Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Tue Jan 25, 2011 7:27 pm

+wont stay completely unsaid but I just need to say it+

I don't know what I would do without all the hard work you have done L. You are amazing and I am so very glad we got to work together. I never thought I would say this since SE stopped working with me, I feel like I have a terrific IC and I would be sad to see you go, even if I would be getting S back. I wish I could keep you because you have done a superb job!


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Wed Jan 26, 2011 4:53 am

You are a fucking bitch.
You're insensitive and rude and moody and selfish and you make me feel awful about myself.
I *know* that I deserve better than you. That's not narcissism, that's just the pure truth. I don't deserve to be treated that way.
I can see right through your disguises. You need help.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Wed Jan 26, 2011 6:29 pm

i have hurt so many people for you, i hope its worth it
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by mande » Thu Jan 27, 2011 3:38 am

I hope she's a better fuck than I am.

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Post by capricorn » Fri Jan 28, 2011 12:20 am

I just ... want to know ... did you used to SH?
It would make so much sense ...
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Fri Jan 28, 2011 12:44 am

Why is it that all the people that leave this building do so because the tenants above them are assholes? Why don't the assholes get evicted?


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Post by Beasty » Fri Jan 28, 2011 4:49 am

I know I am being an irrational bitch. At least I acknowledge it?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by ambivalent red » Fri Jan 28, 2011 4:00 pm

i had another dream about you. i dream about you often. i should be with you. I love my husband and he is a good man, but i should not have given up on us so easily. I am a married lesbian. its a sad story.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Fri Jan 28, 2011 4:32 pm

The least you could do is apologize but I know you, you never take responsibility for your own words and actions.


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Post by Stefani140 » Fri Jan 28, 2011 7:07 pm

Oh yeah, your being a complete smartass or just saying nothing...but no nothing is wrong. Yeah, sure, I totally believe that bullshit. It's rather insulting to my intelligence when there is clearly something wrong and you insist that I'm just imagining things or hallucinating or something.
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Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Sat Jan 29, 2011 11:33 pm

If you hadn't done what you did, we wouldn't be in this mess, now would we.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eisa » Sun Jan 30, 2011 2:38 pm

Great. Thanks. I thought you, well...thought differently. And apparently not. And that hurts like all fucking hell. :cry:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Sun Jan 30, 2011 2:49 pm

so your going to pretend nothing happened and not even apologize? How mature.


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Post by strider 151 » Sun Jan 30, 2011 10:45 pm

im so scared of these big descisions, and im sick of getting into these messes, and i know what she called me but im scared shes right, and im scared of whats gonna happen tomorrow, and how everyone will react when i make my decision

idk what to do.

and i think i need help


and i had a dream about someone else being intimate with me and it wasnt him

and i talked to A about having children and i liked it



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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Sun Jan 30, 2011 11:39 pm

jeeze people, its real cherry wood antique furniture, not some cheap wal mart crap... I am not selling all three for 50 dollars!


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Mon Jan 31, 2011 6:46 pm

Yeah. Fine. For YOU it's not much money. But for us, it is right now. Use some tact woman. Don't sit there and be like 'borrow it'
It's not that simple.
If I borrow it, I have to pay it back.
I'm already in shit for needing money for DofE. I can't ask for more, for a bloody ticket.
I'd be fine about it, but seriously. Employ some tact.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stefani140 » Mon Jan 31, 2011 7:34 pm

No, its not ok if you go nap for a few hours. So you didn't get a whole 10 hours sleep, big deal...I haven't gotten more than 5 hours sleep in 2 months! Leaving now, promising to stay late...probably will get tired and not be up any later than usual, and going to be gone literally all day tomorrow, and gone all day on Saturday (a week before I come there btw). I'll never say it to you but I feel neglected and I am disappointed in you right now.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Tue Feb 01, 2011 2:32 pm

I dont know how to say this but I like you more then a friend. I have hinted at it to you, but I don't get a response so I dont know if I am being to subtle. I hope you come visit me anyways.


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Post by strider 151 » Tue Feb 01, 2011 6:41 pm

that hurt more then i thought, but i will get over you. you could do so much better then me, i shouldnt be aloud to come into contact with guys. and ill stay away from N, god has a better plan for me
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by helpinghayley » Tue Feb 01, 2011 10:46 pm

I don't think I can do this any more.

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