Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by calypso » Sun Aug 09, 2009 2:47 pm

i'm trying hard but i ust don't give a fuck sometimes. si justb works, i cann't reall help wanting it. fuck fuck fuck fuck nfuck fucking fuck. this is not ok, and you haven't even noticed. woohoo, just for something ifferent.
fuck fuck fuck fuck.
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Post by Callisto » Mon Aug 10, 2009 11:06 am

I hurt myself on Friday...for the first time in over 12 months...and part of me wanted you to notice, but now part of me is scared that not only did you notice, but you've put 2 and 2 together and come up to 4. I hope not, because I know how sad you'd be inside if you did.
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Post by pretty » Tue Aug 11, 2009 4:48 pm

A big part of me wants to try again now. A big part of me doesn't want to tell you that we should be more careful already.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Aug 11, 2009 5:38 pm

I slept with my ex to try to get him back. He said thanks. Not exactly what I wanted to hear.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Aug 11, 2009 6:06 pm

your job is to organize people's schedule.... so do you mind SCHEDULING PROPERLY FOR ONCE!
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Post by jadestarwalking » Wed Aug 12, 2009 1:27 am

When I go back to school, I am going to have to hide my si and I kind of don't want to.
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Post by steady hands » Fri Aug 14, 2009 8:10 am

I am TERRIFIED to start college by myself.

holy hell.
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Post by jadestarwalking » Sat Aug 15, 2009 4:25 am

I really hate my body even though I fake confidence about myself.
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Post by jadestarwalking » Mon Aug 17, 2009 5:40 pm

I was addicted to pain killers and I never told anyone
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Post by septemberstorm11 » Tue Aug 25, 2009 11:38 pm

I want to be alone.
I like to be alone.

Is that so wrong?
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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Thu Aug 27, 2009 4:26 pm

I'm not sure if I want to stop anymore. I'm not even sure I ever did...I feel so much better when I'm bleeding...
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Aug 28, 2009 11:25 pm

you're the love of my life.
i dont know much, but i know that.
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Post by steady hands » Sun Aug 30, 2009 5:20 am

I am trying so hard not to fall back into my old ways.
But I feel like I'm never going to be strong enough to beat this.

does it ever end?
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Post by Artemisia » Sun Aug 30, 2009 11:50 am

i didn't want to be near him for a while. will my anger destroy this relationship? will i ever let her go completely? will i ever forget about it?
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Aug 30, 2009 4:00 pm

Im not letting you slow me down...
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Aug 30, 2009 9:45 pm

I'm covered in scars - what's a few more?
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Post by Jamas » Mon Aug 31, 2009 4:26 am

I have refused to or failed to help people who needed help.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Sep 05, 2009 5:48 am

I'm tired of being around the heroin, & the painkillers, & the weed.
And I know I'm supposed to be better than that, I was supposed to be the good one who helped him after rehab, but I did it. I tried it. I caved.
*Challenges welcome*
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Post by jadestarwalking » Sat Sep 05, 2009 6:32 am

I take extra meds sometimes because I can't handle it without them
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