What song describes how you're feeling?

[strider 151]

stabbing westwood - save urself

[strider 151]

natasha bedingfield - pirate bones

What if I squeeze myself into any shape
And I still don't fit?
What if I bend myself so much that I break
And I can't mend it?
What if I burn so bright that the fire goes out
And I can't stay lit?
What's the point in it?
I could get good at crying crocodile tears
Just to get along
I could carry on telling you wanna hear
'til my voice is gone
But if I finally get to the place that I think is home
And I don't belong
What's the point in it?
Where's the benefit?
When I'm gaining all but I'm losing it


It's not worth having
If it's too much to hold
You can dig so deep
That you're left with a hole
Thirsty in a desert with a bag full of gold
Don't wanna end up like pirate bones
What I thought was precious was just a pile o' stones
I might have the treasure but I'd be lying alone
Just a pile of pirate bones
If I forfeit my soul it ain't worth having
If it's something I stole it ain't worth having

What if I stake everything I am on a dream
And it's counterfeit?
If I reach the end that justifies the means
Could I live with it?
And if it's true that having too much of any good thing
Could only make me sick
What's the point in it
Where's the benefit
When I'm gaining all but I'm losing it
Oh, oh


It's not worth that much to me
If losing out is what it means
To swim in shallow victory
Is empty, empty
It's just not worth the price
It's only a fools paradise
If it's draining every drop of life 'til I'm dry like pirate bones

[styled_wrong]

hate me today - blue october

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

[Chey]

a happy but sleepy classical music piece. Something Handel.

[capricorn]

See it from the outside
Running toward the wall
Seeing from your blind eye
But you don't know me at all
I've been here
Too many times before
And your tears don't mean a thing
I only come when you scream
I told you

Child don't follow me home
You're just too perfect for my hands to hold
If you choose to stay
You'll throw it all away
And I just want to take your innocence

Is this what you wanted?
Did I make your dreams come true?
You're sitting in a corner
Wondering what you got into
You ache for things
You don't understand
That your tears don't mean a thing
And I only come when you scream
I told you

Child don't follow me home
You're just too perfect for my hands to hold
If you choose to stay
You'll throw it all away
And I just want to take your innocence

There's no such thing as fate
Only yourself to blame
You never walked away
I told you

Child don't follow me home
You're just too perfect for my hands to hold
If you choose to stay
You'll throw it all away
And I just want to take your innocence

Child don't follow me home
You're just too perfect for my hands to hold
If you choose to stay
You'll throw it all away
And I just want to take your innocence

And I just want to take your innocence
I just want to take

[5th section]

Over the rooftops and down the street
They're beating up the beggars to a brass band's beat
Better all the devils that you've yet to meet
Than the devils who live in the flat below you

Bolt the windows and I'll lock the door
There's nobody here in the house no more
Now the devil's gone and driven me over the wall
Piling on the agony more and more

So I'll stop the letters and I'll cut the phone
And sit in my chambers all alone
To all the luck of my draw bemoan

Jack was nimble Jack was broke and now he's gone to sea
He sold his soul for a tarnished shilling
And the same thing happened to me
And it's a long hard summer I'm working through

Beggar on the corner with a bottle of wine
I asked him for a shilling and he told me what the time was
Can't afford to join him so I'll rob him blind
The better my fare to pay

So I'm calling up my brother on the little green phone
Want a short term credit on a long term loan
Message coming back at me no one home
Leaves me only one card to play

Calling up my Mother at the family seat
From Paddington station spare me please
Mother put the kettle on and hide the cheese
Your loved ones come to stay

Pulled into the station and the hounds give throat
And a shilling to my brother in the family coach
There's a pile in the corner where I've hung me coat
The lining's all laid bare

Bowing to my Father in the Norfolk Tweeds
All my sisters gathered round to hear me plead
Until I'm falling on my crupper at the family's feet
My beggary rents the air

(Blyth Power - Summer Song)

[capricorn]

"Drink the wine my darling," you said
"Take your time and consume all of it."
But the roses were only to drain my inspiration
The promises were spoiled before they left your lips and

I breathe you in again
Just to feel you
Underneath my skin
Holding onto
The sweet escape is always laced with
A familiar taste of poison

I tell myself that you're no good for me
I wish you well but desire never leaves
I could fight this to the end
But maybe I don't wanna win

