Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Thu Dec 23, 2010 10:42 am

im so looking forward to today :)
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Thu Dec 23, 2010 1:20 pm

:blush:
I know I shouldn't really. It'll never happen.
But, still. :blush:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Thu Dec 23, 2010 1:51 pm

im sorry. to everyone. for everything.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stefani140 » Thu Dec 23, 2010 7:15 pm

No, I don't want to tell you what's wrong. You'll just tell me that you didn't know you were so horrible, which is not at all what I said in the first place. Or you'll just say that as far as you can see absolutely nothing is wrong, which just makes me feel entirely insane for thinking it is. So, I don't want to talk about it at all.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Thu Dec 23, 2010 9:06 pm

I have problems too.
Just because you don't have a clue what I'm going through ... don't assume it's nothing.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Thu Dec 23, 2010 9:57 pm

In the wise words of Flogging Molly:

I have always loved you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Fri Dec 24, 2010 8:06 am

hey darling, happy christmas.. hope you find some peace and happiness in this one. hope you're in a better place :heart:

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Post by Chey » Fri Dec 24, 2010 3:23 pm

that perhaps was not so surprising but I am sorry it happened and you broke up. However, C, you were way to bossy to my brother and didn't let him hang out with his friends. You were to controlling. Though you could be nice, I am happy for my brother that he has broken up with you. I wish you the best. My brother deserves to be treated much better then you treated him.


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Post by strider 151 » Fri Dec 24, 2010 3:31 pm

dont let yourself get dragged down in depression, keep your eyes light and the rest of u will stay light. keep seeking god for help and assistance because hes always there
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Fri Dec 24, 2010 3:46 pm

Brother, I know you will be hurting lots today. I just want you to know I am here for you and as your big sister, I am here to look out for you and be a support to you when you need a big sister to confide in.


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Post by Beasty » Sat Dec 25, 2010 5:07 am

I'm so glad you liked it. It wasn't contrived for you. You amaze me.
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Post by Beasty » Sat Dec 25, 2010 5:46 am

To you, whom I have rarely thought of in all these years:

I appreciate your trying to do something nice for me, but you really had no idea what you were dealing with. You learned that pretty quickly, didn't you, once you realised how serious I was and how wimpy you were. I'm sorry. Your intentions were pure and noble, but you were over your head. Too far.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Sat Dec 25, 2010 8:11 am

if you can't take it, don't give it out.

and im not going to disagree with him, you deserved that.

i don't know when you suddenly became this much of a bitch..

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Sat Dec 25, 2010 5:36 pm

wow slut. you even lied right to my brother about how much you drank yesterday. you had a beer, and three glasses of wine yet when my brother said that was your second glass you said it was your first.... that was your fourth drink you little trollop. Glad my brother matured and said enough of you. I don't mind being nice to you, as long as you dont lie, cheat and be a bossy bitch. But enough nastyness. Today is a day for being with family and enjoying the day. Let my brother be and let him enjoy Christmas.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by esther_mouse » Sun Dec 26, 2010 4:17 am

Yeah, we're SUCH great friends, so you say...So why don't you even wanna talk to me? Don't you ever realise I need a friend too? Why don't you get how much this hurts right now?

I wish you'd never cared in the first place, I wish you'd never made friends with me or shown an interest in how I feel. I wish you'd just left me alone to die because it would be so much better than how much this hurts now.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by mande » Sun Dec 26, 2010 4:19 am

You are just too perfect, it's freaking me out. You knew my favourite movie based off my behaviours. You pick up on the things I'm scared to say. You're reassuring for the insecurities I never show. This is terrible. I'm going to have to distance myself from you and this SUCKS.
Stop telling me you care and that you'll miss me. We're not like that. You got me a gift for Christmas and I nearly cried because I didn't expect it.
This wasn't supposed to happen.

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Post by strider 151 » Sun Dec 26, 2010 4:03 pm

thankyou everyone, i love you all so so much, you cant even comprehend how greatful i am that i have each and everyone of you


D - listen, theres something about you, i really like you. i dont know if its just how fired up you are for god or what, but i wanna give this a shot. but only if u feel the same way and ONLY if god is right in the middle of it. this is nothing without god. i know its complicated with M and all, which is why we need to be careful. and maybe im too young, but i so so so wanna give this a try. am i way out of line here? am i being so stupid? if your thinking this aswell as me, please talk to me because i think we may have a chance. dont ask me how, i just do. or maybe im just digging myself a huge heap of trouble. maybe im deluded and blowing this way out of proportion. im gonna leave it to god. and we shall see.
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Post by strider 151 » Sun Dec 26, 2010 4:19 pm

D - & i cant belive i fell for you so quickly.....
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sun Dec 26, 2010 7:02 pm

Please just ....
It kills me to see you complaining and wishing things were different when you have no FUCKING CLUE how lucky you are. No comprehension of it.
You don't have any idea how deep the rabbit hole of "fucked up" goes.
Stop taking it for granted.
I've been down there and now I never can or will again.
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Post by Beasty » Mon Dec 27, 2010 2:08 am

"I had a dream... a dream about you, baby"

It was the perfect dream, except I woke up and now I shall never have it again. It kills me.
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