What song describes how you're feeling?

[capricorn]

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me, any more

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me, anymore

[Twilight]

(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
(Turn around) every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes

(Turn around, bright eyes) Every now and then I fall apart
(Turn around, bright eyes) Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do... a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say... a total eclipse of the heart

(Turn around) bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
(Turn around) bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do, I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
Turn around, bright eyes

i was gonna but this one as well

[capricorn]

Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself, stay away from me

A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time:

Respect, walk

Run your mouth when I'm not around
It's easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathize
Can you hear the violins playing your song?
Those same friends tell me your every word

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself, stay away from me

A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time:

Respect, walk

Are you talking to me?
No way punk

[Eisa]

*CSA*

Daddy says "Come and sit on my knee"
Daddy says "You're the only girl for me"
'Cos Amelia, "You're Daddy's favourite girl"
Amelia, "Daddy loves his little girl"

Daddy comes in the dark of night
Daddy says "Don't be scared, it'll be alright"
Amelia, "Daddy hates to see you cry"
Amelia, "You're the apple of Daddy's eye"

Daddy says "Dry your tears and give me a smile"
Daddy says "If you're good I'll hold you awhile"
'Cos Amelia, "You're Daddy's precious girl"
Amelia, "Daddy loves to love his little girl"

"Daddy, tell me Daddy,
Is this really love?"

Daddy says "Don't tell Mama what I did to you"
Daddy says "If you do I'll beat you black and blue"
'Cos Amelia, "You make Daddy feel like a man"
Amelia, "Daddy loves you more than Mummy can"

"Daddy, tell me, Daddy
How can you call this love?"

Amelia
Damn your Daddy to hell

The Mission U.K.--"Amelia"

[Eisa]

Whispered:
Can you stop the fire?
Can you stand to fight her?
You can't stop the fire,
you won't say the words.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Whispered:
Can you stop the fire?
Can you stand to fight her?
You can't stop the fire,
you won't say the words.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out;
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something.......

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Whispered:
Can you stop the fire?
Can you stand to fight her?
You can't stop the fire,
you won't say the words.

[Evanescence--"Missing"]

[Alibell]

When you’re down and low
and your heart feels cold
and you feel you can’t go on
There’s a flicker of light
in the dark of the night
If you’ll just take hold of hope.

It’ll come to pass, it’ll come to pass
Time won’t wait for no thing, it’ll come to pass

There’s a star in the sky
that sings your name
to the entire universe
It rolls like a flower
On the very first hour
Of your heavenly human birth

It’ll come to pass, it’ll come to pass
Time won’t wait for no thing, it’ll come to pass

So when you feel in pain
Don’t be ashamed
Don’t hide amidst your sorrow
Cos help is here
my darling dear
Have faith in tomorrow

It’ll come to pass, it’ll come to pass
Time won’t wait no thing, it’ll come to pass

All of this
mess you’re in
Remember it will pass
Although it’s grim
Don’t give in
believing in tomorrow

It’ll come to pass, it’ll come to pass
Time won’t wait for no thing
It’ll come to pass.

Jess Ribeiro & the Bone Collectors

[Eisa]

*CSA*

You take your clothes off
Right after school
The tea is on, the flame is blue.
And you hope it won't take all afternoon.
The TV's waiting to talk to you.
It's your naked body on white velour,
But there's no feeling
Just weight on you.
But you get nauseous now
As he speaks to you
Such proper language
For acts so cruel
He says "We all follow the rules
We can't very well go and break them now can we?
For you, for you, for you..
Your older sisters, I had them too.
But you're my favorite you know it's true.
You look like your mother
In that thin disguise
your parting mouth, your shining eyes.
And the way that you hate me
And the length of your hair
It's the reason I made you
It's the bond that we share.
You see we're all trying to endure
You could easily go and make your own life somewhere
Couldn't you? Couldn't you? Couldn't you, couldn't you, couldn't you, couldn't you, couldn't you?"

With the sun you rise
But you keep your eyes shut
The alarm clock lies
Get to school on time
where you're a bag of warm fluid
You're the corpse in the class
You walk so near to your locker
You lay so low in the grass
Did you get that coat from the principal?
Did you get that bruise on the bus?
You should wash your hair more
You should look more like us.
But I saw you walking once
Under powder blue skies
You looked cold still, your collar was high.
And I tried to talk to you
But you walked right by
I don't know which I said then,
"Hello" or "Goodbye"
see we're all trying to be pure
But it isn't a very easy thing, now is it,
to do? To do, To do, To do, To do, To do
Isn't it, Isn't it, Isn't it, Isn't it,
Isn't it, Isn't it, Isn't it, Isn't it?

