Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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grrr stupid person
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"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."
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I can talk to you about anything?
What.a.load.of.bullshit!
I can't talk to you about anything. You aren't exactly the most approachable of people...especially when it comes to me.
What.a.load.of.bullshit!
I can't talk to you about anything. You aren't exactly the most approachable of people...especially when it comes to me.
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i dont know how im going to cope around you tomorrow
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"
"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13
"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."
xx Kitti xx
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The problem with you people is your lack of imagination.
When is it gonna be my turn?
When is it gonna be my turn?
~Capri
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
HEY. YOU.
I'm trying to get your attention. You know it was me who wrote that poem. ASK ME ABOUT IT. PLEASE.
I'm trying to get your attention. You know it was me who wrote that poem. ASK ME ABOUT IT. PLEASE.
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why do you keep doing that do me? how come you always tell me you're not interested? why do you not care? I have hurt myself and I have beaten myself up for you and you didn't even realised. I have cried and was lonely and depressiv and you just didn't see it. Am I nothing to you? that can't be it! I hate it how I cannot talk openly to you, how you scare me without wanting to because you are just so overwhelming in your believe that I am a good functional person. well, I'm not. I would like you to know about my problems. I would like you to care about me. I would like to still be you're little girl that was so amazed by the great world. I want to go back in time.
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I thought you were supposed to be friends. I thought you were the only one who was anywhere NEAR as mad with him as I am. I thought you would take my view on this, I expected that you would try to protect her and keep him away, I thought you had some kind of UNDERSTANDING and COMPASSION and EMPATHY.
I guess I am always going to be disappointed by you, I always expect more from you than you seem capable of giving. I think I must just keep thinking of you as you where when we were younger, before you became one of -those- kids, before popularity went to your head, and you started drinking and smoking dope and thinking it made you cool. But I still ... I don't know. You went through this same thing, with people taking the side of your attacker, with people failing to understand your ongoing problem with him and desire to never speak to him again. I genuinely genuinely thought you would understand.
Or maybe I'm just unreasonable to expect that you wouldn't invite the person who tried to rape your best friend to the same party as said best friend.
I'm sick of being disappointed in you.
I guess I am always going to be disappointed by you, I always expect more from you than you seem capable of giving. I think I must just keep thinking of you as you where when we were younger, before you became one of -those- kids, before popularity went to your head, and you started drinking and smoking dope and thinking it made you cool. But I still ... I don't know. You went through this same thing, with people taking the side of your attacker, with people failing to understand your ongoing problem with him and desire to never speak to him again. I genuinely genuinely thought you would understand.
Or maybe I'm just unreasonable to expect that you wouldn't invite the person who tried to rape your best friend to the same party as said best friend.
I'm sick of being disappointed in you.
~Capri
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
im protecting you. i miss u so so much. we had so much fun, and the way u were, i thought it would be for a very long time....but there are so many reasons why it had to end. ugh! why is this so fricking hard? i just want this pain to stop. who would have thought we would have ended up like this?? and who would have thought u would have made such a huge difference to me and my life. im so sorry for everything, but i really really liked u.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Well you clearly don't want me in your life anymore - not in any way at all - in fact you have barred me from all aspects of your life, even though I was keeping my distance anyway - letting you talk to me if you wanted to - putting it all on your terms, okay thats fine I get the message loud and clear. You don't want me in your life full stop. Fine.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
If you're the new chair, will you please nominate me for that award?
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It's been a year and I'm not any better. I pretend like everything is fine for everyone and I lie to my own sister so she doesn't see the pain. I miss you and I love you. I would give you the world if I could and you would let me......but I know you never will. And I don't know how to let you go. Please give me another chance.
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Why do I fucking try? All it ever gets me is nothing. All it ever gets me is no where. Who gives a fuck any more? I obviously don't deserve help, I'm obviously not worth it. I should just quit while I'm still ahead slightly. I'd be better off gone.
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I'm happy for you but when your good news came through yesterday I cried like an idiot. It was the same last time. I don't understand myself. Why am I so pathetic... I feel like I've failed as a friend because I feel sorry for myself instead of being 100% happy for you.
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
You're hurting me.
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...
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When today is done...
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you really let me down today...and u dont even know what uve done
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
you should let me go.
because I hate life and I'm full of hurt and envy.
I can feel myself losing control of this situation and I just want to call you and tell you not to tell anyone, not to make it real.
But if you stay with me I have nothing to offer. I am mentally like a child and I controlled through withholding and why?
What did I get out of it?
Because i am so hurt and lonely, because I don't have parents.
I am so scared and so hurt that I can't love.
because I hate life and I'm full of hurt and envy.
I can feel myself losing control of this situation and I just want to call you and tell you not to tell anyone, not to make it real.
But if you stay with me I have nothing to offer. I am mentally like a child and I controlled through withholding and why?
What did I get out of it?
Because i am so hurt and lonely, because I don't have parents.
I am so scared and so hurt that I can't love.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
thanks for leaving me some leftovers.
asshole.
i just wanted some dinner.
i just went on a short walk and you guys ate it all.
and then got pissed when i asked why you hadn't left any for me.
asshole.
i just wanted some dinner.
i just went on a short walk and you guys ate it all.
and then got pissed when i asked why you hadn't left any for me.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Okay, you were right, I just wanted to spare your feelings. I know it would've hurt more to hear it from me, so I'll just let you assume.
But seriously, dude...you're annoying as fuck and you drive me up the fucking wall.
I should be happy to not have to worry about that anymore...but...am I?
But seriously, dude...you're annoying as fuck and you drive me up the fucking wall.
I should be happy to not have to worry about that anymore...but...am I?
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SHUT THE FUCK UP NO ONE WANTS YOUR BLOODY INPUT EITHER
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I want to cut. Deep.
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