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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Spidey » Sun Apr 26, 2009 12:28 am

It's a good place to _____.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Apr 26, 2009 12:46 am

shut your windows the whole world dosnt want to hear your constant LOUD parties and drunk conversations
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Post by Dandelion » Sun Apr 26, 2009 6:02 am

I'm sorry that I can't tell you how I feel. I know you must be frustrated, but I'm just too much of a coward. I just can't get the fucking words to come out right, please don't give up on me.
Let's show them all how it's done, let's do it all imperfectly.

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Post by Eva » Sun Apr 26, 2009 2:10 pm

- I don't want you in my life anymore. You can't give me what I want. You don't care about me and you don't respect me. Go away and NEVER come back. If you could just see me as I am and not try to change me. I wish you were sad too...

- I'm tired of you all. Now I will isolate myself. I guess you won't even notice. I hate you.

- I miss you. All the time. I wish I could turn back time and we could start over again, but with only the good things this time. I want you and only you. I'm searching and searching, but can't find a replacemente for you. And I never will, cause there's only one you. But you will never be mine...I know that :(
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Post by vampirelover » Sun Apr 26, 2009 2:20 pm

im afraid im slipping backwards into depression
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Apr 26, 2009 3:46 pm

im feeling good. dont ruin it. I dont have to come over.
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Post by Eva » Sun Apr 26, 2009 9:13 pm

Please please please love me (again). I want you back. I want you to want me. I need you so much. Can't you just love me...can't you just want me... :cry:
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Apr 27, 2009 9:36 pm

fuck i hate this. i'm so hungry and want to eat but nothing feels safe and if i start eating, i don't trust myself not to binge. i hate feeling hungry and i hate having to feel it. i lie and pretend i don't get hungry but i do. but i can't stop the hunger because my head is fucked up about food at the moment. i've already eaten too much, even though it's obviously not a lot. :cry:
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Apr 27, 2009 10:00 pm

I want to sleep and not wake up for a long time.
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Post by Eva » Tue Apr 28, 2009 6:58 pm

- I don't think I'm interested in you anymore :( Not when you act like that. Please...just be normal...

- I love you
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Apr 28, 2009 7:01 pm

thank you

for all youve done


and all you are going to do


ur my saviour
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Post by Eva » Tue Apr 28, 2009 10:29 pm

You have done it again. This time it feels different. I have to be different. This time it's real.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Apr 29, 2009 1:23 am

would you please call i dont want to be selfish but I do have a life to live i cant just sit by my phone and wait for you
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Post by strider 151 » Wed Apr 29, 2009 7:37 am

sorry i cant be perfect
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Apr 29, 2009 1:43 pm

can you please hurry
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Post by amyfairy » Wed Apr 29, 2009 11:06 pm

i'm fucking pissed at myself for having a mini-binge but what do i expect when i starve myself all day. i wasn;t hungry though, i didn't need it and now i feel disgusting and i'll probably gain weight and i fucking hate this! :cry: i was feeling good about myself as i'd lost weight. loser.
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Post by amyfairy » Wed Apr 29, 2009 11:11 pm

I should have just slept and not eaten, messed up big time - I've lost all control. :cry:
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Post by strider 151 » Wed Apr 29, 2009 11:24 pm

i wish you hadnt given up

it was a test of faith and you just gave up

after everything u told me, eveything i believed

i would give my life to see you saved

please

i dont want to see you go 2 hell
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Apr 29, 2009 11:32 pm

I hate this not being able to breath properly. I wish I could figure out what is wrong with me
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Post by Spidey » Thu Apr 30, 2009 12:31 am

Chey Kizoxie wrote:I hate this not being able to breath properly. I wish I could figure out what is wrong with me
Get yourself checked out, hun.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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