Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu Apr 29, 2010 3:52 pm

Stressed and exhausted.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 30, 2010 5:03 am

if I weren't so fucking stubborn and hard-headed that I would wave the white flag at life and just give up. I don't know that I can take much more.

For fucks sake, tomorrow has to be better.. it has to be.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by ForgottenMemories » Fri Apr 30, 2010 5:50 am

I feel sick and frustrated and depressed. But I also feel better than I did yesterday.
You can have peace or you can have freedom. Don't ever count on having both at once.
There's a drive in me that won't allow me to do certain things that are easy.
This was freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
I just don't want to die without a few scars.
One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.
War does not determine who is right, only who is left.
You've got to burn me. Make me bleed. Turn my pain into fantasy. And if I scream it's only just, love can hurt much more than lust.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Sat May 01, 2010 6:49 am

Right now I feel
Stupid
Exhausted
Fed up with all the bs going on
Annoyed
Ugh
Frustrated
stupid stupid stupid
confused
:1hug: & PM's are ok with me!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Sun May 02, 2010 6:24 pm

I feel sleepy
Frazzled
Uninspired
A building stress
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by volta » Sun May 02, 2010 11:12 pm

annoyed.
somewhat scared of what will happen when my mom goes to work.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by trewheather3 » Tue May 04, 2010 5:28 am

Lonely
Hated
Guilty
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Tue May 11, 2010 9:08 pm

Weird. Just weird.
And nervous.
And tired. So mentally/emotionally tired.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu May 13, 2010 1:06 am

sick & upset
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by volta » Thu May 13, 2010 1:54 am

pretty. :D
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by ForgottenMemories » Fri May 14, 2010 5:29 am

i feel frightened and confused and self-loathing
You can have peace or you can have freedom. Don't ever count on having both at once.
There's a drive in me that won't allow me to do certain things that are easy.
This was freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
I just don't want to die without a few scars.
One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.
War does not determine who is right, only who is left.
You've got to burn me. Make me bleed. Turn my pain into fantasy. And if I scream it's only just, love can hurt much more than lust.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Fri May 14, 2010 6:52 am

I feel sick
:1hug: & PM's are ok with me!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Rodwy » Fri May 14, 2010 9:07 am

I feel tired, lost and frightened.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by sweetelisum » Sat May 15, 2010 2:31 am

Frustrated, Confused, Stir Crazy, Lost... :tslug:
"Hinged to forgetfulness
like a door,
she slowly closed out of
sight,
and she was the woman I loved,
but too many times she slept like
a mechanical deer in my caresses,
and I ached in the metal silence
of her dreams."
-Richard Brautigan
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Eisa » Sat May 15, 2010 7:06 am

I feel like a vulnerable, fragile, frightened little girl.
We come in pieces. :pinkstar:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Roxi » Sun May 16, 2010 2:17 pm

Sad :blfrwn:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by breathing » Sun May 16, 2010 11:52 pm

irrationally angry
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by ambivalent red » Fri May 21, 2010 4:28 pm

lost
alone
anxious
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by breathing » Tue May 25, 2010 5:26 am

unhappy
confused that I cannot expound on my feelings besides using the word 'unhappy'
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Fri May 28, 2010 4:34 am

I feel anxious. Watching a scary movie.
Feel scared. Not from the movie but for my life's path.
Feel lonely. Very very lonely.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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