Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stefani140 » Sat Jun 12, 2010 9:12 pm

no of course not, why the hell would I be mad? we only just had a huge fight yesterday in which you basically called me a controlling, insane, awful bitch...then said you didn't mean it and you were just mad. but no, by all means show up today drunk. yeah, sure, good to know that keeping your drunk of a brother happy by indulging in his partying is more important than making up for yesterday. now why would I possibly be mad about that!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Sun Jun 13, 2010 7:29 pm

yeah. fair dos. u only had to come to band practice cuz F was away, and sure ud rather have been readin ur stupid book. it is ur job. ur constantly going on at me about ur job and work R, get over it. all u did was sit and read at the back. D was reasonable, he didnt ask you to sing. he didnt even ask u 2 get him a drink, or ANYTHING he just let u sit there, read a book, and eat the sweets. but then u hav 2 go and sigh. go and glare at A every time he plays his drums too loud, wince overexaggeratedly when there was feedback. it happens. and as for yelling at me B and J, it is a band. i have insturments, what do u expect us to do with them? D had gone to get a drink, he didnt have a problem with us plaing them, just for the record, he is in charge. oh, sorry, thats something else u dont like. i hav 2 go and undermine D wherever possible. grow up. u wonder why people like D so much more than you? he doesnt try to be one of the kids. he's a leader, and he accepts it. he demands respect when necessary, but will also have a laugh. hes sensitive when he's correcting people. he's 4giving.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:11 am

I want to see you so badly. When I saw your car outside the building, I knew it wasn't you but I passed by anyway, just in case. I'm not sure why it matters to me so much (that's not true-- YOU matter to me) but it would mean so much if I could see you. Have a chat. Have a meal.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Callisto » Mon Jun 14, 2010 3:18 pm

Protip, mate - don't try and be passive-aggressive with me as it won't get you the response that you're looking for.

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Post by Stefani140 » Mon Jun 14, 2010 7:56 pm

blah blah blah, I don't care. I really really don't care. I don't even wish I cared because I've listened to this pathetic drivel way too many times before. If you don't want my opinion then don't ask for it. And you know I always turn out to be right anyway, so get off your passive-aggressive, higher than thou stool and just leave me be.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Tue Jun 15, 2010 5:30 pm

I saw you and became immediately afraid my heart might explode. I felt it everywhere, thudding and pounding and cracking my sternum.

Please.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Thu Jun 17, 2010 5:20 pm

I love you so much, but ... do as much for me as I do for you next time, please?
Also, sorry I lost my nerve [is that the right word?] there was pain and it shook me up, I'm not used to that at the mo.
Maybe I should just tell you my medical history. :roll:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eisa » Fri Jun 18, 2010 4:40 am

Gawd, I love you. The song "I'm On Fire" reminds you constantly of you...and I wish you'd sing it to me. :oops: :D
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Butterfly. » Fri Jun 18, 2010 3:47 pm

Just leave me alone!
And stop it!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by MusicalMorphine » Fri Jun 18, 2010 4:54 pm

Fuck you! I'm so sick of being let down by people.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Fri Jun 18, 2010 6:30 pm

Are you? Do I mean Anything to you?

I'm frightened now.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by amyfairy » Fri Jun 18, 2010 11:23 pm

dearest Lily,
I miss you SO much.
I love you, I love you, I love you. I hope to hear from you again. You'll always be in my heart. You were the best friend. Hope life is treating you well your side of the world.
love always, Amy

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stefani140 » Mon Jun 21, 2010 2:43 am

You know what, I am not saying another fucking word. I am not going to be reasonably concerned and have you call me a bitch for it. But when he turns out to be the loser I think he is, don't come to me for a shoulder to cry on cause I fucking told you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Butterfly. » Mon Jun 21, 2010 3:45 pm

Could you try and understand? Could you show you care?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stefani140 » Mon Jun 21, 2010 4:53 pm

You say that what annoys you is adults whining about things like children....but you know what annoys me? Inconsiderate bastards who don't bother to listen carefully to the comment to find out what the real complaint was. Isn't listening something they teach in kindergarten? Maybe you should go back.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Mon Jun 21, 2010 5:13 pm

*SU

WHAT THE HELL? SUICIDE ISNT FUNNY YOU LOSERS, ESPECIALLY LIL EMOTES OF SUICIDE, AND THEN PUTTING PEOPLE WE KNOW INTO IT. OKAY? IV BEEN SU MORE THAN ONCE. I DONT NEED YOU LOT LAUGHING AT IT. IT ISNT FUNNY.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Callisto » Tue Jun 22, 2010 10:13 am

W - fuck off with your snide remarks. Me eating breakfast at work has absolutely fuck all impact on your workload or on mine as I work whilst eating....much like I work whilst eating my lunch too, or are you intending to ban that as well?

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Tue Jun 22, 2010 4:48 pm

me -make up your mind, you only want a bf cos u want the love and attention and the rush, you dont actually want a relationship. wait for god to pick you someone cos you suck at choosing guys. grow up and sort yourself out cos its not gonna work as you are
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Tue Jun 22, 2010 9:53 pm

Argh, can't you just stop fucking criticising everything and everyone for one. Fucking. Second.

Where the hell do you think I get all my madness from?

Screw you, I'm so sick of you. Can't wait to move out and get away from you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Butterfly. » Wed Jun 23, 2010 1:05 pm

It's a bit late isn't it? The damage is kinda already done, not that you know any of that. All you've been is a bitch to me lately, and I can't take any more. I'm about to break. How much more do you think I can take? Your crap is making me worse. Your "caring" is making me feel worse. Can't you see that? Of course you can't. I'm not really anything to you, in comparison to her, am I?
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