I breathe you in again
Just to feel you
Underneath my skin
Holding onto
The sweet escape is always laced with
A familiar taste of poison

I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be saved
But I want you on my mind
In my dreams behind these eyes
But I won't wake up
No, not this time

I breathe you in again
Just to feel you
Underneath my skin
Holding onto
The sweet escape is always laced with
A familiar taste of poison
A familiar taste of poison, a familiar taste of poison

[strider 151]

Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams
Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams
I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me
It's getting dark darling, too dark to see
And I'm on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems

Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown
I know you have felt much more love than you've shown
And I'm on my knees and the water creeps to my chest

But plant your hope with good seeds
Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds
Rain down, rain down on me
Look over your hills and be still
The sky above us shoots to kill
Rain down, rain down on me

But I will hold on
I will hold on hope

I begged you to hear me, there's more than flesh and bones
Let the dead bury the dead, they will come out in droves
But take the spade from my hands and fill in the holes you've made

But plant your hope with good seeds
Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds
Rain down, rain down on me

[Licentia Poetica]

No one knows you
No one cares
You're not in your mother's prayers

All you know to do is lie
Hush hushabye.

[zaphriel]

Take off the gloves
We fell in love by the side of the road
This desert will break you down
The veins you cut
Your smoking tongue is the end of us all
But you only care about
Fame and fortune
Watching others tortured
Casting your reflection
Grocery store perfection
This is the last time
Sent to the front line
With dirty boots on the ground
You said I'll make this all mine.

You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone.
Blackjack and architect
Let's drink ourselves to death
The crimes of everyone
Passed down from father to son
Hopeless and destitute
Destroyed my gratitude
Your strongest lines of defense
Are all just self-inflicted wounds.

You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone
You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone
Yeah your hearts all gone.

[strider 151]

Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what you see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

[PokemonGeek]

Two songs: I Will Survive by Gloria Gaynor and Destiny's Child's Survivor. Both are about surviving something major that happened and I can identify with them because I've overcame a lot in my life including being assaulted and SIing.

[capricorn]

Woke up and nothing feels right
I can't believe I made it through the night
The sky was cracked like porcelain
And all the souls they rose and marched again

It's the same dream
It goes on and on and on and on
But this is where it ends

This is the collapse
This is the collapse
So don't close your eyes
This is the collapse
This is the collapse

It's just one of those days where nothing sounds right
It's one of those days where nothing looks right
It's one of those days where nothing feels right

And all these things go on and on and on and on
And on until tonight

This is the collapse
This is the collapse
So don't close your eyes
This is the collapse
This is the collapse

So what're you waiting for?
You are not
But this is where it ends

It's just one of those days where nothing feels right
It's just one of those days

I'm never going home, I'll walk among the ghosts
Of all my former loves and all my future selves
This is the final straw, I'll take you by the throat
I'll shake you like a doll
Just feed my starving heart

[munchalot11]

You were my fire,
So I burned,
'Til there was nothing left of me.
I, I touched your face,
I held you close,
'Til I could barely breathe.
Why give me hope,
Then give me up,
Just to be the death of me,
Save the rest of me.

'Cause I see you,
But I can't feel you, anymore,
So go away.
I need you,
But I can't leave you, anymore,
You hesitate.

Now, now and then,
You come around,
Like there's something left for me.
You were one,
Ooh, you were everything,
I'm still here,
But I'll just keep the rest for me.

'Cause I see you,
But I can't feel you, anymore,
So go away.
I need you,
But I can't leave you, anymore,
You hesitate.

We never made it.
You hesitated.
Ooh I don't believe!

That I see you,
But I can't feel you, anymore,
So go away.
I need you,
But I can't leave you, anymore,
You hesitate.

'Cause I see you, (see you)
But I can't feel you, (feel you) anymore,
So go away.
I need you, (need you)
But I can't need you, (need you) anymore,
You hesitate,
Hesitate.

You were my fire,
So I burned,
Now there's nothing left of me.

[strider 151]

shes got no arms
shes got no legs
she cant be saved
shes nearly dead

and she can't make love
cos he stole her heart
gave it to the royal doves, who ripped it apart
but no complaints

her bodys burnt
imagine her with ace?
scream in pain
skin melting away
atomic bomb, shes from the newest fame
shes an unknown soldier, in his game

face the dragon
hes gonna save her pritty soon
face the dragon

and 27 times
on the offer bed
your not alive, but your not dead yet
if you were an number, you would be the last
baby kill yourself
better do it fast

face the dragon
hes gonna save her pritty soon
face the dragon
hes gonna show her shes not doomed
face the dragon
hes gonna fly her to the line
face the dragon
won't you face the dragon?

