Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

[Dorky&Weird2]

I'm sick of hiding my scars,physical and mental. I want everyone to see me as I am and not judge,but I know it wont happen.Its always good to dream...

[amyfairy]

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I binged this morning but then I will restrict to compensate. I really fucking hate this!!!!!

[snowangel_03]

I'm scared I might be pregnant.

[MusicalMorphine]

It almost makes me laugh when you say you don't want me to get depressed, but it also confirms that you can never know about any of it.

[WorkDaySarcasm]

It still hurts you know.

[jadestarwalking]

I don't know if I am going to be able to work when I get out of school, I think I am going to have to be disabled because I can't handle people anymore.

[Sprinklez]

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Today in math, I looked down and the words "huge, fat, gross, etc" ran through my mind. This is the first in about a month. I think the problems I'm having with my boyfriend may have something to do with it.

[jadestarwalking]

I keep taking more meds then I should because what I am taking isn't really helping, and I keep binging and it is making me feel fat.

[Dorky&Weird2]

I want to see you.

[kalayla]

I really fucking hate myself

[stripysocks4christ]

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to me i look so fat. im scared to eat. im scared people will think im ugly. i wish i was beautiful... i cant go to anyone because they will all say 'oh! but you need to eat!!' im sick and tired of it. urgh!!
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[WorkDaySarcasm]

I've been so triggered lately.

I'm so undisciplined. As much as I want to change this, it's for the wrong or odd reasons..

[marshmallowfluff]

i feel like im slipping very much back to what i used to be like; no coping mechanisms apart from those that involve self-destructing.







i'm not sure if i want to go to university anymore. i leave in 9 days and have never been so scared in my life.

[jadestarwalking]

I think I may be addicted to pain killers

[Sprinklez]

I've been triggered more times than I can count this week. But when he asks, I lie, he doesn't need to worry about me..

[Dorky&Weird2]

Happy birthday...I wish I could tell you...but you might be scared off.

[WorkDaySarcasm]

I really want to feel okay and safe being here but even though I'm trying I really don't....and it's making me tempted to go back to an forum I shouldn't really go back to.

[Roxi]

Sometimes I want to relapse - even when nothing is wrong - just to feel the chaos I miss.

[amyfairy]

I'm a bad person as I just upset my two Chinese housemates.
I apologised but I still feel awful
I wasn't laughing at them, just the complete misunderstanding of the conversation but I made them feel really bad. I haven't been thinking of their feelings at all. I'm so horrible and I feel really guilty.

[xXelmoscaresmeXx]

I b/p once...and I hate that it made me feel better.