Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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Being around you is amazing.
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You still just said nothing. Guess I shouldn't think of you as a friend. Don't need anyone anyway so whatever, if you don't like me...I just would rather you never acted like my friend if you're really not. And I do still miss you.
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i need you..
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J - I'm so scared. We live together but I can't tell you what's going on with me because it feels like we're miles apart. I worry about you. Are you okay? Would you even tell me if you weren't? Because I need you and I need your help but I'm too scared to say anything to you in case you can't deal with this right now. I hate lying to you. I miss the way we were when we were kids. What did I do wrong? Will anything be okay again?
There are things to be said. No doubt.
And in one way or another
they will be said. But to whom tell.
The silences? With whom share them
now? For a moment the sky is
empty and then there was a bird.
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If you understand that I'm pushing, then why the hell don't you push back? My walls are up, I can't get them down, but you can. You just need to try and they will crumble. I trust you still, it's just I'm scared. So scared.
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it worries me that they let you work with vulnerable people, and i think you need to work on your approach.
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I want more from you than this. I don't want a part time relationship. I don't feel young anymore, I've been through too much. Most people my age want to explore the world and make something of themselves. I just want stability and routine. And I'm afraid I can't get it from you.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Hey
Could you check your email?
And preferably reply as well
Could you check your email?
And preferably reply as well
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What was I thinking doing so much shopping after yoga? my back wasnt hurting before but now it hurts like hell. Perhaps I will do some more yoga now that I am home.
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Oh jesus, I was just trying to point out that not all the info you find online is correct. You take everything so personally. "I'm only trying to help" Fuck you. Why don't you try to help by paying your share of the nursing home bill so I don't have to come up with the money. Why don't you visit your own mother for Christ's sake. That's how you could goddamn help.
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You spoke to me...and we totally understand each other. But you dunno how bad you made me feel at the same time...I don't begrudge you it, I care...but oh god it hurts. No matter how much we're alike I'm still so alone and always will be
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please let it go, i cant open up to you like you wish because we are too young to get serious, and we are too deep in our own problems. lets stay friends. i dont wanna hurt you but i warned you i would without meaning to. so there. please, i know what u want but i just cant give it to you. and im not sorry
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In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Idk.
I'm not doin *that* well.
I'm not doin *that* well.
♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥
♥ "My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations." ♥
♥ "I lit up like a Christmas tree, Hazel Grace." ♥
♥ "Things haven't always been this bad, therefore, things won't always be this bad." ♥
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Well fuck you all.
And no, it is not my fault that no one chose to acknowledge my presence.
I don't know why I fucking bother.
And no, it is not my fault that no one chose to acknowledge my presence.
I don't know why I fucking bother.
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xoxo
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xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Let the fun-ness begin... you know, I almost hope I run into you tonight. Specially since I covered for you so I can hang this over your head forever. But I hope your smart and don't say anything stupid to me, because really underneath that sweet innocent fat angel is a bitch who wants you to answer for every lie you ever told and friendship you ever ruined. You damaged a lot of people. I will forgive what you tried to do to me, but there are others who still havn't gotten over what you did. I will do this for them because its one thing to mess with me but no one messes with my friends.
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how DARE you. i know its not right what i'm doing, but i like attention and i can't help it but i'm working on it. but who are you to tell me to be careful cos u dont want D to get hurt?? what about E??? your not in any place to give me relationship advice, your not in any place to talk to me like that. i'm not impressed and i dont wanna talk to you right now. its like they say 'if you don't have anything nice to say, say nothing'. i'm sayong nothing. mind your own buisness. keep yourself out of it. you don't know whats made me this way so BUT OUT!!!!!!
beeping beep beep beep sake!!!!!!!!
i'm so annoyed at you right now. you can't even comprehend. your lucky i kept my big mouth shut because there are many many things i would like to say to you.
*please don't read if you know me irl!!!!!!*
i cant deal with it atm, its too trigging to be around you so i'm keping my distance all i can. please dont feel offended and bad, but i have to. its not like your trying to keep quiet about it anyways......
beeping beep beep beep sake!!!!!!!!
i'm so annoyed at you right now. you can't even comprehend. your lucky i kept my big mouth shut because there are many many things i would like to say to you.
*please don't read if you know me irl!!!!!!*
i cant deal with it atm, its too trigging to be around you so i'm keping my distance all i can. please dont feel offended and bad, but i have to. its not like your trying to keep quiet about it anyways......
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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You exasperate me.
You don't fucking know best, okay?!
You don't fucking know best, okay?!
♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥
♥ "My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations." ♥
♥ "I lit up like a Christmas tree, Hazel Grace." ♥
♥ "Things haven't always been this bad, therefore, things won't always be this bad." ♥
My Place
My Efforts At Being Healthy
My Bus Butterfly Obsession
♥ DFTBA ♥
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please don't leave me alone. i need my friend so much, i can't even tell you...i don't want to add to what you're going through and you added to what i'm going through without ever knowing and i can't cope anymore now
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LEAVE. I HATE YOU.
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Don't do this to me. Don't fucking get my hopes up, throw them in the trash, and then get them up again.
And you? Please, if you're going to hurt me, do it sooner rather than later. My humanity is going to run out soon.
And you? Please, if you're going to hurt me, do it sooner rather than later. My humanity is going to run out soon.
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