Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Im sorry for being so emotional the past couple of days.. I really dont mean to cry every time you look at me.. The tears just wont stop.. I have this feeling inside like everything I have done / am doing / do do, is so horribly wrong and unforgiveable..
And the only way that I can make it through the day is to tell myself that if things start to blow up I can just move to a small town in the middle of nowhere where no one has ever heard of me before and start fresh.. Where no one knows my past and I can recreat myself however I want to..
Please forgive me for thinking this way... Its not that I want to get away from you.. Its just..... I dont know... something that's going on inside that I can figure out..
And the only way that I can make it through the day is to tell myself that if things start to blow up I can just move to a small town in the middle of nowhere where no one has ever heard of me before and start fresh.. Where no one knows my past and I can recreat myself however I want to..
Please forgive me for thinking this way... Its not that I want to get away from you.. Its just..... I dont know... something that's going on inside that I can figure out..
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Please give me S back. I want to work with S. She truely understood and LISTENED!!!!! I havn't gotten things done in my goals like I did with S.
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ok, yes its sad that amy winehouse died.... but do we need to flood facebook with this? Norway was bombed yesterday, a huge tragedy and there is hardly a blip on fb.... people really need to get perspective here
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
It's so wonderful being here, and yet it's tormenting me. I wish I could stay here forever. I wish I could be a true part of your life. Maybe more.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
You're such a hypocritical dick.
Of course GAD is such a laugh-a-minute subject when I've got it. Oh yeah. Really hilarious anecdotes about your crazy friend, they go over a storm, it's not like it's a sensitive issue or a real condition, hell no.
Of course when it's you that's rx-d anti anxieties, it's deadly serious.
And excuses all your twattish begaviour.
Just fuck off.
Of course GAD is such a laugh-a-minute subject when I've got it. Oh yeah. Really hilarious anecdotes about your crazy friend, they go over a storm, it's not like it's a sensitive issue or a real condition, hell no.
Of course when it's you that's rx-d anti anxieties, it's deadly serious.
And excuses all your twattish begaviour.
Just fuck off.
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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You are my MOTHER, you should look like a MOTHER, you should act like a MOTHER!
YOU ARE THIRTY-FUCKING-THREE! STOP ACTING LIKE A PISSY TEENAGER, I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE THE MOTHER!
I AM FOURTEEN.
I've been mothering MY OWN MOTHER since I was EIGHT.
I had to wake YOU up so that YOU could take ME to school.
You killed my childhood, and never taught me any life skills, then yelled in my face because I'd didn't know how to deal.
YOU NEVER TAUGHT ME.
You are an ugly, balding, passive-agressive bitch who is unfit to be a mother.
WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST LET GRAMMA AND PAPA GET CUSTODY OF ME?
MAYBE IF YOU HAD I WOULD HAVE TURNED OUT SOMEWHAT NORMAL!
YOU ARE THIRTY-FUCKING-THREE! STOP ACTING LIKE A PISSY TEENAGER, I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE THE MOTHER!
I AM FOURTEEN.
I've been mothering MY OWN MOTHER since I was EIGHT.
I had to wake YOU up so that YOU could take ME to school.
You killed my childhood, and never taught me any life skills, then yelled in my face because I'd didn't know how to deal.
YOU NEVER TAUGHT ME.
You are an ugly, balding, passive-agressive bitch who is unfit to be a mother.
WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST LET GRAMMA AND PAPA GET CUSTODY OF ME?
MAYBE IF YOU HAD I WOULD HAVE TURNED OUT SOMEWHAT NORMAL!
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-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
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I'm proud of you. I wish I could tell you because I know it would mean a lot to you, but I just can't find the words. It was good what you did. Thank you for setting a good example. Thank you for being brave enough to voice your opinion.
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Sometimes I feel like I'm so much more insignificant to you then I used to be. A lot of the time it feels like I could disappear out of your life and my absence wouldn't even make a difference to you.
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Keeping you off my mind is really hard ... There are some days I just want to contact you to know how you are and be there if you need to talk ... But I don't ... You chose for me to not be in your life and I have to respect that ... Your happy now and that's all I could ever hope for.
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Please...
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LOL retakes.
I guess that "I can get what I want without working" philosophy you were crowing about last august didn't work out so well for you, then?
Have you figured out that maybe it's not that the examiners/markers are unfair, but you that doesn't know your shit, yet?
I guess that "I can get what I want without working" philosophy you were crowing about last august didn't work out so well for you, then?
Have you figured out that maybe it's not that the examiners/markers are unfair, but you that doesn't know your shit, yet?
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I'm just as sad as I thought I would be, leaving her. I didn't really leave her, but I still left. Please ask me to look after her again. I fell in love with that pup within a day or so.
And now I'm alone in this room. I should have stayed on your couch. I should have stayed. I should have stayed. I should have stayed.
And now I'm alone in this room. I should have stayed on your couch. I should have stayed. I should have stayed. I should have stayed.
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A: I saw you at work today as I was seating a table by you. I didn't know you were at the restaurant, and I got really nervous and hid in the kitchen for the next hour after I saw you. I feel embarassed that I didn't know how to act around you and I'm sorry. Part of me thinks I should have at least smiled and acknowledged you and said hi. I don't even know if you saw me though. If you didn't then I'd feel really stupid.
Anyhow, I hope you're doing ok. I honestly don't know how and even if I should reach out to you, but I still care about you a lot, believe it or not. I just wish things were different between up, but I fucked it up pretty good, and I'm really sorry. I know that won't and will never fix things, I just hope you don't hate me anymore.
Anyhow, I hope you're doing ok. I honestly don't know how and even if I should reach out to you, but I still care about you a lot, believe it or not. I just wish things were different between up, but I fucked it up pretty good, and I'm really sorry. I know that won't and will never fix things, I just hope you don't hate me anymore.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Will someone forgive us for the things we have done?
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Thankyou for believing in me. You really don't know how, you entering my life at that exact moment took me from not feeling as though I belonged and surviving till I could die to having purpose and acknowledging that I really do belong here. You have changed my life in such a short time and now I know that things are only going to get better from here. I guess all I really needed was someone outside my family to stand up and say 'I am here, Im not going anywhere and I know you can do it'.
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Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it,
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they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
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I love and respect you more than words could ever describe and I wish I knew how to express that to you.
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OMFG! i was asking for cheering up you nut. I dont need a long diatrab of how your worse off than I am because you had a bad sleep. You have no effing idea what is bothering me and no effing idea of who is worse off then the other. I was feeling down because of people bellittling me and making me feel like my feelings did not matter. Now not only do I feel down but I feel effing angry too. Thank you so very much I hope you feel proud of yourself.
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It's almost unfair how in love I am with you. After 3 years we can rekindle what we had in ten minutes. I love you more deeply than I'll ever love anyone else. It's not even fair that anyone I am with will never hold a candle to you.
But we'll never be together. And we both realize it's near tragedy.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Oh, good."
"Did you think I'd ever not be in love with you?"
But we'll never be together. And we both realize it's near tragedy.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Oh, good."
"Did you think I'd ever not be in love with you?"
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Stop picking on me. It's not nice.
And.
I'm sorry, but I dont know what this is.
And.
I'm sorry, but I dont know what this is.
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I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people...
... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice
On the mission to make the perfect flat white. Because I'm cool like that.
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