Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by Heidi4DBT » Thu Mar 04, 2010 2:58 am

I am still struggling with SI thoughts

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Post by strider 151 » Thu Mar 04, 2010 8:24 pm

i'm not ok
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Post by cydney » Fri Mar 05, 2010 11:36 pm

I don't feel worthy of care and affection.
If you want others to be happy, practice compassion.
If you want to be happy, practice compassion


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Post by strider 151 » Fri Mar 05, 2010 11:46 pm

that was one of the hardest desicions i have ever had to make, so i fucking hope i dont regret it. you made it as hard as possible
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Mar 07, 2010 10:22 pm

I want to die.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by Beasty » Tue Mar 09, 2010 6:44 am

I dreamed last night that I was high on shrooms and was being seduced by Marilyn Manson
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Post by thewaves » Wed Mar 10, 2010 11:34 am

I want you to like me, even though I don't want to like you.
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Post by strider 151 » Wed Mar 10, 2010 8:24 pm

i dont want to live with them
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Post by stripysocks4christ » Thu Mar 11, 2010 9:15 pm

im really not OK.
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Post by WishIKnew » Fri Mar 12, 2010 3:38 pm

I so scared of letting you down and failing you ... that's why I do all the things I do. I'm not as untouchable as you think I am. I fight and argue and pretend tough because I'm afraid you might not like what you see if you get to know the real me.
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Mar 13, 2010 7:20 pm

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Post by kalayla » Sun Mar 14, 2010 7:31 pm

I love you no matter how you feel about it
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Post by strider 151 » Sun Mar 14, 2010 8:59 pm

there will always be a part of my heart that belongs to you, there will always be a part of me that loves you unconditionally, but i hope for both our sakes that i can keep it locked away long enough to be able to forget you
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Mar 15, 2010 6:12 pm

why can't i just be normal around people?

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Post by kermit » Wed Mar 17, 2010 4:25 pm

I miss SI and I miss restricting.
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sat Mar 20, 2010 11:46 pm

I'm only happy when I'm pretending. I just want to stop feeling so lonely. I want a family like that, and I want to know them.

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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Sun Mar 21, 2010 7:55 am

I lied.I want a family right now and I want one with you.
:1hug: & PM's are ok with me!
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Post by breathing » Mon Mar 22, 2010 12:27 am

I wish my mother aborted me

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Post by Snow Belle1986 » Mon Mar 22, 2010 2:06 am

I did that bump and grind to make you jealous...
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:18 am

I want to know what color eyes you have but I feel like if I ask you will think I'm a creeper.
And if they are green...then I will really like you more than I should
:1hug: & PM's are ok with me!
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