Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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I don't care about you. I don't like you. You can just f*ck off. I don't care if I don't hear from you or if you dump me. I wish I'd never met you. Such a waste of time. F*cking loser
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I had the most vivid dream of you that I've ever had last night. I beg for it again tomorrow.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Even though I'm striving to improve myself..it all goes back to you. Why cant I stop this madness Why didn't I wait one more year. Why did you have to be so sick in the head? I can't help but feel that for 10 years I have done nothing but put myself on a path of destruction b/c I could not fully live out our dreams of a sick, twisted life together. Everything I've done and it seems everything I strive to do has something to do with you.
"Hinged to forgetfulness
like a door,
she slowly closed out of
sight,
and she was the woman I loved,
but too many times she slept like
a mechanical deer in my caresses,
and I ached in the metal silence
of her dreams."
-Richard Brautigan
like a door,
she slowly closed out of
sight,
and she was the woman I loved,
but too many times she slept like
a mechanical deer in my caresses,
and I ached in the metal silence
of her dreams."
-Richard Brautigan
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*please dont read if you know me irl. please.
im trapped. i need space, i need freedom, i need attention but i am willing to wait because i know i can do better. with all this prom stuff, theres now pressure on for us to stay together and i dont feel safe. you've changed too much about me, and i dont like it. i dont wanna be this way. i dont wanna feel the things u wanna make me feel, i dont wanna be the cause of ur self destruction either. please be the bigger person and end this because i cant. your too much of a bad influence on me and im too much of a bad influence on u.
im trapped. i need space, i need freedom, i need attention but i am willing to wait because i know i can do better. with all this prom stuff, theres now pressure on for us to stay together and i dont feel safe. you've changed too much about me, and i dont like it. i dont wanna be this way. i dont wanna feel the things u wanna make me feel, i dont wanna be the cause of ur self destruction either. please be the bigger person and end this because i cant. your too much of a bad influence on me and im too much of a bad influence on u.
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In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
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*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I ran into your person yesterday, and he said that you'd be really excited to see me again. So, contact me, eh? Don't disappear after... that.
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I'm so in love with you.
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the things u did today really hurt. i cant post about it here, but im really hurt
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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I really can't stand seeing your face.
You make me sick.
You make me sick.
~Capri
xoxo
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Look, its not too much to ask for you to just be honest with me. Lying isn't gonna make me change my mind or think any differently, so why bother?
Seriously. You have a problem. And now, you've lost my trust.
Seriously. You have a problem. And now, you've lost my trust.
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=143006
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I've told you. you know I did. several times. damn you. just leave me alone, get the fuck out of my life.
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i'm starting to dislike you. i don't need your bullshit anymore.
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help me
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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What the fuck?! Who the hell do you think you are? How dare you pretend like you know all about my problems when I've never breathed a word to you about them. Don't you dare tell me what to do or how to live my life. That's for me to decide. I barely even know you so fuck off and leave me the hell alone. You have no idea what I am going through. Absolutely no fucking idea!
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“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll
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I don't want to see you again.
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Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I'm too scared to tell you how I feel.
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i hate how you stick your nose into everything. i get you're only trying to help. but i don't want to work in fucking admin or an office. i want to work in a restaurant. i want to cook.
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I'm more than just scared...
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I'm sorry. I did it for you, both of you, not for me. I didn't mean to break your hearts. I truly felt you'd both be better without me. I miss you. I wish you could forgive me, but I know I don't deserve it. I am paying for it now, every day, living what I lost. I'm sorry... so very sorry... and I hope you've left me far behind and are living grand and happy lives.
~Dog only knows how I'll get through this day~
Living life one day at a time with my family and my psychiatric service dog by my side
Living life one day at a time with my family and my psychiatric service dog by my side
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Goodbye 
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