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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by capricorn » Mon Aug 29, 2011 10:42 pm

It really really flatters me when people have crushes on me.
As long as like, I don't have to be around them a lot. Then it creeps me out.
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Post by zyn » Tue Aug 30, 2011 10:56 am

I like not liking myself.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Post by xPeggiePatchx » Tue Aug 30, 2011 12:35 pm

It proved to me you cared.
I think it might have been worth it.
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If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could've won.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live.
Must I be content with discontent...I cannot bite the day to the core.
To die would be an awfully big adventure
And how can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Darkness can only be scattered by light, hatred can only be conquered by love.
Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once you hear the screaming, it never stops.
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Post by eccentricfuzzyme » Wed Aug 31, 2011 1:32 am

I feel like I am getting close to my breaking point dealing with this drama! :omad:
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Post by strider 151 » Wed Aug 31, 2011 6:09 pm

i have nightmeres of J. he still comsumes all of my thoughts. i hate him so much that i literally see red, i wanna rip him from limb to limb, i wanna snap him in half, destroy every memory, ruin him. theres a monster inside of me, and it wants his blood spilt.
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Post by strider 151 » Fri Sep 02, 2011 12:30 am

i need help, but i dont know how to get it
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Post by zyn » Fri Sep 02, 2011 8:48 pm

I miss you more than anyone else. More than the people I love.

I'm sorry.
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Post by Chey » Sun Sep 11, 2011 12:49 am

I can't deal with myself and my crappy moods rignt now


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Post by munchalot11 » Sun Sep 11, 2011 9:58 pm

Parts of me want to be ill and fail and mess up. And those parts are worryingly prominent
Our scars remind us that the past is real

I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people...
... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice



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Post by Chey » Mon Sep 12, 2011 1:00 pm

sometimes i wish i didn't have any pets


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Post by mande » Mon Sep 12, 2011 1:07 pm

How much I feel for you scared the hell out of me.

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Post by zyn » Mon Sep 12, 2011 5:09 pm

I'm scared of my therapist.
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Post by capricorn » Mon Sep 12, 2011 11:41 pm

There are two friends at uni I feel I would go insane without.
I wish I felt that they feel the same about me. :-?
~Capri
xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Sep 13, 2011 8:11 am

this is really difficult
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Post by xPeggiePatchx » Tue Sep 13, 2011 4:53 pm

I think I hate you.
The Patch Stop Bad Poetry


If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could've won.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live.
Must I be content with discontent...I cannot bite the day to the core.
To die would be an awfully big adventure
And how can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Darkness can only be scattered by light, hatred can only be conquered by love.
Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once you hear the screaming, it never stops.
Writers aren't exactly people...they're a whole bunch of people trying to be one person.

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Post by zyn » Tue Sep 13, 2011 10:10 pm

I want help. But I don't know how.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Post by eccentricfuzzyme » Tue Sep 13, 2011 10:19 pm

I am so filed with rage towards her that I think if she was in front of me I would physically harm her and not even feel guilty. I hate her lying stealing guts.
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Post by zyn » Tue Sep 13, 2011 10:23 pm

My therapist makes me feel inferior.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Post by Chey » Thu Sep 15, 2011 8:35 pm

Why are they not sending me anything? This is annoying!


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Post by Nicksy » Thu Sep 15, 2011 8:41 pm

I hate that my happiness lies solely in other people and not in myself.

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