Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
i just want to b with u..ur all that matters
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
How DARE you say the things to me that you did! Who the fuck do you think you are?! I just hope that C sees you for who you really are when she's old enough to get it. You keep this shit and bullshiting up love, and that's EXACTLY what will happen!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Whywhywhywhywhywhy??
Not okay.
So, you want to know what is wrong? You are draining me. Every time we talk, it's some big ToDo about how you feel or how I feel. We always need to be sorting out some mess that you made or that I made. I'm somehow always making you insecure or depressed or what have you. If we hang out, it's a fuss over whether I'm going to stay over or not, if you can help me out or not, or if you are enough for me. You always worry that you seem too stupid, or are too annoying, are too clingy, or... the list goes so.
You aren't enough for me. You are TOO MUCH for me. I cannot deal with all of this bullshit. I can't tell you how excited I am for Christmas Break because it means, if nothing else, that I won't have to listen to your angst anymore. We aren't in middle school. We aren't in high school. This is ridiculous.
Not okay.
So, you want to know what is wrong? You are draining me. Every time we talk, it's some big ToDo about how you feel or how I feel. We always need to be sorting out some mess that you made or that I made. I'm somehow always making you insecure or depressed or what have you. If we hang out, it's a fuss over whether I'm going to stay over or not, if you can help me out or not, or if you are enough for me. You always worry that you seem too stupid, or are too annoying, are too clingy, or... the list goes so.
You aren't enough for me. You are TOO MUCH for me. I cannot deal with all of this bullshit. I can't tell you how excited I am for Christmas Break because it means, if nothing else, that I won't have to listen to your angst anymore. We aren't in middle school. We aren't in high school. This is ridiculous.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
i miss you and can't wait till you get back. I dont know if you know just how much you keep me from falling apart all together. I am only pretending to be able to get through this crazy times but I just dont think i can do this without your guidence.
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i didnt say this earlier, but im dead scared for my life, seriosuly. i know if this continues i will become a caged animal, a slave to my own feelings. caged into a mental helth centre.
See what i have become???? look at these on my arms, and tell me they are beautiful, something to be desired?????
i would trade my life to have them gone, yet i would trade my life to keep them. they are me, but they are nothing like me.
please dont start it, please dont start it
please
See what i have become???? look at these on my arms, and tell me they are beautiful, something to be desired?????
i would trade my life to have them gone, yet i would trade my life to keep them. they are me, but they are nothing like me.
please dont start it, please dont start it
please
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What have you turned me into?
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or just some hope that life will be better - magicmum
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--I wish I could tell you how much I hurt, but I can't bring myself to confront you on the way you treated me when I was younger. You have hurt me so much. I dont' know what else to say....
"Living up my life until the day I die" --Utada Hikaru
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im sorry
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
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*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
The other night when we were talking abut my SI and i statred crying, and telling you how sick i was of feeling so depressed, and how i felt like i was getting worse and worse.. i toldyou about those things but i wasto scared to tell you about the thoughts of SU (that i wouldnt go thrugh with)
things like stepping out infront of a car and doing something that would end me up ina hospital.
also, since i told you ive lost the security of hiding.. i feel like your going to see though it and so, if i feel i must hide i must hide Even More. the reason i feel i cant talk to you is because i dont know what to say. sometimes i feel scared of you.. or something
i just feel so guilty, allthough i already told you that. i wish i could tell you how long this hass been going on, and that i feel so trapped.
things like stepping out infront of a car and doing something that would end me up ina hospital.
also, since i told you ive lost the security of hiding.. i feel like your going to see though it and so, if i feel i must hide i must hide Even More. the reason i feel i cant talk to you is because i dont know what to say. sometimes i feel scared of you.. or something
i just feel so guilty, allthough i already told you that. i wish i could tell you how long this hass been going on, and that i feel so trapped.
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I think I'm crushing on you again.I wish I wasnt.How sad.
& PM's are ok with me!
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It's awkward between us because I still love you even though you hurt me.
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E- You're my friend, yes. But I just can't handle having you depend on me. I know that I'll just end up hurting you.
G- Don't talk during play rehearsals. You're awesome and funny, and a great friend, but I just can't handle anyone talking backstage. It makes me want to fucking scream. I am sorry that I yelled at you...but I'm not going to "chill out and have fun" by talking and joking around. If one person talks, the mics will fucking hear it. It only takes one person to ruin the entire play.
G- Don't talk during play rehearsals. You're awesome and funny, and a great friend, but I just can't handle anyone talking backstage. It makes me want to fucking scream. I am sorry that I yelled at you...but I'm not going to "chill out and have fun" by talking and joking around. If one person talks, the mics will fucking hear it. It only takes one person to ruin the entire play.
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Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
i love you
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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stop, please, please, just stop please, everything is just going going going. And I just need to stop.
Recovery is possible, I promise
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Expressions-----
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
I'm sorry I was such a failure. I should have tried harder, I know I should have. Things were so hard, I know you will never understand why, but please believe me that it was either the way things were - the things you had to see and hear which I will never forgive myself for - or I did something that would have made me leave you. I'm sorry. I will eternally be tormented by this. I love you so much.
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Oftentimes all we need is a thought or a message to help us see another side to the problem,
or just some hope that life will be better - magicmum
Hugs & PM's are fine
The Truth that can set Souls Free is Buried within Sweet Pandemonium
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Okay you spamnuts in the IT room with me, it's a QUIET computing area. So...some tips for it okay:
Jason
- Put your phone on at least vibrate so you can feel you got a message or call rather than making noises everytime you get text messages.
- Also turn off the noises that are made everytime you push a fucking button.
- When there is a phone call, answer it OUTSIDE rather than just going "Hello?" inside on the computer.
- If you feel like answering with the person opposite you very loudly, go outside and do so.
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How could you...You broke the last pieces of my heart.
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Whoever abandoned that little sweet kitten.... may you be a mouse in your next couple of lives....
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Who do I have a crush on in this school?
...you.
...you.
Recovery is possible, I promise
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Expressions-----
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
...
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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