last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by snowangel_03 » Mon Mar 02, 2009 6:21 pm

I'm doing a challenge in Nest and I want to complete it.
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Post by zombiepeople » Mon Mar 02, 2009 9:31 pm

I can't exactly answer this now, but as of this particular moment, because I promised my dad I wouldn't do anything until I can talk to my T this afternoon
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Post by a7xcncangel » Thu Jun 11, 2009 12:24 am

:lgrnstar: summer is here and I don't want to worry about covering up wounds
:lblstar: I've gone 90 days and am so close to 100. I don't want to have to start all over again
:lgrnstar: I know it's harder to get "clean" than it is to stay "clean"
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Post by ChangeTheWorld » Thu Jun 11, 2009 3:36 am

because i am sick of looking at my ugly scars all over my stupid ugly body
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Post by scooter » Thu Jul 02, 2009 1:49 am

because i thought about how after wards i will just feel guilty and that will make me want to cut again because of the guilt and the circle goes on an on...
There's sometimes a weird benefit to having an alcoholic, violent father. He really motivated me in that I never wanted to be anything like him.

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Post by jadestarwalking » Thu Jul 02, 2009 1:52 am

because I have 4 infected burns right now and I don't want to add a fith.
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Post by SaraiStar » Thu Jul 02, 2009 2:15 am

because I'm getting so close to six months...
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Jul 02, 2009 1:59 pm

because I can find ways of having control without hurting myself
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Post by amyfairy » Tue Jul 07, 2009 10:53 pm

i don't do that anymore. i think it will help but it won't.
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Post by guest567 » Tue Jul 07, 2009 11:24 pm

because I needed to be able to wear strappy tops.
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Post by Shark~Bait » Tue Jul 07, 2009 11:29 pm

There were bigger things than my crap going on and i had to pull together to be here for someone else.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Jul 08, 2009 8:40 pm

i was wanting to talk to someone and get help more then I wanted to SI.
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Post by *pixie dust* » Wed Jul 08, 2009 9:50 pm

Because I'm going to a party on Saturday and I can't afford to have scars all down my arms :-?

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Jul 08, 2009 9:53 pm

i am worth more than that. apparently. :-?
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Jul 08, 2009 10:02 pm

because i have enough scars and i dont want to explain to the kids i worked with why i have new injuries
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Post by zombiepeople » Thu Jul 09, 2009 5:00 am

I have lots of scars and don't want to hurt the people who care about me like that any more.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Jul 09, 2009 1:47 pm

I wanted to turn my negative urges into good productive energy and actions.
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Post by LoverlyLaurie » Fri Jul 10, 2009 3:54 am

i'm on day 4, i just saw a new therapist and i don't want to let him down...and because reading makes me feel better than SI right now, so i'll take it!

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Post by LoverlyLaurie » Sat Jul 11, 2009 8:17 am

i read what i put yesterday...and i know it's true and i need to believe it...

Last time i wanted to SI, i didn't because...
i'd rather escape in my new book than hurt myself, even though it's really hard, i know i can do it
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Post by 5th section » Mon Jul 27, 2009 2:30 am

I heard from her :)

and she once said she didn't want to worry about me...so I won't give her reason to...
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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