Things Left Unsaid *LA*

[Annybelly]

Thank you. That means a lot.
*squirms*

[stripysocks4christ]

1) i love you, i just wish i was able to help you more. but please please believe me that i honestly want the best for you

2) wow. that was a shock!! im willing to give you a chance cos your still amazing, just dont mess me up like you did last time...

3) stop being so fucking agry at everyone!!!!! seriously?!?!?!?! you really need to work on that, cos its making you a bitter person.

4) when are you coming home?? please text me... i need to hear from you again...

[5th section]

S - I don't claim to be a better musician than you. In fact, you're probably a better musician than me. That doesn't change the fact that if you ask me to conduct, my job is to conduct, and your job is to FECKING WATCH ME! Not come crashing in a bar early. in any professional orchestra that would get you sacked. If you don't want me conducting, say so & I'll be ok with it. If you do, then let me do it properly. You can't have it both ways.

B - You can't imagine what it was like to hear from you after all this time. You can still change my entire world. You are still my inspiration.

[Chey]

I feel sick and everything is just going right through me. I can't get sick. I am supposed to put the stockings together.

[twocats]

I miss you.

[strider 151]

N - listen, i like you and all, but i dont do CS anymore. and it seems to me that however many times i tell you, your just not getting it. your supposed to be a christian, and so am i. this isnt working, im sorry. i cant have you comprimise my relatiohship with god or anyone else. i dont think we should speakanymore

k - i love you so so much, and no matter wat you do i always will. we havent talked in a few days, i hope your alright

A - idk how to act around you anymore. we hardly get to talk, and when we do we dont know what to say when before we would stay up all night long 'talking'. and i have just figured it out. we dont CS anymore, and thats all our relationship was. now that thats gone, theres nothing between us except feelings that we cant (and i refuse to) act on. but then you say all that stuff to me about how much u love me and need me etc etc and then i feel like i cant break up. ive left so many times before, i feel like i cant leave again eventhough i want to. your making it impossible for me to leave and stay and idk what to do. i think that u know all this but dont wanna let me go cos this has been going on for so long. hmmm. i wish i had stayed away. ive been playing with fire for too long now, and i no longer have the skill not to get burnt. and its about time.

[Chey]

I am glad your repairing stuff today but please please PLEASE get here in the time frame you said. I want to be home so that I can make sure you fix the entire water damage problem, not just patch up a tiny spot.

[capricorn]

You have no idea ... just no idea.
I wish you wouldn't say that to me. I've been there more than you can imagine.
I've had so much shit to contend with, I've wanted to kill myself, had panic attacks, thought I was losing my mind, because of that damn relationship, please don't even compare them.
Just recognise how lucky you are and stop fishing for the sympathy I've run out of.

[Chey]

not that its a huge deal but it would also be useful if you indicated which work order you were compleating. If I have to go out, do I need to make sure everything in my bathroom is cleared out, or my kitchen? Actualy, now that I think about it, it is a big deal as I will have to put items in boxes and I would like to know what room needs to be packed up

[capricorn]

I don't want this.

[strider 151]

ahh fuck sake, stop putting me in the middle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! remember what happened last time?? i sat in my room crying all night cos of the pressure. i refuse to be shoved from parent to parent again. i refuse to have to choose who to trust. look what your doing to me. i cant handle it anymore

[Annybelly]

WE DO NOT WANT TO BE LEFT WITH HER.
IF SHE GOES TO THE DAMN SHOP, AND ISN'T BACK IN TIME, I WILL SCREAM. I AM GOING ON TIME, OR ELSE IT ISN'T FAIR TO M.

YOU BETTER GET BACK AS WELL- FIRST YOU SAID 3, AND NOW IT'S HALF 3.
MAKE YOUR MIND UP... WHEN I COULD EASILY WALK THERE MYSELF, I DON'T WANT TO SIT AROUND WITH THEM WAITING FOR YOU, BECAUSE YOU ADMIT YOURSELF, YOU'RE USING ME AS SOMEONE TO KEEP THE PEACE.

I'M YOUR DAUGHTER, I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE IN CHARGE.
IF YOU'RE GONNA INVITE YOUR BLOODY FRIEND OVER, LOOK AFTER HER.

PAHA. SHE'S NOT LOOKING AFTER US, WE'RE LOOKING AFTER HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mande]

I'm not sure we're going to make it.

[Stefani140]

I am sick and tired of getting people to train who just have no fucking idea what they're doing! They are not interviewing for the right kind of person and its setting me up for annoyance and failure. When asked a question after a full week I should not have to repeat the answer 5 times in the same conversation!

And along the same line, people I train, when I say something....LISTEN TO ME!! Don't sit there for a week and just wave me off and go "oh yeah right sure", and then look at me like a deer in the headlights when your on your own because you didn't listen the first ten times. I'm over it.

[Chey]

___ not someone on bus but an online person I talk to _____


go away you are pathetic. You are a hypocrite and stupid. I find your immature and judge others when your messed up yourself.

[capricorn]

You bastard. You manipulative absolute bastard. I hope you're happy with yourself.
I wish you could see what you've done, see us crying and holding on to each other and falling to pieces.
I highly doubt you're the one shaking and crying and wishing you would die.
You fucking bastard.
Don't you ever go near her again.
Ever.

[Licentia Poetica]

I didn't appreciate your racist comment. Just because I'm Aussie doesn't mean it didn't offend me.

[mande]

Will you STOP being such a huge pain in the ass? You're unemployed, lazy jerk. You don't even do anything to benefit this at ALL. I know you're going out and getting fucking high and I'm not taking this.

Stop accusing me of fucking my friends because you can't do anything for me.

[Beasty]

I'm sorry. I failed you and I failed myself. I was going to prove to you how good I was, how good I can be. Apparently, I proved nothing for that minus you attached... dammit. You don't know this (though perhaps you suspect?), but I love you, as a mentor, as a friend, as a woman. You are everything I wish to be. Please consider the offer I made before break. Please be my thesis advisor if it falls under your area of expertise. I'll do anything for your love, whatever love you have to offer.


And you. You I love differently. You, I'm afraid, I would marry if you asked. In my heart, I feel (I WORRY) that this will happen. And just how happy you make me terrifies the hell out of me.

[Birdie]

-Sometimes, I cannot fucking stand you.
You're phony and fake and bitchy and a complete fucking dumbass.
Just because I'm on medication doesn't mean i'm NEVER allowed to be upset. Life still happens and YOU STILL PISS ME OFF. I have every right to be mad, why didn't you understand that? I'm still waiting for a sincere fucking apology. Rather than you just sucking up to me and pretending everything's fine and fucking dandy.
Ashamed as I am to admit this, killing myself actually crossed my mind. Then you would understand. Then you would listen. Then you would hear me.
I am counting the fucking days until I can BREATHE...

-You have no idea how much you mean to me. I miss you like hell and just talking to you, for some reason, makes me so mad at myself it's all I can do not to SI. I wish we could've kept talking. I wish I could've said goodbye. I wish I could tell you that I bawled my eyes out when I heard you were gone. You were like a father to me. Do you know that?