Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Tue Jan 11, 2011 2:19 am

I am disgusting and fat and I hate how I look. I don't eat a lot, but I eat junk food. I hate how I looked in the mirror this evening when I went out. I felt so ashamed of how I looked. I need to get back to eating healthy but why am I so ugly. I hate it.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Tue Jan 11, 2011 8:14 am

the reason i text you so much is have seriously huge anxiety when im out. Because im scared that you'll come to your senses and dump me if im not constantly there. I'm not a catch, and it scares me that you'll realise that one day.

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Post by RiverSong » Tue Jan 11, 2011 8:20 am

You ignore me and my efforts to become yours again. I love you and want to make this work... but if it doesn't I'm probably not staying in the state. I can't take the awkwardness at home as a result of all this.

When I come home we are resolving this one way or another.

I'm terrified that while I'm here you suddenly won't want me to come home.
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Jan 11, 2011 6:13 pm

A - its not working. your giving me a faulse alternate reality which i love too much. so its over.

only i cant say that.....so i guess its not over.......
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Isis » Tue Jan 11, 2011 9:36 pm

you scare the shit out of me with that profile pictures on facebook.i'm going to finally go there to meet you, don't care if you'll answer, don't care if you have girlfriend, don't care what my boyfriend will tell if he finds out, i just have to do it before i go completely insane.

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Post by Chey » Tue Jan 11, 2011 10:30 pm

If you have copious amounts of smoke coming from your car tailpipe .... STOP EFFING DRIVING!!!!! There was so much smoke noone could see and it stunk like anything and I now have a huge headache.


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Post by capricorn » Tue Jan 11, 2011 11:20 pm

I love you when you're like this ... please let's stay this way.

and

After all this, you'd BETTER not FUCKING accuse me of having conventiently timed migraines again.
Goddam, girl, not cool.
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Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Wed Jan 12, 2011 2:14 am

Would you please stay the fuck out of my business!
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Post by strider 151 » Wed Jan 12, 2011 6:34 pm

L - i dont miss you i'm just saying it out of habit. sorry.
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Post by Chey » Wed Jan 12, 2011 8:50 pm

D why did you get me all excited then try to discorage me? Why do you say one thing to one person and contradict yourself with what you say to me... I am a little discouraged but not dishartend.


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Post by stripysocks4christ » Wed Jan 12, 2011 11:00 pm

L - why arent you talking to me?? i miss you.... did i say the wrong thing?
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Post by capricorn » Thu Jan 13, 2011 12:52 am

Oh fuck off.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by esther_mouse » Thu Jan 13, 2011 1:54 am

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. I don't give a shit if you don't want to be my friend but DON'T fucking act like my best friend when you don't really like me. Don't be nice when you don't mean it. If you don't want to be my friend then fucking FINE but don't act like that, it's just lame. I hate you a tiny bit right now.

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Post by capricorn » Thu Jan 13, 2011 3:50 pm

Yes it is you motherfucking cunt.
I hope you die alone.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by esther_mouse » Fri Jan 14, 2011 3:56 am

I don't know how you could ever say we are similar when you completely fail to understand such a simple thing about me...I don't believe you care...I don't believe I'll be telling you how I am. I don't think you care, and I don't think it'll matter much anymore anyway. Most people would just be upset by the work they'd need to do to sort things out...you wouldn't even be upset by that, you'll just think oh, she's not online lately, her ISP must be sucking extra hard at the moment. I went out of my way to listen to you...you just brush me aside. Yeah I'm not sociable...doesn't mean you didn't hurt my feelings. Doesn't mean I'll take your feelings into account on whether I should or should not live anymore either, because clearly you were just "being nice", not being meaningful. I don't really hate you, by the way. But I don't kid myself you'd even notice, so I wish you'd never given me that crap about caring if I was gone.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Jan 14, 2011 4:23 am

I hope you're happy in your utterly selfish and superficial life.
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Post by Birdie » Fri Jan 14, 2011 5:35 am

I worry desperately about what you're doing to our family. My family. You need a fucking wake up call. You're tearing us apart. Why don't you care?
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Post by Eva » Fri Jan 14, 2011 3:32 pm

I don't believe it. Please come back :blfrwn:

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Post by strider 151 » Fri Jan 14, 2011 5:39 pm

why did u give me that? now i'm even more confused :-?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Sun Jan 16, 2011 6:36 pm

I strongly dislike you right now.
I can't believe you would actually do this, then turn around and get angry at me!
What a load of fucking bullshit?! You were NOT "cleaning my room" or "moving things to get to the window, so you could air it"
You searched it. I don't care what your reasons are. Even if you were cleaning it, you still had no right to go in there and touch anything. I can clean my own room, when I want to it, not when you decide it needs doing.

You invaded my privacy. Period. Even if I am SI-ing again, it's frankly none of your fucking business. I don't care if your mother or not. It's my room and my things and I'd appreciate if you stayed the hell out of it.


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