What song describes how you're feeling?

[Stormy Llwellyn]

Flashdance What a Feeling..Irene Cara

[capricorn]

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

[VerMOZZica]

I Know It`s Over~The Smiths

[Roxi]

Arms - Christina Perri

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will let you me change my mind and turn around
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'Till you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go


I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home

[capricorn]

Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistance?
One step from lashing out at you
You want in, to get under my skin, and call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you, what do I do?

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself by yourself
Stay away from me

A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time

RESPECT
WALK

Run your mouth when I'm not around, it's easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathise
Can't you hear the violins playing your song?
Those same friends tell me your every word

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself by yourself
Stay away from me

A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time

RESPECT
WALK
RESPECT
WALK

[snowangel_03]

See the stone
Set in your eyes
See the thorn
Twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand
And twist of fate
On a bed of nails
She makes me wait
And I wait without you

I can't live with or without you
I can't live with or without you

Through the storm
We reach the shore
You give it all
But I want more
And I'm waiting for you

I can't live with or without you
I can't live with or without you
I can't live...
I can't live with or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give...
And you give...
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised
She's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give...
And you give...
And you give yourself away

I can't live with or without you
I can't live with or without you
I can't live...
I can't live with or without you

[demolition_lover]

Amanda Palmer - Ampersand

I walk down my street at night
the city lights are cold and violent
I am comforted by the approaching sound of trucks and sirens
even though the world’s so bad, these men rush out to help the dying
and though I am no use to them I do my part by simply smiling

the ghetto boys are cat-calling me
as I pull my keys from my pocket
I wonder if this method of courtship has ever been effective
has any girl in history said “sure, you seem so nice, let’s get it on”
still I always shock them when i answer “hi, my name’s amanda” and

I’m not gonna live my life
on one side of an ampersand
and even if I went with you
I’m not the girl you think I am
and I’m not gonna match you
‘cause I’ll lose my voice completely
no, I’m not gonna watch you
‘cause I’m not the one that’s crazy

I have wasted years of my life
agonizing about the fires
I started when i thought that to be strong you must be flame-retardant
and now to dress the wounds calls into question
how authentic they are
there is always someone criticizing me
she just likes playing hospital

lying in my bed
I remember what you said
“there’s no such thing as accidents...”

but you’ve got the headstones all ready
all carved up and pretty
your sick satisfaction
those his and hers matching
the daisies all push up in pairs to the horizon
your eyes full of ketchup, it’s nice that you’re trying
the headstones all ready
all carved up and pretty
your sick satisfaction
those his and hers matching
the daisies all push up in pairs to the horizon
your eyes full of ketchup, it’s nice that you’re trying

but I’m not gonna live my life
on one side of an ampersand
and even if I went with you
I’m not the girl you think I am
and I’m not gonna match you
‘cause I’ll lose my voice completely
no, I’m not gonna watch you
‘cause I'm not the one that’s crazy

as I wake up - two o’clock - the fire burned the block but ironically
stopped at my apartment and my housemates are all sleeping soundly
and nobody deserves to die, but you were awful adamant
that if I didn’t love you then you had just one alternative
and I may be romantic
and I may risk my life for it
but I ain’t gonna die for you
you know I ain’t no juliet
and I’m not gonna watch you
while you burn yourself out, baby
no, I’m not gonna stop you
‘cause I’m not the one that’s crazy

[Eisa]

(ED/SUI/death triggers)

Faces Without Names: "Deadly Beauty"


Story of a girl who lost her world, so she could be beautiful

(Verse 1)
Fifteen, so sweet, you’d think,
But she’s got a secret.

Made up her mind,
The day she came to find-out that he left

(Pre)
I Guess there’s another girl
This time blue eyes, blonde hair

She’ll do anything to catch his eye
But she knows she’ll never compare

(verse2)
Skips school, wont eat, can barely sleep
Takes drastic measures.

Runs seven miles a day in the sun
Wearing a sweater

(Pre)
She turns the radio on so no one hears what she’s doing.
Cuz she’s convinced herself he’ll come back to her, when she’s perfect.

(Chorus)
She’s just a girl, who doesn’t know she’s already beautiful.
One year ago, if you had seen her you would never know
This would be her only out, for every time she’s broken down, and hates herself,
For everything that’s wrong in life, looks in the mirror to criticized, she’d rather be beautiful than alive.

(Verse 2)
Nineteen, one shrink, two times a week, but nothing's changing.
Mom cries at night-for her life, cuz she knows she’s fading.

(Pre)
She’s tried to turn around, but she’s too far in the wrong direction
Wasn’t s’pose to be this way, all she wanted was some affection.


