Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by -Apolla- » Sat Apr 23, 2011 11:21 pm

how am I supposed to react to you? I will not ask you a thousand times what up with you. I can't keep up with your moods so either way you tell me what it is this time or you don't but then don't hate me for not asking again. I hate it how you can ignore me and make me feel guilty for it. damn it, I like you so much and you hurt me when you act like that! why can't you just be normal around me, why can't I just be me around you? why is it so complicated?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Sun Apr 24, 2011 2:33 pm

I hate the way u manipulate me into staying with u
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Sun Apr 24, 2011 2:57 pm

Shut up.
If you acted like a parent, and disciplined him, Grandad wouldn't need to.
Leave Grandad alone. He may not always be right. But he's my Grandad, and I'll defend him.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sun Apr 24, 2011 3:42 pm

Come back..

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by mande » Sun Apr 24, 2011 4:10 pm

Please, please call me and offer me this room.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sun Apr 24, 2011 8:13 pm

I'm out of words today, so I use Adeles lyrics instead:

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Sun Apr 24, 2011 9:09 pm

Would it really have been too much to acknowledge or thank me as well? Believe it or not I did play a part in this.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by -Apolla- » Sun Apr 24, 2011 10:22 pm

how dare you?! I am so angry. I did not lie to you. I don't lie. I never do. how can you think something like that from me? how can you tell me to shut up? how can you?! how am I supposed to talk with you, I did change me tone, I was calm and argumenting, how dare you tell me to shut up?! why do you never listen to me? you keep telling me that I am responsible for everything that goes wrong around here, and I am not. you don't look at problems, you just always assume it is my fault. well it's not, most of the time. I don't lie to you. I don't make fun of you. you are supposed to love me, not to hate me. how can you forbid me to defend myself? what else can I do? I hate you for doing this to me. well, I am not allowed to talk here anymore since my tone is that bad. ok, then, how about I don't talk to you at all? you can still think of me as the responsible person since I am that worthless. well thank you for ruining my day. great how one can never be happy around here. thanks. thanks for making me cry. thanks for telling me I am just a stupid lying little girl that's not worth anything.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Mon Apr 25, 2011 8:26 am

I hope you will change your mind. I want you to give me another chance..a chance to show you how great I can be. I need you to believe in me. I want you to think about the good things and let them mean more than the bad things. I need you to be nice to me...not ignore or reject me. But I know you won't do that. I know you don't want to see me again. I'm just so sad.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Mon Apr 25, 2011 9:37 pm

I hate you right now! I hate you for givning me hope even though there isn't any. I'm so angry! You say you are patient and full of empathy, but that's the worst shit I have ever heard! Such a bunch of lies! You can't forgive me. You won't give me another chance. I regret every second I've wasted on you!

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Mon Apr 25, 2011 10:37 pm

I feel like you have to one-up me.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by desperateforgrace » Fri Apr 29, 2011 2:57 am

F: I wish i could trust you. I wish I could say more than just hi how r u? I wish I could get help to study God's word more effectively and that if i talked to you about having the problem of siing that you would understand me and try to help me. But I can't. I can't trust you because I know you could hurt me and never get reprobated for it. I am hurting right now ....really bad. And I want to reach out to you or to S your wife but I can't. I have too much to lose.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Fri Apr 29, 2011 7:59 am

I'm sorry I tried to change you. I didn't even realize I did that. You're a good man, and I messed up. You won't give me another chance, and I really understand that. I've talked about all this with my T. and I really think there's hope for me. I miss you and I want you to come back. Please? Let's work this out together..help eachother..and just be together.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Fri Apr 29, 2011 9:38 am

You really can be so fucking selfish sometimes.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by -Apolla- » Fri Apr 29, 2011 5:46 pm

I am really jealous about you. you seem to take life so easy... you don't even understand how somebody cannot. and every time you listen to my problems I can see how unreal they would be for you... and you're still trying to sort them out for you. and you are so happy and careless... I'd like to be in your place...
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Post by capricorn » Sat Apr 30, 2011 6:52 pm

You could at least hug me ... :-?
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Post by mande » Sat Apr 30, 2011 7:19 pm

Your mixed messages are going to make me stop coming over.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Tue May 03, 2011 8:12 pm

so... its true.. its really true.. :-?
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Post by Beasty » Wed May 04, 2011 4:31 am

I know I said that I didn't need a well thought reply, but a reply in general would be nice.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Wed May 04, 2011 2:51 pm

I am sorry I doubted you so much. I just hope this is all genuine.
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“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


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