Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by a7xcncangel » Tue Jun 16, 2009 12:39 am

confused and frustrated with myself for causing this confusion...
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Post by amyfairy » Tue Jun 16, 2009 6:41 pm

:)

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Post by ReineDuSommeil » Tue Jun 16, 2009 6:59 pm

fed up
bored
fat
disgusting
unworthy
loved

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Jun 16, 2009 10:30 pm

wanted
confued
a little anxious
tired
fat
guilty
excited
happy

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Jun 16, 2009 11:20 pm

mm okish

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Post by Eisa » Tue Jun 16, 2009 11:39 pm

horrible
guilty
tearful
shitty
hurtful
hurting
worthless
We come in pieces. :pinkstar:

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Wed Jun 17, 2009 6:10 am

like I wish I had enough money to afford to live by myself. :-?
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Post by calypso » Wed Jun 17, 2009 4:24 pm

so fucking triggered.

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Post by a7xcncangel » Wed Jun 17, 2009 6:50 pm

anxious
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Wed Jun 17, 2009 9:01 pm

like an outcast
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Post by amyfairy » Wed Jun 17, 2009 9:05 pm

:blush:

wanted, girly, crushing

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Post by SaraiStar » Thu Jun 18, 2009 3:58 am

Awwwww! (sorry, that was in response to AmyFairy) :)

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Post by zombiepeople » Thu Jun 18, 2009 4:06 am

depressed, anxious and really tired
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Post by MapleSyrup » Thu Jun 18, 2009 6:48 am

*lang* *si* *su*







... like a complete idiot
... like getting out a tool
... slightly suicidal, but more than normal
... like I might finally be able to sleep, even though I have to get up in 4 hours
... like a whore
... like I have rarely hated myself or been as disgusted with myself as much as I am right now
... like I will never understand anyone
... rejected, used, stupid, naive, shaken, crushed, utterly confused and thoroughly beat down
... thankful I have at least one friend IRL who also doesn't sleep much and could distract me
... cared for, but not enough to make it totally better

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Jun 18, 2009 12:04 pm

happy
giddy
silly
far too strong of a cup of coffee i think

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Post by vampirelover » Thu Jun 18, 2009 1:27 pm

loved
fat
confused
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Jun 18, 2009 6:31 pm

anxious & confused

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Post by amyfairy » Fri Jun 19, 2009 8:36 pm

shit :cry:
which isn't a proper feeling ... so tired, sad, anxious, fed up, worried

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Post by strmdncr » Fri Jun 19, 2009 9:53 pm

achy/sore
tired
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Post by xunwrittenx » Fri Jun 19, 2009 10:22 pm

colddd D: ((turn down the AC))
worn out ((in a good way :P))
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