Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
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your so kind and helpful but I hurt you every time i do this. I'm so sorry. I wish you could see how sorry i am. and i love you. I hate that I do this that I don't want to stop, but that it uhrts you every time I do this. I don't know how to help me and you... I don't want you to leave...
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LoverlyLaurie is my soul sister
Roxi is my twisted sister
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=135967 <<<My Place (please read and comment; it are lonely here )
LoverlyLaurie is my soul sister
Roxi is my twisted sister
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I don't care. I don't care. I couldn't give a damn. Doesn't matter at all. ONly a week left anyway. If he says no, it's fine. If he doesn't respond, it's also just fine. It does not matter. I DO NOT CARE.
But please respond favourably. I'm sorry it was an email.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY. Unless it's "sure, let's meet up". In which case I do indeed care. Otherwise, I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK
But please respond favourably. I'm sorry it was an email.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY. Unless it's "sure, let's meet up". In which case I do indeed care. Otherwise, I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK
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It doesn't matter anymore.
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You don't deserve the praise you get because nothing's really changed except perhaps the fact that you're now better at hiding what you're doing so you can get your own way.
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Would things have been different if he hadn't been there? Would you have even wanted me if I wasn't drunk and high?
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i've put on weight and none of my old clothes fit my properly anymore. i devote so much time to hating my body. i just feel horrible about it, words can't describe it. nothing looks right, everything looks wrong on me, because my body is so wrong at the moment. i just want to lose some weight. i'm so frustrated at myself and fed up of all of this! i can't be happy with my body at this weight. FAT is all i see, everywhere.
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It was really good to see you tonight, there were many funny times. Although some of the things you said I think you said without thinking and they stung a little.
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mommy,
can i please come home now?
love,
your oldest daughter
can i please come home now?
love,
your oldest daughter
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I feel so anxious.
I was speeding a little as I was going downhill and I made a half hour detour to go back and check for speed cameras and then I've spent an hour trying to work out my route on a speed camera map on the internet to see if there was one. I don't even think there was but I can't get it out of my freaking mind. And what can I do about it now, anyway? Arghhhh I can't concentrate on anything else, stupid stupid anxiety and stupid OCD.
I was speeding a little as I was going downhill and I made a half hour detour to go back and check for speed cameras and then I've spent an hour trying to work out my route on a speed camera map on the internet to see if there was one. I don't even think there was but I can't get it out of my freaking mind. And what can I do about it now, anyway? Arghhhh I can't concentrate on anything else, stupid stupid anxiety and stupid OCD.
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Don't let me down
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for the love of God make up your ever loving fucking mind.
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I want to hate you, but I just can't.
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C: thank you for responding favourably. Please... conversation and maybe snogging. That's all I ask. And not to pull out an "I'm seeing someone". I don't want to hear that again.
A: Money---> mouth. Got it? Great!
Myself: keep your head for fucks sake.
A: Money---> mouth. Got it? Great!
Myself: keep your head for fucks sake.
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Fuck you! She's my daughter too y'know...
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I love you. Please don't run from me anymore. I love you so much.
Why won't you talk to me anymore? I just want to hold your hand. I just want to hold your in my arms. I want to feel your warmth. I want to hear your sweet voice. I love you , Jo.
Why won't you talk to me anymore? I just want to hold your hand. I just want to hold your in my arms. I want to feel your warmth. I want to hear your sweet voice. I love you , Jo.
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I think you'd love what I'm spinnin' now. We grew up with it.
I miss you.
I miss you.
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i'm not bipolar! listen to me!!
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They can always fly away from this rain and this cold
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Why can't you see that because I can't forget or forgive you, we can't fix this.
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stop whining at me that your not the most important person in my life anymore. that's how life works....kid is born, mom is most important person in universe, kid grows up and finds someone to marry/spend life with, that person becomes most important. you can't be my first priority anymore, he is. it doesn't mean I don't love you, it doesn't mean I don't want to do everything I can for you...but ultimately his wants are more important than yours.
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I am more than just my diagnoses!
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