Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Sun Sep 13, 2009 8:28 pm

i hate that im still eating. even tho i need to and it hurts you to see me starve...
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Post by Lynds » Sun Sep 13, 2009 10:27 pm

I hate that you're dealing again. I know you need the money and I still hate it. No buts about it.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Sep 14, 2009 2:22 am

I dont want to eat ever again

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Post by myfriendscallmeerika » Mon Sep 14, 2009 3:07 am

even tho i feel u was in the wrong, it still freakin bothers me that i made you mad. and i think thats silly

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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Mon Sep 14, 2009 4:56 am

Please don't read...

, why. why would you even do that. i was fine until your name came up, C. i'm so scared. i'm so scared. i'm most scared of the possibility that they're right, and that by coming here i've sealed my fate. that i'm never going to get better. i'm so scared. i really am.
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Post by jadestarwalking » Mon Sep 14, 2009 5:41 am

you torture me every day. I hate it, I need to get out of my head.
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Post by Giant_Japanese_Robot » Mon Sep 14, 2009 4:30 pm

Why am I always the one left to deal with this?
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Post by guest567 » Mon Sep 14, 2009 10:19 pm

M - thank you for being the only one out of my kitchen full of people to acknowledge me and chat to me. You didn't have to, seeing as none of you were my friends but the fact you did was appreciated and noticed.

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Sep 15, 2009 9:28 pm

*ed*
I am greedy and FAT.
I used to have self-control. I am re-gaining it because I want to be tiny. I want to be bones.

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Post by snowangel_03 » Tue Sep 15, 2009 9:32 pm

Whoever it is that's spreading shit about me, you don't fucking have the right, you don't fucking know me. Grow the fuck up.
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Post by pelagic » Sat Sep 19, 2009 8:19 am

Wow. You're fucking stupid.
I'm getting rid of everything shitty in my life. You cause nothing but problems for me. I'm getting rid of you. Deal with it.

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Post by strider 151 » Sun Sep 20, 2009 12:52 am

1) why why why. why must you over react at every little thing?

2) i know you probably deserve another chance, everyone does, but its so dam hard. its hard enough to look at you after what you did to those innocent people. they where neutral for f sake. if they where biased, maybe i would have understood, but nah. and i have to live with you. as if i havnt been through enough. i know ur ill, but its so hard

3) i want to move out. i dont know how/what to tell you because i know you wil be angry and i dont wanna upset you or get shouted at.......


btw thanks all for this board, i can vent my feelings without taking it out on anyone. thanks x :1grhug:
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Post by strider 151 » Sun Sep 20, 2009 12:54 am

*kitty*
thanks for being there for me through everything, your more then i deserve. :1love:
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Post by stripysocks4christ » Sun Sep 20, 2009 2:01 pm

no im not kimmi. im not nearly enuf of wot you deserve. your special and amazing. dont put yourself down hun...

luvs you babes. :1hug:
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"Let Go and Let God"
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"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."


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Post by guest567 » Mon Sep 21, 2009 11:09 pm

I am disappointed in you. You watched me look for it for over two hours getting more and more frustrated and you didn't say anything. I don't think it was either of you but I do think it was your friend for whatever reason and the fact you let them is disappointing. I would expect better from you.

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Post by kalayla » Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:43 am

i can't do it :-?
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Post by calypso » Wed Sep 23, 2009 3:13 pm

It doesn't look from the outside as if I've come far at all, as if I'm still sliding down the same sand dune as you once caught a glimpse of me on, in a short break from your self absorption. But it's me staring at the ceiling of my mind, not you. Streaks are being wiped clear, over and over, and the scrapes on my palms from clearing away the rubble are healing. I can feel comfort in melodies and in her voice and in slivers of sunlight. Choosing to fall is a danger, but sometimes danger is as soothing as tea with milk and one. So wave to me as I lean backwards, ignore the laughter in my eyes and just say goodbye.

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Sep 23, 2009 8:18 pm

oh fuck off! you really are so arrogant and up your own ass!

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Post by Callisto » Thu Sep 24, 2009 5:08 pm

The more time I spend here the further away I feel from it. It's like there's an ever increasing chasm between me and most of the people here...and yknow what, I'm glad of it because I don't want to be like that anymore. I want to be happy and content and full of life.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Sep 24, 2009 5:37 pm

I miss you :cry:
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