Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zombiepeople » Tue May 10, 2011 9:50 am

Tired but awake at the same time
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by -Apolla- » Wed May 11, 2011 5:34 pm

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Thu May 12, 2011 10:46 am

Restless
and a little sad
A bit let down.
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Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Fri May 13, 2011 2:04 am

Fucking stupid.
Anxious.
Unloved.
Like a fucking waste of space.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Sat May 14, 2011 6:28 am

Despondent.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by daisy_chain » Mon May 16, 2011 1:27 pm

Anxious
Tired
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Wed May 18, 2011 3:58 pm

Vunerable
Sad
Anxious
Scared shitless
Lost
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Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Thu May 26, 2011 10:21 pm

So so tired
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Dune

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Sat May 28, 2011 4:02 pm

Anxious.
Afraid.
EXHAUSTED.
Fucking miserable.
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

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“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Mon May 30, 2011 7:57 pm

Right now I feel like it wouldn't matter to anyone in the world if I just wasn't here anymore, like if I died no one would give a damn nobody would care, nobody would grieve, right now I feel like I just don't matter, so much so I find myself wondering if I am even real.
:(
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If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



:redstar: 19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten :redstar:

13/05/14 - I Love Her

19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes

17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Wed Jun 01, 2011 3:52 pm

Hyper.
Anxious.
Worried.
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

* ~ * ~ * ~ *


“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Butterfly. » Mon Jun 06, 2011 5:02 pm

Worried
Tired
Confused
We're all stories in the end.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Butterfly. » Tue Jun 07, 2011 3:02 pm

Pretty good
A little tired
A bit sore and stiff
A tiny bit anxious
We're all stories in the end.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Fri Jun 17, 2011 3:54 pm

Both please and apprehensive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by a7xcncangel » Mon Jun 27, 2011 6:18 am

disappointed with myself for almost throwing away a month clean from weed to impress a guy I met tonight.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Mon Jun 27, 2011 4:51 pm

Conflicted
Heartless and cold
Alone
Liberated
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Fri Jul 01, 2011 10:43 am

Tense
Disappointed
Nervous
Mildly relieved
~Capri
xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lynds » Sat Jul 02, 2011 6:46 pm

:star: Not quite right...
:star: Undecided
:star: A bit down and disappointed
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Windswept Thumb » Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:51 pm

Sad, alone, hurt, devastated, lost...very, very lost....
For I am nothing more than a ghost and a shadow upon this earth. - Me

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Artemisia » Mon Jul 11, 2011 1:39 pm

W - :dkpurpstar: thinking of you :1hug: < if ok

:ylwstar: surprised. i suddenly realised i'd been sitting with SI urges for weeks and weeks and i haven't acted on it. :o cool. but now i'm thining about it, i feel urgy :infinity: arg. (grrr)
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