Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
I'm so sick of being the responsible one. I spend all my money bar £80 on bills, food, college fees and the mortgage. Nearly every hour I work to keep us afloat for the next month. I want for a change to say 'to hell with it, I'm gona blow my money on something fun' and not get told off. I know my savings are for our next house but what can't you cough up some dough? I spend two grand doing up the sodding kitchen and now I want to spend two grand on my new motorbike. I love you but I'm tired of being grown up all the time. Life seems to be getting shorter and people around me keep dying and I don't want to go with regrets so I'm going to live my life to the full.
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From Regeneration by Pat Barker
Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Why should I have to conform to your schedule when you never respect mine?!! Don't look at me like I'm rude when you are the one who is unfair and rude!!
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Why the FUCK do all lecture theatres have to be SO goddamned uncomfortable?! I sit in them for 13 hours a week and it is 13 hours of torture, what fucking rationale is there behind this? Why the fuck should I feel like a cripple the whole time because lectures are doing my back in?!
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xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
GET OUT OF MY HEAD, DAMMIT!!
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
WHY CAN'T I EVER EXPLAIN PROPERLY?!
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Backstabber, backstabber, backstabber, backstabber, backstabber, BACKSTABBER, BACKSTABBER, BACKSTABBER!!!!
Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
YOU ARE RIPPING US APART, KINDLY GET YOUR DAMN HEAD OUR OF YOUR FUCKING ARSE, YOU'RE REALLY NOT ALL THAT SPECIAL. YOU TREAT HIM LIKE SHIT, AND HE TREATS YOU LIKE SHIT BACK. GREAT ENVIRONMENT, CHEERS GUYS. ANY WONDER YOUR SON TURNED OUT THIS WAY? FOR FUCKS SAKE, I COULD PARENT HIM BETTER THAN YOU. HE HAS MORE FUCKING RESPECT FOR ME. WHEN YOU GO OUT, WHEN IM IN CHARGE, I TELL HIM NOT TO HAVE THAT ATTITUDE, AND HE STOPS. HE LISTENS. THAT'D BE A BLOODY NOVELTY. COS HE HAS NO RESPECT FOR YOU. I WONDER WHY.
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
I am so sick of you. You fucking backstabbing self centred pretentious self involved self centred spoilt bitch. You hypocrite. You fucking traitor. I can't believe I used to say I'd die for you. I'm sick of seeing your face. I'm sick of people not understanding how much of a twat you are. How you use people. How shallow and superficial and prejudicial you are. Arrgh.
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
You don't get it! You never do, and you don't even fucking try!!! I'm so sick of it. You have no idea what's going on, and even the trivial things you don't even attempt to grasp what I'm trying to say! I know I'm not always coherent, I know I don't always make sense, I explained to you why this was the case, and you still don't even try!
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And I thought you would stand by what you said. I was counting on that much. You don't understand what this is doing to me.
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And I thought you would stand by what you said. I was counting on that much. You don't understand what this is doing to me.
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
fucking asshole airport people. take your fucking offer and shove it.
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Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
My back is fucking killing me!! And I wish my boyfriend acknowledged how much effort and pain it took to go see him today. I know he's got the flu, but still, it would've been nice. Sigh.
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Really you are my best friend, and i tell you everything even when you judge me and make me feel like shit, and you lie to me about being pregnant? What the fuck?
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
la
yeah i am. i fucking am g. so leave me be. i am who i am and gdamn i wish i could say i dont give a shit what you think, i dont, i dont, but i do. i care what every one thinks, but fuck you anyway.
yeah i am. i fucking am g. so leave me be. i am who i am and gdamn i wish i could say i dont give a shit what you think, i dont, i dont, but i do. i care what every one thinks, but fuck you anyway.
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Screw you all.
I'm so glad I'm in uni. Away from all of you stuck up conformist assholes. Away from all of you who taught me that because I wear black, because I'm smart, because I challenge things and don't just go along, because I'm pagan, because I have mental health issues, because I'm not straight, because I'm different, I won't ever be valued. All of you who ignored me and blanked me and shut me out for years.
So maybe no one said things to my face. You think talking shit behind my back, being as vicious and scathing as you could, you think that's any better? You made me feel like no one. You made me feel invisible. You made me feel literally invisible. You made me afraid for my safety and sanity every time I stepped into a classroom and you may think I'm exaggerating but then again you've never had anxiety so get the fuck out. I know it's not realistic but it feels fucking real when you're hyperventilating and fighting down paranoia.
I am so glad to be leaving you behind.
If I thought high school was "the best years of your life" I'd kill myself now.
I'm so glad I'm in uni. Away from all of you stuck up conformist assholes. Away from all of you who taught me that because I wear black, because I'm smart, because I challenge things and don't just go along, because I'm pagan, because I have mental health issues, because I'm not straight, because I'm different, I won't ever be valued. All of you who ignored me and blanked me and shut me out for years.
So maybe no one said things to my face. You think talking shit behind my back, being as vicious and scathing as you could, you think that's any better? You made me feel like no one. You made me feel invisible. You made me feel literally invisible. You made me afraid for my safety and sanity every time I stepped into a classroom and you may think I'm exaggerating but then again you've never had anxiety so get the fuck out. I know it's not realistic but it feels fucking real when you're hyperventilating and fighting down paranoia.
I am so glad to be leaving you behind.
If I thought high school was "the best years of your life" I'd kill myself now.
~Capri
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My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
You absolute bastard.
You fucking, fucking cunt.
I don't even have words for how much I am disgusted and appalled by you.
I fucking loathe you.
If you ever try to speak to me I am going to punch your face in.
Motherfucker.
You fucking, fucking cunt.
I don't even have words for how much I am disgusted and appalled by you.
I fucking loathe you.
If you ever try to speak to me I am going to punch your face in.
Motherfucker.
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Leave me alone you stupid bitch, pay me back my money and stop eating my f*ing food!!!
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
my old fuck buddy just called and got pissed when i turned him down. what the fuck?! its not my fault he has a hard on and no one to help him out with that..... stupid fucker...
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
MAKE MY FUCKING HEADACHE GO AWAY PLEASE. 
We come in pieces. 
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Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
FUCK YOU DISHWASHER
IF I WERE YOU I WOULD BREAK ON YOU RIGHT WHEN YOU NEEDED ME TOO
IF I WERE YOU I WOULD BREAK ON YOU RIGHT WHEN YOU NEEDED ME TOO
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