I'm proud of myself today because....
because pink colour has been a trigger for me because i had no control and it was always a gift as an appology that lasted a day at most before the hurt started again...
anyways i am proud cause I was in control, coloured my nails pink because I had the choice and control over the colour and I was doing it for myself so I had a reason to think good about pink.
anyways i am proud cause I was in control, coloured my nails pink because I had the choice and control over the colour and I was doing it for myself so I had a reason to think good about pink.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I have not SI'd in 4 days despite being very triggered and sleep deprived, which is usually when I slip
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
... even though I was feeling awful, triggered, depressed, and sad, I went to my yoga class anyway... I even put myself in the front row!
"She says she's tired of life... she must be tired of something...."
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I didnt' SI today even though it was really stressful
I added one new food and didn't panic
Instead of b/ping anymore, I went on a walk to the park
I added one new food and didn't panic
Instead of b/ping anymore, I went on a walk to the park
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I'm proud of myself today because...
When I couldn't sleep last night because all I could think about was SI, I went to sleep and never acted on it
: I bought a new book today (getting new books makes me happy)
I drove through the busy part of town twice today, and driving really stresses me out, but I was okay.
L
When I couldn't sleep last night because all I could think about was SI, I went to sleep and never acted on it
: I bought a new book today (getting new books makes me happy)
I drove through the busy part of town twice today, and driving really stresses me out, but I was okay.
L
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I called promptly to say something was broken.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
im proud of myself today because:
i ignored the feeling to SI and it went away and i was able to be happy around my friends
i didnt panic too much over exams and other stuff going on at school
i comforted a friend
and i told someone when i was feeling rubbish. i didnt keep it to myself
(last one) and i ate most of my lunch
i ignored the feeling to SI and it went away and i was able to be happy around my friends
i didnt panic too much over exams and other stuff going on at school
i comforted a friend
and i told someone when i was feeling rubbish. i didnt keep it to myself
(last one) and i ate most of my lunch
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
im not stressing out about my move in two days
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
well done
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"
"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13
"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
thanks
I went out for a nice walk and payed my bills
I enjoyed my walk
I went out for a nice walk and payed my bills
I enjoyed my walk
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I just now managed not to cut. I don't know how or even why I did it really, but i managed. Still on the road to six months without it.
"She says she's tired of life... she must be tired of something...."
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I made it through the day.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
i didn't si.
i went out despite being anxious.
i didn't waste money buying things i didn't want.
i went out despite being anxious.
i didn't waste money buying things i didn't want.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
although I let my ex lean on me for support I did not let his situation be "our" situation. I have to keep my head above water so I think I did a good job at finding a median.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a
I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
I always love a
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I didn't act out on my ED
There's sometimes a weird benefit to having an alcoholic, violent father. He really motivated me in that I never wanted to be anything like him.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=128862"> *Scooters Place*
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i tried. today that was all i could do
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I always love a
I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
I always love a
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
Re: I'm proud of myself today because....
I'm proud of myself because I walked away from a situation that could have escalated, I helped the environment (and my pocket) by recycling bottles and cans, I cut up a paper plate instead of myself, and I can still do an excellent arabesque even though it's been years since I was in ballet.
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i'm proud of myself today because...
i made a new friend.
i texted a girl who i went to school with who i figured probably SI'd too. She said she still does and doesn't mind if we meet and talk about stuff. that makes me feel better.
<3
L
i made a new friend.
i texted a girl who i went to school with who i figured probably SI'd too. She said she still does and doesn't mind if we meet and talk about stuff. that makes me feel better.
<3
L
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The needle tears a hole. The old familiar sting. Try to kill it all the way. But I remember everything.
And you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
♥ Artemesia is my soul sister ♥
My You Tube
The needle tears a hole. The old familiar sting. Try to kill it all the way. But I remember everything.
And you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
♥ Artemesia is my soul sister ♥
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