 151
bus mechanic
bus mechanic
Posts: 3422
Joined: Thu Jun 19, 2008 7:47 pm
Gender: female
Location: my mind
Contact:
Contact strider 151

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Sun Sep 18, 2011 6:19 pm

he will never love you, your so worthless compared to him. even your friends say so. look at him, then look at you. yeah. thought so. this is just idle thinking, unreal feelings and aiming much higher then u could ever hope to achieve. a man like that would never fall for you, a selfharming, ED riddled, sexual impure idiot like you. get it into your head. never. in. a. million. years. ever! and your a f**** idiot if u think otherwise!!!!!!!!
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
Top
User avatar
stripysocks4christ
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6605
Joined: Tue Jan 13, 2009 6:45 pm
Gender: female :)
Location: inside my head

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Mon Sep 19, 2011 6:20 pm

please please pick up, and please please reply.. and please please dont hate me :/
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."

xx Kitti xx

:heart: :ylwheart: :grnheart: :blueheart: :lpurpheart: :blueheart: :grnheart: :ylwheart: :heart:

my place
my poems
Top
User avatar
Kaleb
knows the ropes
knows the ropes
Posts: 4839
Joined: Sat Mar 25, 2006 4:12 pm
Location: UK

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Kaleb » Mon Sep 19, 2011 9:42 pm

Sometimes I wish we could have one last and final brutally honest conversation with eachother .... Where u said all that's left in ur head and I do the same .... No fear of what eachother would think it doesn't matter anymore ... We've grown past judgement of thoughts and feelings ...
Sometimes I wonder if u might send me that final long and honest message with everything you have ever wanted to say - remember it wouldn't change anything .. We are so far from our old selves
Sometimes i wish I would log on and find that msg sat waiting for me...
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


:redstar: 19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten :redstar:

13/05/14 - I Love Her

19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes

17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked

:moove: <-- Marlo & Mookau--> :moove:


:morning: Caffiene Addict since 2004
Top
User avatar
Nicksy
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6215
Joined: Wed May 14, 2003 7:08 pm
Location: Midlands, UK
Contact:
Contact Nicksy

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Nicksy » Mon Sep 19, 2011 10:01 pm

I hate you but I miss you so much.
Top
User avatar
stripysocks4christ
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6605
Joined: Tue Jan 13, 2009 6:45 pm
Gender: female :)
Location: inside my head

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Wed Sep 21, 2011 9:38 pm

whenever I listen to this song, it reminds me of you, and all i want is for you to turn up on my doorstep and give me a hug... it makes me cry, it makes me hurt, but it makes me feel safe because it gives me hope. please.. please when i next see you make me be honest with you. dont let me hide behind fake smiles and excuses. i need you.. :L
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."

xx Kitti xx

:heart: :ylwheart: :grnheart: :blueheart: :lpurpheart: :blueheart: :grnheart: :ylwheart: :heart:

my place
my poems
Top
User avatar
Chey
welcome cow
welcome cow
Posts: 16556
Joined: Fri Nov 19, 2010 3:49 pm
Gender: Non Binary
Location: Brantford Ontario

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Thu Sep 22, 2011 1:17 am

If you are just going to talk about your boyfriend problems then don't bother talking to me as I am not interested. Also don't prentend your misreble when I hear you laughing all the time. I know you well and you are faking it for sympathy and I dont have time for that.


" “In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important” — The Doctor, Season 6, Christmas Special
Top
blueberry
creating your space
creating your space
Posts: 198
Joined: Wed Jun 24, 2009 10:18 pm

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by blueberry » Thu Sep 22, 2011 5:38 am

Why/how can you keep in contact after you found out the truth? I'm your daughter he's not
Top
User avatar
Chey
welcome cow
welcome cow
Posts: 16556
Joined: Fri Nov 19, 2010 3:49 pm
Gender: Non Binary
Location: Brantford Ontario

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Fri Sep 23, 2011 10:55 pm

just leave me alone. I don't want to hear about your complaining over a guy that your just 'friends with benifits' if you don't like it DUMP HIM.


" “In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important” — The Doctor, Season 6, Christmas Special
Top
User avatar
Eva
sprouting branches
sprouting branches
Posts: 1236
Joined: Fri Dec 15, 2006 2:53 pm
Location: Scandinavia Age: 30+

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sat Sep 24, 2011 2:32 pm

Will I hear from you soon?
Top
User avatar
Annybelly
being the change
being the change
Posts: 12534
Joined: Wed Dec 23, 2009 5:38 pm
Gender: Female

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Sat Sep 24, 2011 3:33 pm

I miss you.
♥ "Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear." ♥

♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥

♥ "My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations." ♥

♥ "I lit up like a Christmas tree, Hazel Grace." ♥

♥ "Things haven't always been this bad, therefore, things won't always be this bad." ♥

My Place
My Efforts At Being Healthy
My Bus Butterfly Obsession

♥ DFTBA ♥
Top
User avatar
zyn
beyond inspiring
beyond inspiring
Posts: 9038
Joined: Wed Jul 06, 2011 10:04 pm
Gender: Female
Location: Scotland

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Sat Sep 24, 2011 8:24 pm

Fuuuuuuuuck you.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed



SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013

Image
Top
User avatar
stripysocks4christ
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6605
Joined: Tue Jan 13, 2009 6:45 pm
Gender: female :)
Location: inside my head

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:22 pm

please let me have an opportunity to talk to you this week :(
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."

xx Kitti xx

:heart: :ylwheart: :grnheart: :blueheart: :lpurpheart: :blueheart: :grnheart: :ylwheart: :heart:

my place
my poems
Top
User avatar
Nicksy
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6215
Joined: Wed May 14, 2003 7:08 pm
Location: Midlands, UK
Contact:
Contact Nicksy

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Nicksy » Sun Sep 25, 2011 4:28 pm

You think I don't know but I do. And I know why you keep it from me. Because now I am terrified I will lose you.

:grnstar:
Top
User avatar
capricorn
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6410
Joined: Sun Jan 03, 2010 10:21 pm
Gender: Female
Location: London, UK
Contact:
Contact capricorn

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Tue Sep 27, 2011 12:03 pm

Well sorry to inconvenience you but some of us have dentist appointments and a two and a half hour journey to get to this fucking party. It's not like you want to see me that bad anyway. If you did why don't you grow up and stay out past 8 o'clock then? :roll:
~Capri
xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance

"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief

"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey

"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
Top
User avatar
Stawberry_Lollipops
spiffy maximus
spiffy maximus
Posts: 4326
Joined: Sun Jun 28, 2009 6:39 pm
Gender: Female
Location: Australia

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Tue Sep 27, 2011 2:29 pm

You are such a fucking snob.
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

* ~ * ~ * ~ *

“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.
Top
User avatar
zyn
beyond inspiring
beyond inspiring
Posts: 9038
Joined: Wed Jul 06, 2011 10:04 pm
Gender: Female
Location: Scotland

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Tue Sep 27, 2011 3:41 pm

I don't know what to say, and you seem to think I do.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed



SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013

Image
Top
strider 151
bus mechanic
bus mechanic
Posts: 3422
Joined: Thu Jun 19, 2008 7:47 pm
Gender: female
Location: my mind
Contact:
Contact strider 151

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Tue Sep 27, 2011 4:49 pm

hmm
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
Top
User avatar
Eva
sprouting branches
sprouting branches
Posts: 1236
Joined: Fri Dec 15, 2006 2:53 pm
Location: Scandinavia Age: 30+

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Tue Sep 27, 2011 5:09 pm

I think you should call me tonight.
Top
Locked

Return to “coping”

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 256 guests