Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by esther_mouse » Mon Jan 17, 2011 5:11 am

Miss you. Need my friend...if we're friends. Worried too. And...sad...I just want to die. It doesn't matter if we're friends or not anymore. Please let me know you're ok and you'll continue to do ok and I'll go away. Don't know why you didn't tell me...you did promise you would. Thought you knew it was important...but it doesn't matter. Just...let me know how you're doing, then I'll leave you alone forever, k.

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Post by DuchessN » Wed Jan 19, 2011 1:19 am

Do you know what you're like? What she has turned you into? A stray mutt that's so pathetically happy with any scrap of love and/or affection that she deigns to give you. And it makes me sad that you are so willing to accept a lifetime of this. Because you are not a dog. You are so amazing adn you deserve more than scraps from someone no matter what a hot, amazing, wonderful in every way goddess you THINK that she is
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eisa » Wed Jan 19, 2011 6:06 am

I don't know if it's my hormones or just how it's gonna be when we've been apart for so long. But I fucking miss you so much. I need to be snuggled up next to you so bad.
We come in pieces. :pinkstar:

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:19 pm

i like you. alot. but i know that we could never ever be anything more than friends, and actually, im OK about that.
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Post by Chey » Wed Jan 19, 2011 10:55 pm

don't bother calling me. I am not coming over. Specialy since you hate driving all the time. Oh poor you, little baby. At least you can drive. I would love to drive but get this.... im blind. yup. thats right I can't see.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Thu Jan 20, 2011 12:58 am

- You... you were a douche, weren't you? You loved us, but you didn't love HER enough. How DARE you be unfaithful. How DARE you!! She is beautiful and loving and a wonderful mother, and you would have taken away her daughter. Fuckwit. And I'm related to you.

- You are a light in my life

- Hurry up. It makes me nervous that I have and you have not.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by a7xcncangel » Thu Jan 20, 2011 9:25 pm

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!!!! (grrr)
Let me be. I got this, ok. Just fuck off and let me deal. I'm a big girl now. Geez....
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by mande » Fri Jan 21, 2011 3:05 am

"Daniel said we are cute together, we'd make a great couple. He went on about it for a while."
"How would you feel about that?"
"About what?"
"Us being a couple."

Way to jump the barrier. How was I to respond? Then I got piss drunk, never answered you and now I'm confused.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Fri Jan 21, 2011 5:24 pm

You know what, I wont come over until you apologize for YOUR words, and you stop complaining about the driving... You are a grownup. Hey you didn't HAVE to get my mother pregnant with me. Sorry having me and my half brother has cramped YOUR independence. You know whats sad, you want to be a part of our lives but you don't want to make an effort and complain when you have to do anything that involves being a parent. Well, grow up or be a lonely hermit. I truly don't care and I don't even feel sad about it.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Fri Jan 21, 2011 6:11 pm

Don't fucking contradict everything. It makes me muck it all up, and I feel like i fail. :omad:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Fri Jan 21, 2011 9:44 pm

aw man i want you sooo badly.......so badly you cant even imagine. and im suffering by myself because you dont know, and i cant do anything about it, and its killing me.....everysingle day.....
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sat Jan 22, 2011 2:29 pm

Please, come back...and don't hurt me again :blfrwn:

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by becky-marie » Sat Jan 22, 2011 4:30 pm

To my sister: I know you have no internet at home now, and I know it's not your fault, but i HATE it. I need you more than you know.

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Post by capricorn » Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:16 pm

Grow up and accept we actually DO have a worse timetable than you.
Because anyone with half a brain can see that.
So get off our backs and accept we can't go out every night, jeez.
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Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Sat Jan 22, 2011 11:24 pm

I just can't take this much longer. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Jan 22, 2011 11:34 pm

im sorry, i shouldnt have said all those things, its your business not mine, im just here if u wanna talk

C - why are u so dam tempting to me? your just a boy, but what the heck?? idk what to dooo.......
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:43 pm

Can't you just change your opinion about me, please? And give me/it another chance? :( That's all I wish for..

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Tue Jan 25, 2011 2:31 am

Is it possible for me to stop loving you?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Tue Jan 25, 2011 3:56 am

I want march 1st to come sooner!


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Tue Jan 25, 2011 5:26 pm

Sometimes I can't help but think you are a selfish, ignorant bitch.

Yeah, everyone has their problems and yes, we don't have all the money in the world but we are much better off than some people. You are so fucking lucky that you have a family and friends and a roof over your head. You might not have everything you want but you can afford to go out shopping and buy a top or two for yourself or go and have lunch with friends. Some people can't do that, some people can't even afford to put food on their plate. I'm not saying you have to be thrilled with what you have but you are always complaining that what you do have isn't enough. You take it for granted, caught up in your own little world and there are people out there so much worse of than you.

You aren't a bad person, I love you but sometimes I wish you'd open your eyes and just realise you don't have it so bad. You are luckier than you think you are.
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