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you can steal my words if yuo want annybelly
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I'm sorry you have to put up with all my issues and all my bad days. I'm sorry I have so much emotional baggage. I don't want you to leave me. It may be true that you're one of the first people that have actually cared about me, but that doesn't change anything. You are still my soul mate and I can't live without you.
"You make it sound so easy to be alive, but how am I supposed to seize this day if everything inside of me has died?"
~The Spill Canvas~
"Self-injurers are often bright, talented, creative achievers - perfectionists who push themselves beyond all human bounds, people-pleasers who cover their pain with a happy face."
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“Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything. Nothing is static, everything is evolving, everything is falling apart.”
-Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club-
~The Spill Canvas~
"Self-injurers are often bright, talented, creative achievers - perfectionists who push themselves beyond all human bounds, people-pleasers who cover their pain with a happy face."
~A Bright Red Scream~
“Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything. Nothing is static, everything is evolving, everything is falling apart.”
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**SA** **violence**
Dear T,
You still make me sick just when the thought of you crosses my head. It infuriates me that you don't realize what you did wrong. It wasn't "rape" to you. It was "normal." What's wrong with your girlfriend telling you no and you going ahead and doing it anyway? What's wrong with your girlfriend crying and telling you she doesn't want to do something, and you tying her down to the bed and trying to do it anyway?
EVERYTHING, THAT'S WHAT, YOU SICK MOTHERFUCKER.
I have not forgiven you. I don't know if I ever WILL be able to forgive you. I want it not to affect me anymore, but I don't think that I need to forgive you to get that.
I hate that I still have revenge fantasies about what I want to do to you. How I want to make you drink gasoline or motor oil, fasten leeches on your skin, chop off your fingers with hedge trimmers and rub broken glass and lemon juice onto them...
It's scary the depths of anger I feel when I think about you and what you did to me. I know that I could never act on them, but I would prefer not to have those thoughts in the first place.
And yet I do. Because of what YOU did to me. You sick, disgusting bastard, I hope you rot in Hell.
Dear T,
You still make me sick just when the thought of you crosses my head. It infuriates me that you don't realize what you did wrong. It wasn't "rape" to you. It was "normal." What's wrong with your girlfriend telling you no and you going ahead and doing it anyway? What's wrong with your girlfriend crying and telling you she doesn't want to do something, and you tying her down to the bed and trying to do it anyway?
EVERYTHING, THAT'S WHAT, YOU SICK MOTHERFUCKER.
I have not forgiven you. I don't know if I ever WILL be able to forgive you. I want it not to affect me anymore, but I don't think that I need to forgive you to get that.
I hate that I still have revenge fantasies about what I want to do to you. How I want to make you drink gasoline or motor oil, fasten leeches on your skin, chop off your fingers with hedge trimmers and rub broken glass and lemon juice onto them...
It's scary the depths of anger I feel when I think about you and what you did to me. I know that I could never act on them, but I would prefer not to have those thoughts in the first place.And yet I do. Because of what YOU did to me. You sick, disgusting bastard, I hope you rot in Hell.
We come in pieces. 
"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche
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"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
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I have given up. It feels great (at the moment). I'm looking forward to going back and getting in control and I don't care how weak or crappy it makes me feel. I am excited for it. I don't care anymore.
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Is something wrong, my love? please tell me...
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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A: YOU FUCKING LIAR... and the part that angers me the most is that I'm not all that mad.
DM: You don't want to know what I think about you... unless I'm somehow the luckiest person ever.
K: I'm scaring that I'm falling in love with you, for reals. I wish I could tell you how beautiful you are.
DM: You don't want to know what I think about you... unless I'm somehow the luckiest person ever.
K: I'm scaring that I'm falling in love with you, for reals. I wish I could tell you how beautiful you are.
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GET OUT OF MY HEAD AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! I DONT WANT TO CONSTANTLY THINK ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok 
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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I hope you realise how difficult it is to write my midterm paper when all I can think about is your lovely smile.
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I love you. Do you feel that way? because if u do you spend fuck all of your time showing it, dont u?
but nvm, i dont need u. ur just an insignificant person, i have others, and today YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BRING ME DOWN
but nvm, i dont need u. ur just an insignificant person, i have others, and today YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BRING ME DOWN
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♥ "Things haven't always been this bad, therefore, things won't always be this bad." ♥
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I look so fat and I don't want to go back to work tomorrow 
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D: You know what I was trying to achieve you fucking idiot
MUS: Shut the fuck up my husband is trying to sleep!
MUS: Shut the fuck up my husband is trying to sleep!
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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FG:Do you really like me or do you just think I'm pretty? I dont know why I keep talking to you but I cant stop..I like attention sometimes.Whats so wrong with that?
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I am SO SO SO lost! I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm wasting it and making myself ill. There is no POINT to my life!
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im so sick of this
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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xXelmoscaresmeXx
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i don't want to get help.
you weren't supposed to find out about my ed.
my weren't.
i don't wanna talk about it.
i don't wanna be 'healthy'
i wanna be 'xx'lbs.
i want to look sick.
i want to be sick.
i want people to look at me and be worried,
even if they don't know me.
i don't want to recover.
i know that there's a good chance that this will kill me.
i don't care.
i just want to be bones.
beautiful, beautiful.
bones.
you weren't supposed to find out about my ed.
my weren't.
i don't wanna talk about it.
i don't wanna be 'healthy'
i wanna be 'xx'lbs.
i want to look sick.
i want to be sick.
i want people to look at me and be worried,
even if they don't know me.
i don't want to recover.
i know that there's a good chance that this will kill me.
i don't care.
i just want to be bones.
beautiful, beautiful.
bones.
Last edited by xXelmoscaresmeXx on Thu Mar 04, 2010 9:38 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
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i'm sick of these secrets!!!!
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Chey Kizoxie
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you are up to something.... what are you on?
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fuck myself, im such an idiot!!! how could i forget that he has 2 msn addys??????? im such a shit bag!!!!!! i had forgetten all about him aswell, then i see him log on and now im talking gain. im so stupid. fuck my memory.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Chey Kizoxie
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incase you didnt know, yes i chuckled as I walked past your office
i chuckled cause im happy you are not working with me any more, not that i think you were doing anything to begin with.
i chuckled cause im happy you are not working with me any more, not that i think you were doing anything to begin with.
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I'm okay. Please don't worry. If you could see me then you'd realise there's nothing to be concerned about; I look and feel fine!
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