Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

[awake.unafraid]

I feel like everyone thinks i'm faking.

Why would I chose this?

[stripysocks4christ]

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i havnt been eating properly. and i know it. i just wont admit it..... cos i cant bear to put on any more weight.......










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[steady hands]

part of me loves the idea of living on my own because it means I can just withdraw from everything that much more.

[VowsOfSadness]

I picked a fight cause I was using, because I was insecure.

[LoverlyLaurie]

i might force myself to purge and i know i shouldn't

[vampirelover]

i wanna be with my ex

[snowangel_03]

I know things won't be alright and I know it's turned me into a hypocrite but I'm still here coz I love him.

[stripysocks4christ]

Yesterday:

im scared. and i know i shouldnt be. but i dont know how to handle life. i cant do this by myself anymore. but im too proud to ask for help. im just so so scared....

[Callisto]

Even though I wouldn't take you back even if you beg....It still pisses me off that you were willing to give up a better paid job and stay for her after less than 8 weeks when you wouldn't even consider a long-distance relationship when it was me.

[Kaelyn]

I just pretend. I pretend I'm fine again. I pretend I have a sense of what I want in future and am working on it.
But I'm not fine. I'm still in pain. I feel empty. cold. I can't see a future for myself. Don't even want to maybe. When will it end?

[SplinteredGirl]

i dont dislike you because your prettier then me..
but maybe because its so easy for you to be happy

[VowsOfSadness]

I couldn't sleep so they gave me sleeping pills. Then I slept. When I took them I slept WAY too much. Then I started abusing them to get high. Then I decided to stop. I couldn't sleep because I had to get used to being off them. So when I finally did I slept like a charm. Now I'm back to normal. Which means I'm back to not sleep. Almost not sleeping at all.

And i honestly don't know where to go from here.

[xXelmoscaresmeXx]

i'm not afraid of cutting too deep anymore...

[marshmallowfluff]

i would kill myself if I wasn't scared of failing and being disabled for the rest of my life.

[Chey Kizoxie]

im glad you reschedualed cause im too worn out to bother with cleaning at the moment, happy to put it off though i still wish we could meet tomorrow just to get it over with.

[xXelmoscaresmeXx]

I don't want to stop.

92.0...i want to see 80. 80 is perfect.

[VowsOfSadness]

I think if I show you too much attention you'll lose interest in me, so sometimes I just ignore you.

[VowsOfSadness]

I didn't want to sleep with you.

[loss]

I dreamt that I was dying, and once it was over I woke up. When I realized I was still alive I almost cried for the first time in six months.

[Megs074]

my mom died 7 months ago and i think i'm finally coming to terms with it. the fact that i'm losing control scares me more than anything