[Bright Eyes--"Amy in the White Coat"]

[Snezhana]

About to Fall by The Wrecking


She's waiting for someone to save her
Waiting for an angel looking for some hope
The streetlights that flicker over her head
Are making scary shadows
She wants to hurry home

You got to think this over

Isn't everyone
Pretending they're alright
Isn't everyone
About to fall

Isn't everyone
Playing beautiful tonight
Isn't everyone
About to fall

She's breaking
with every word that he said
It came with such a sharp edge
So hard to fake a smile

Last night ended like the last fight
But she would never tell you
She's barely getting by
You got to think this over

Isn't everyone
Pretending they're alright
Isn't everyone
About to fall

Isn't everyone
Playing beautiful tonight
Isn't everyone
About to fall

Oh, but we're holding on
Just like there's nothing wrong
Oh even if we look so strong
We're all about to fall

Isn't everyone
Pretending they're alright
Isn't everyone
About to fall

Isn't everyone
Playing beautiful tonight
Isn't everyone
About to fall

[Eisa]

Helpless child
They invite your hands to fill their needs
Will you be the same
Shameless smile
To steal from you the innocence that bleeds
Will they feel your pain

Trying to believe
The scars unseen
The tears wash clean
You don't wanna breathe the air you breathe
You don't know how you'll live a life alone

She keeps holding on
Holding on to you
Let her breathe the air
Don't wanna be alone where do you belong
Anna lee

Behind those eyes
The vivid scene
A lucid dream within
Questioned secrets are revealed
And every time
You can't deny
The lines that trace your skin
Wounds that never heal

Trying to believe
The scars unseen
The tears wash clean
You don't wanna breathe the air you breathe
You don't know how you'll live a life alone

She keeps holding on
Holding on to you
Let her breathe the air
Don't wanna be alone where do you belong
Anna Lee

And now she's calling out a name
Can't keep on hiding all her pain
You feel the rain move in
As you begin
To turn and answer the call

Trying to believe
The scars unseen
The tears wash clean
You don't wanna breathe the air you breathe
You don't know how you'll live a life alone

She keeps holding on
Holding on to you
Let her breathe the air
Don't wanna be alone where do you belong
Anna Lee

[Dream Theater--"Anna Lee"]

[capricorn]

I hear you breathing in
Another day begins
The stars are falling out
My dreams are fading now, fading out

I've been keeping my eyes wide open
I've been keeping my eyes wide open

Ooh, your love is a symphony
All around me, running through me
Ooh, your love is a melody
Underneath me, running to me

Oh, your love is a song

The dawn is fire bright
Against the city lights
The clouds are glowing now
The moon is blacking out, is blacking out

So I've been keeping my mind wide open
I've been keeping my mind wide open, yeah

Ooh, your love is a symphony
All around me, running to me
Ooh, your love is a melody
Underneath me, and into me

Oh, your love is a song
Your love is a song
Oh, your love is a song
Your love is strong

With my eyes wide open
I've got my eyes wide open
I've been keeping my hopes unbroken
Yeah, yeah

Ooh, your love is a symphony
All around me, running through me
Ooh, your love is a melody
Underneath me, running to me

Your love is a song
Yeah, yeah
Your love is my remedy
Oh, your love is a song

[Eisa]

Sentenced: "Vengeance is Mine"

I am stunned, you caught me by surprise
Assault and run - you outdid yourselves!
Beaten numb, I didn't see you sneaking 'round the corner
How could I... There is no sight in my third eye

We're not done, I will hunt you down
One by one... I'll blow you all to hell!
For you faceless, nameless cowards cannot hide
The day of reckoning will arrive

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while I'm down!
Stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest!
I'll rise from the ashes, from these ruins of mine
From the wreckage
I'm right on your track, you bastards
A dozen of eyes for an eye - vengeance is mine!

I have dreams of hammering your skulls
Fantasies of bashing in your brains
Obsessively... I am watching, I am stalking, I am following
And then the massacre begins

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while I'm down!
Stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest!
I'll rise from the ashes, from these wounds of mine
From the wreckage!
I'm right on your track, you bastards
A dozen of eyes for an eye - vengeance is mine!

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while I'm down!
Stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest!
I'll rise from the ashes, from these wounds of mine
From the wreckage!
I'm right on your track, you bastards
A dozen of eyes for an eye - vengeance is mine!
A dozen of eyes for an eye - vengeance is mine!
Vengeance is mine!

Er... I don't actually feel vengeful. But...I LOVE the anger. Yes, I do.

[graceless]

The Real me - Natalie grant (awaken)

Foolish heart looks like we're here again
Same old game of plastic smile
Don't let anybody in
Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break?
How much will they take before I'm empty?
Do I let it show, does anybody know?

But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin - broken from within
Unveil me completely,
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me

Painted on, life is behind a mask
Self-inflicted circus clown...
I'm tired of the song and dance
Living a Charade, always on parade
What a mess I've made of my existence!
But you love me even now
And still I see somehow...

But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin - broken from within
Unveil me completely...
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me

Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me

)ou see the real me
Hiding in my skin - broken from within
Unveil me completely...
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
And you love me just as I am
Wonderful, Beautiful is what you see
When you look at me.