(Chorus)
She’s just a girl, who doesn’t know she’s already beautiful.
Five years ago, if you had seen her you would never know
This would be her only out, for every time she’s broken down, and hates herself,
For everything that’s wrong in life, looks in the mirror to criticized, she’d rather be beautiful than be alive.

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

(Verse 3)
Twenty three,
Now she’s buried
Underneath red roses.
I’m gonna miss her
And I hope someone learns from this

(Pre)
Maybe she’s happy now
Maybe she’s finally free
Of not feeling good enough,
And maybe she’s rid of her disease.

(Chorus)
She’s just a girl, who didn’t feel like she was beautiful
Seven years ago, if you had seen her you would never know.
This would be her only out, for every time she’s broken down, and hates herself,
For everything that’s wrong in life, looks in the mirror to criticized, she’d rather be beautiful than be alive

[strider 151]

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby

No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush

[snowangel_03]

Solitary Man


Melinda was mine 'til the time that I found her
Holdin' Jim
And lovin' him
Then Sue came along, loved me strong, that's what I thought
But me and Sue,
That died, too.
Don't know that I will but until I can find me
A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man
I've had it to here - being where love's a small world
A part time thing
A paper ring
I know it's been done havin' one girl who loves you
Right or wrong
Weak or strong
Don't know that I will but until I can find me
A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man
Don't know that I will but until I can find me
A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man
A solitary man

(Except I'm female, but you get the idea)

[snowangel_03]

Anathema - Angels Walk Among Us

(only you can heal inside,
Only you can heal your life)

It must have been an angel
Who counted out the time
Yes it must have been an angel
Who raised a knowing smile
And I just couldn't reach you
No matter how I tried
No I just couldn't reach you
So instead I ran to hide

(only you can heal inside,
Only you can heal your life)

Mother can you hear me?
Can you tell me, are you there?
Father can you help me?
Cos I know that you care
And I don't have to fight it anymore
For all those years I was dreaming
And I don't have to worry anymore
Cos I found my belief in...
Mother can you hear me?
Can you tell me are you there?
Father can you help me?
Cos I know that you care

(only you can heal inside,
Only you can heal your life)



(The lyrics in ( ) are the wrong way round )

[steady hands]

tigers jaw - the sun

Pushing me away because you feel that I’m all the same
Nothing that I do ever seems to make a change
Pushing me away because you feel that I’m all the same
Pushing me away because you’re pushing me away

It’s early and bright out
The sun swallowed me
I’m glad that you’re here with me
This is where I want to be
This is where I want to be
The sun swallowed me

And what about your friends?
What about your friends?
Do they make you happy?
And what about your friends?
What about your friends?
Do they make you happy?

The sun swallowed me

And what about your friends?
What about your friends?
Do they make you happy?
And what about your friends?
What about your friends?
Do they make you happy?
And what about your friends?
What about your friends?
Do they make you happy?
And what about your friends?
What about your friends?

Pull yourself down to get calm
The air in your chest beats the air that you’re standing on
Relax yourself man, get calm
I’ve never seen her so she must be no one
The girl that you found always gone
The air in your chest beats the air that you’re standing on
Relax yourself man, get calm
I’ve never seen her

[Beasty]

If she'd only been faded,
If she'd only been fat,
If she'd only been jaded
And bursting with chat,
If she'd only been perfectly awful
It would have been wonderful.
If...if...
If she'd been all a-twitter
Or elusively cold,
If she'd only been bitter,
Or better, looked passably old,
If she'd been covered with glitter
Or even been covered with mold,
It would have been wonderful.
But the woman was perfection,
To my deepest dismay.
Well, not quite perfection,
I'm sorry to say.
If the woman were perfection,
She would go away,
And that would be wonderful.
Sir...

CARL-MAGNUS:
Sir...

If she'd only looked flustered
Or admitted the worst,
If she only had blustered
Or simpered or cursed,
If she weren't so awfully perfect
It would have been wonderful.
If...if...
If she'd tried to be clever,
If she'd started to flinch,
If she'd cried or whatever
A woman would do in a pinch,
If I'd been certain she never
Again could be trusted an inch,
It would have been wonderful.
But the woman was perfection,
Not an action denied,
The kind of perfection
I cannot abide.
If the woman were perfection
She'd have simply lied,
Which would have been wonderful.

FREDRIK:
If she'd only been vicious...

CARL-MAGNUS:
If she'd acted abused...

FREDRIK:
Or a bit too delicious...

CARL-MAGNUS:
Or been even slightly confused...

FREDRIK:
If she had only been sulky--

CARL-MAGNUS:
Or bristling--

FREDRIK:
Or bulky--

CARL-MAGNUS:
Or bruised--

BOTH:
It would have been wonderful.

CARL-MAGNUS:
If...

BOTH:
If...

FREDRIK:
If she'd only been wilful...

CARL-MAGNUS:
If she only had fled...