[munchalot11]

Forgive me someone, for I have sinned
And I know not where I should begin
Some days it feels like you just can't win
No matter what you do or say.

Things didn't kill me but I don't feel stronger
Life is short but it feels much longer
You've lost that drive, you've lost that hunger
To pull yourself through the day.

But if ever I stray from the path I follow
Take me down to the English Channel
Throw me in where the water is shallow
And then drag me on back to shore!

'Cos love is free and life is cheap
As long as I've got me a place to sleep
Clothes on my back and some food to eat
I can't ask for anything more

Come on everybody sing it 1, 2, 3, 4

We've all got secrets that we hold inside
The worst little things that we try and defy
The worst one of all that you never can hide
Is that you're never quite as strong as you sound

So I'm sorry baby, for the times I've hurt you
Sorry friends, for the times I desert you
Most days it feels like I don't deserve you
No wonder that you're all still around

But if ever I stray from the path I follow
Take me down to the English Channel
Throw me in where the water is shallow
And then drag me on back to shore!

'Cos love is free and life is cheap
As long as I've got me a place to sleep
Clothes on my back and some food to eat
I can't ask for anything more

Come on everybody sing it 1, 2, 3, 4

Come on and join me in the water
Swim for hope
Sometimes it's hard to remember
I couldn't do this on my own

If ever I stray from the path I follow
Take me down to the English Channel
Throw me in where the water is shallow
And then drag me on back to shore!

'Cos love is free and life is cheap
As long as I've got me a place to sleep
Clothes on my back and some food to eat
I can't ask for anything more

I can't ask for anything more

The path I chose isn't straight and narrow
It wanders 'round like a drunken fellow
Some days it's hard for me to follow
But if you've got my back I'll go on.
If you've got my back I'll go on.

[Chey]

I don't think there is a song that quite matches my mood of someone irritating that I wish would go away or better yet not be so annoying.

[Chey]

"Don't Believe It All"

Halfway from midnight to dawn
Let's just forget and move on
Everything you say
It never seems to change a thing in sight
The things you never did
Were even worse considering what's right

(All this time I've)
Been the one you string along
You tie me up to bring along
Never once getting in your way

What you say is unbelievable
I can't stand to hear it once more
What you did I don't believe it all
And what's worse you can't even say why

Half of my life flashes by
Just look me straight in the eye

Words are kinda cheap
The company you keep is more to blame
The things you always did
They never seemed to me to be as tame

(All this time I)
Tried to leave and never could
Wonder if I ever would
Knowing you'd be standing in my way, so

What you say is unbelievable
I can't stand to hear it once more
What you did I don't believe it all
And what's worse you can't even say why

You can't even say why
You can't even say

Like it was ten years ago
What's forgotten down below
Some things that you'll never know

What you say I can't believe
I wanna know what's right
What you say I can't believe
I wanna know what's right
What you say I can't believe
I wanna know what's right

What you say is unbelievable
I can't stand to hear it once more
What you did I don't believe it all
And what's worse you can't even say why (I wanna know what's right)

What you say is unbelievable
I can't stand to hear it once more
What you did I don't believe it all
And what's worse you can't even say why

What you say I can't believe
I wanna know what's right
What you say I can't believe
I wanna know what's right

[capricorn]

Numb and broken
Here I stand alone
Wondering what were
The last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way
To turn back time,
Can I turn back time?

What would I give, to behold?
The smile
The face of love
You never left me
The rising sun
Will always speak your name

Numb and broken
Here I stand alone
Wondering the words
The last words I said to you
It won't be long
We'll meet again...

What would I give, to behold?
The smile
The face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun
Will always speak your name

It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting

I mourn for those who never knew you
I mourn for those who never knew you

It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting

It won't be long, we'll meet again...
It won't be long, we'll meet again...
It won't be long, we'll meet again...
It won't be long, we'll meet again...

[strider 151]

No I can't take one more step towards you,
cuz all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore,
you lost the love I loved the most
I've learned to live half alive,
and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around if I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel all right,
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed,
cuz you broke all your promises
And now you're back, you don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, don't come back at all

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me, don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?