One of the most important songs ever to me. I may not always feel it, or remember it
But its true xx

[Eisa]

*CSA*

Daddy says "Come and sit on my knee"
Daddy says "You're the only girl for me"
'Cos Amelia, "You're Daddy's favourite girl"
Amelia, "Daddy loves his little girl"

Daddy comes in the dark of night
Daddy says "Don't be scared, it'll be alright"
Amelia, "Daddy hates to see you cry"
Amelia, "You're the apple of Daddy's eye"

Daddy says "Dry your tears and give me a smile"
Daddy says "If you're good I'll hold you awhile"
'Cos Amelia, "You're Daddy's precious girl"
Amelia, "Daddy loves to love his little girl"

"Daddy, tell me Daddy,
Is this really love?"

Daddy says "Don't tell Mama what I did to you"
Daddy says "If you do I'll beat you black and blue"
'Cos Amelia, "You make Daddy feel like a man"
Amelia, "Daddy loves you more than Mummy can"

"Daddy, tell me, Daddy
How can you call this love?"

Amelia
Damn your Daddy to hell

The Mission U.K.--"Amelia"

This again.

[capricorn]

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

[Eisa]

Emilie Autumn: "Gloomy Sunday"

Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest, the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of
sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

Gloomy Sunday

Sunday is gloomy,
With shadows I spent it all
My heart and I
Have decided to end it all
Soon there’ll be flowers
And prayers that are sad I know
let them not weep
Let them know that I’m glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I’m caressing you
Every last breath of my soul
I’ll be blessing you

Gloomy Sunday


Note: I promise I'm safe.

[strider 151]

I never thought I'd be driving through the country just to drive
With only music and the clothes that I woke up in
I never thought I'd need all this time alone it goes to show
I had so much yet I had need for nothing
But you

This is just therapy
Let's call it what it is
(Not what we were)
With a death-grip on this life always transitioning
This is just therapy
Cause you won't take my calls
and that makes God the only one who's left here listening to me

Letting it all sink in
It's good to feel a sting now and again
I hope it's one less woeful thing there is to fight through
Forgetting it all begin
Fresh paper and nice expensive pen
The past can not subtract a thing from what I might do
For you
Unless that's what I let it do

Loneliness and solitude are two things not to get confused
Cause I spend my solitude with you
I gather all the questions of the things I just can't get straight
And I answer them the way I guess you'd do

Cause this is my therapy
Cause you're the only one that's listening to me
This is my therapy
Let's call it what it is not what we were
With a death-grip on this life that's in transition
This is my therapy
Cause you won't hear me out
and that makes God the only one who's left here listening

[capricorn]

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air,
Cos I need somebody's help.
I can't make it on my own,
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?

I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they'll save me
I lock myself inside these walls
Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I'm gonna make it
So while I'm sitting here on the eve of my defeat
I write this letter and hope it saves me

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
Cos I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?

I'm stuck in my own head and I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay?
I'll send an S.O.S. tonight
And wonder if I will survive
How in the hell did I get so far away this time?
So now I'm sitting here
The time of my departure's near
I say a prayer please, someone saves me

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
Cos I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?

I'm lost here-I can't make it on my own
I don't want to die alone
I'm so scared
Drowning now
Reaching out
Holding onto everything I love
Crying out
Dying now
Need some help

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
I'm givin' up myself
Is anybody listening?

[Stormy Llwellyn]

I can't imagine any greater fear
than waking up without you here
and though the sun would still shine on
my whole world would all be gone
but not for long.

If I had to run, if I had to crawl
if I had to swim a hundred rivers
just to climb a thousand walls
always know there's no place that far.

For my eternal strength, my wife.

Sara Evans

[snowangel_03]

"The Path"

There is no turning back from this unending path of mine
Serpentine and black it stands before my eyes
To hell
and back it will lead me once more
It's all i have as i stumble in and out of grace
I walk through the gardens of dying
light
And cross all the rivers deep and dark as the night
Searching for a reason why time would've passed us by
With
every step i take the less i know myself
Every vow i break on my way towards your heart
Countless times i've prayed for
forgiveness
But gods just laugh at my face
And this path remains
Leading me into solitude's arms
I see through the
darkness my way back home
The journey seems endless but i'll carry on
The shadows will rise and they will fall
And our
night drowns in dawn
Amidst all tears there's a smile
That all angels greet with an envious song
One look into stranger's
eyes and i know where i belong
And the path goes on...

[capricorn]

^ beautiful song.

Cast your mind back to the days
When I'd pretend I was okay
I had so very much to say
About my crazy living
Now that I've stared into the void,
So many people, I've annoyed
I have to find a middle way
A better way of giving

So I haven't given up,
That all my choices, my good luck...
Appear to go and get me stuck
In an open prison
Now I am trying to break free
In a state of empathy
Find the true and inner me
Eradicate this schism

No-one can take it away from me,
And no-one can tear it apart
'Cause a heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.

A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works
A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.

No-one can take it away from me,
No-one can tear it apart
It may be elaborate fantasy,
But it's the perfect place to start
'Cause a heart that hurts
Is a heart that works
A heart that hurts,
Is a heart that works.