FREDRIK:
Or a little less skillful...

CARL-MAGNUS:
Insulted, insisting--

FREDRIK:
In bed--

CARL-MAGNUS:
If she had only been fearful--

FREDRIK:
Or married--

CARL-MAGNUS:
Or tearful--

FREDRIK:
Or dead--

BOTH:
It would have been wonderful.
But the woman was perfection,
And the prospects are grim;
That lovely perfection
That nothing can dim.
Yes, the woman was perfection,
So I'm here with him!

CARL-MAGNUS:
Sir...

FREDRIK:
Sir...

BOTH:
It would have been wonderful

[strider 151]

this song is how i used to feel a few years ago when i was a slave to my addiction

Stabbing WestWard - Save Yourself

I know your life is empty and
you hate to face this world alone
so you're searching for an angel
someone who can make you whole

I cannot save you
I can't even save myself
so just save yourself
save yourself

I know that you've been damaged,
your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as f**** as you

I cannot save you
I can't even save myself
so just save yourself

Please don't take pity on me (x4)

My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone

And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be Alone
I think I'd rather be alone

You cannot save me
You can't even save yourself

I cannot save you
I can't even save myself

save yourself

so just save yourself

[Annabella8]

Evanescence- Missing
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Can you stop the fire?
Can you stand to fight her?
You cant stop the fire,
you wont say the words.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out;
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something.......

[capricorn]

Maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realise
Maybe it's a part of me you took it to a place I hoped it would never go
And maybe that fucked me up much more than you'll ever know

[snowangel_03]

Daniel Lioneye - Lonely Road

Mama, it's a lonely lonely road
I gotta do this on my own
It's a lonely lonely road
Mama mama, I ain't goin home
Mama mama, I am so alone
Mama mama, I ain't goin home
It's a lonely lonely road
Mama, it's just like you said
I gotta do this on my own
It's just like you said
Mama mama, I ain't goin home
Mama mama, I am so alone
Mama mama, I ain't goin home
It's a lonely lonely road

[Beasty]

Are there no fighters left here any more?
Are we the generation we've been waiting for?
Or are we patiently burning
Waiting to be saved?

Our heroes our icons
Have mellowed with age
Following rules
That they once disobeyed
They're now being led
When they used to lead the way

Do you still believe in all the things that you stood by before?
(That you stood by before)
Are you up and on the front lines
Or at home keeping score?
Do you care to be the layer of the bricks that seal your fate?
(The bricks that seal your fate)
Or would you rather be the architect of what we might create?

They laid out the blueprints, they poured down a base
Concrete solutions to slow our decay
And when they are gone
Who the fuck's gonna take their place?
Yeah, will it be the cynics, the critics galore?
Cliche apathetic passed out on the floor
The trusting complicit who collectively ignore

Do you still believe in all the things that you stood by before?
(That you stood by before)
Are you up and on the front lines?
Or at home keeping score?
Do you care to be the layer of the bricks that seal your fate?
(The bricks that seal your fate)
Or would you rather be the architect of what we might create?

Don't you remember when you were young
And you wanted to set the world on fire?
Somewhere deep down, I know you do
And don't you remember when we were young
And we wanted to set the world on fire?
Because I still am and I still do

Make no mistake we are not afraid
To bear the burden of repeating
What they're thinking anyway
Let's raise the stakes
On the bet we made
Let's decide to be the architects
The masters of our fate

Yeah, we still believe in all the things that we stood by before
(We stood by before)
And after everything we've seen here maybe even more
And I know we're not the only ones we were not the first
(We were not the first)
Unapologetically we'll stand behind each word

[Beasty]

Every day a little death
In the parlor, in the bed,
In the curtains, in the silver,
In the buttons, in the bread.
Every day a little sting
In the heart and in the head,
Every move and every breath
(And you hardly feel a thing)
Brings a perfect little death.

He smiles sweetly, strokes my hair,
Says he misses me.
I would murder him right there,
But first I die.
He talks softly of his wars,
And his horses, and his whores.
I think love's a dirty business.

So do I!

I'm before him on my knees
So do I...
And he kisses me.
He assumes I lose my reason,
And I do.
Men are stupid, men are vain,
Love's disgusting, love's insane,
A humiliating business.

Oh, how true!

Ah, well...
Every day a little death
Every day a little death
In the parlor, in the bed,
On the lips and in the eyes,
In the curtains, in the silver, In the murmurs, in the pauses,
In the buttons, in the bread. In the gestures, in the sighs.
Every day a little sting
Every day a little dies
In the heart and in the head. In the looks and in the lies.
Every move and every breath,

(And you hardly feel a thing)
Brings a perfect little death.

[Beasty]

Are you still, still breathing?
Are you still breathing?
Breathe into my hands; I'll cup them like a glass to drink from.