Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Fri Mar 12, 2010 7:47 pm

NOTICE ME!!!!
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Post by Beasty » Sat Mar 13, 2010 7:12 am

Thanks, jackass.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Mar 13, 2010 8:21 am

Oh sorry, I don't consider you FRIENDS if you only want to hang out with me when I'm drunk.
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Mar 13, 2010 6:10 pm

someone make it stop, i cant take it any more!!!!!!!!
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Mar 13, 2010 7:24 pm

I wish I had a friend to hang out with right now.
I know I have friends... but not many here, they're spread all over the country and I feel so lonely. A loser.. .like I'm missing out on life whilst I spend yet another evening on my own, in my bedroom.

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Post by southsider » Sat Mar 13, 2010 7:51 pm

You disgust me. :yuck:

How can you have so much drama in your life and so little consideration of other people around you? It's like you're a horse with those blinders over its eyes. Except horses are smart and smell better. :yuck:
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Post by Forget Me » Sun Mar 14, 2010 9:17 pm

I don't think I'll ever find a man to love me.
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:30 pm

i'm a troubled girl.
anorexia is in full swing. i look pale and spotty yet i'm losing weight so it must be okay. although it's really really not. it pretends to be the only thing keeping me sane. and then bulimia is getting ready to rear it's fucking ugly head. i can feel it. i'm in control for now but who knows for how long.

i hate my job. i'm doing an awful job of it, getting everything wrong, because i'm at my wits end. I CANNOT COPE. i cry there all the time. i actually thought of self-harming and over-dosing earlier. wtf? yet giving up without another job to go into would make me a massive failure.

my life has de-railed. it's... an absolute mess.
my heart races and i feel crazy.

i wish you'd notice but i'm glad you don't. i want an intervention yet i want to be left alone to get worse.

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Post by Eisa » Tue Mar 16, 2010 6:58 am

Dear M,

I'm lost without you already. It hasn't even been more than a couple of hours, and I can't stand the thought of not talking to you at all during a whole week so you can "think about our relationship." Why do you have to think about it when you love me? Isn't love supposed to conquer all? I can't stop crying, even though it makes me feel worse and sicker. I need you. I need you so much. I'm scared of this week without you.
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Mar 16, 2010 8:51 am

i dont love you, i just like you a lot. it will pass, it has to. there is no way this relationship will work and we can both see it, we just need to accept it and stay away from each other. but when your far away, i want to hug you and hold your hand and be near you. when ur with me i am so happy, my heart beats so fast. but i know you dont wanna go out, you just like a a lot aswell. it will pass, just leave me alone and it will pass. i can survive the hurt, i have been through worse things, experienced worse pains. them conpared to you leaving will be a walk in the park.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Mar 16, 2010 6:16 pm

im secure in my vagueness

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Post by strider 151 » Thu Mar 18, 2010 4:52 pm

WHY DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD???????? LEAVE ME THE F*** ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAD TO GIVE YOU UP OK???? GET OUT OF MY FUCKIN HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THIS IS TORTURE


i'm going insane, there is no way i can live without you yet i'm alive, there is no way i can contact you, yet you talk to me in my head. snide lil comments that slip through my net and make me rember how great it was to be with you.

but i'm moving on with my life, get out of my head and live yours.
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Post by Snow Belle1986 » Thu Mar 18, 2010 11:20 pm

You thought we were friends? Friends say, "Hello" to one another when they see them out and about. They don't send the bartender over to let you know they're buying you a drink. That's what skeezy old guys at the bar do. Oh, wait...

Yeah I understand just fine. I understand you're an asshole!
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Fri Mar 19, 2010 6:00 am

Now that i have the opportunity i have been waiting for....i'm afraid to do it
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Mar 20, 2010 8:44 pm

i just need space

please i just need space
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Mar 20, 2010 9:09 pm

just admit it, you would rarther live with them full time! you love them more than me bcause thay dont have problems!!!!! you act so different around them then u do me, why do u love them more? i wish i was perfect, but i'm not! even when ur not here these tears spill over. i feel so worthless and un apreciated and unloved. i wish i could be better. i dont want to live with them, i dont want to share you, i dont wamnt to have them any where near me, i dont want you to marry her, i dont want you to give them attention. i dont like them, i dont want them as stepsisters! why can't u see that??? i dont want to share you, i want all your attention on me, i have problems, but you have to still love me. i love you, why can't u love me?? i am so scared, so scared. you spend so much more time with them than with me. i'm not going tomorrow, i can;t bear to see you with them, i can;t bear to talk to them. i'm not going, nothing is going to make me go. i dont want to have to do something bad to get your attention. please, why do i deserve this. why why why?????


I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Sat Mar 20, 2010 10:33 pm

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sat Mar 20, 2010 11:56 pm

amyfairy wrote:I wish I had a friend to hang out with right now.
I know I have friends... but not many here, they're spread all over the country and I feel so lonely. A loser.. .like I'm missing out on life whilst I spend yet another evening on my own, in my bedroom.
I had to check for a second that I didn't post that because I feel EXACTLY the same way.

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Post by breathing » Sun Mar 21, 2010 8:00 am

Everything's not okay!!!! We don't know what we're gonna do yet! Don't act like it's okay because it's not!

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Post by strider 151 » Sun Mar 21, 2010 2:27 pm

yeah, i slipped up. when i tell you, you will assume its because of her again, and partly it is, but its not always. you dont get it, you dont understand and you never will. so i will blame it on her because its easier for you. if i have to slip up just to get your attention then i will. i'm not joking. if you knew what i really thought then i doubt you would love me.
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