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Post by Stefani140 » Mon Apr 13, 2009 10:31 pm

yes I'm mad at you, your damn fuckin right I'm mad at you. you decide that for no particular reason your going to get totally wasted...while talking to me. am I really that unbearable? is that how you have to pass the time talking to me? and you'll be completely useless to talk to me later because you'll be passed out...keep saying you won't but I know you. so yeah, I think when you tell me that you'll be supportive of me today and be there for me and then decide to spend your time drunk....I have a damn good reason to be mad at you.
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Mon Apr 13, 2009 10:50 pm

K - I know you run the place, but how about showing an example before I show you up BIG time and put you in your place? You are a risk of losing your job very VERY quickly...the boss said so. I sincerely hope reality kicks you in the arse sooner rather than later.
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Post by Sprinklez » Tue Apr 14, 2009 1:53 am

A-
You fucking slut.
Can't you see what you're doing?
You turning into alyssa!
She's finally gotten to you.
Yes, you had sex.
That doesn't make you a whore.
It was one guy, who you were dating.
And I bet at the time it felt right, didn't it?
Now you want to fuck this new guy, who you've been dating for less then a week?
A fucking week?
You stupid fucking slut!
This isn't you.
I miss the old you.
The well behaved you.
I need that girl back.
This isn't my best friend, this isn't the girl I've been in love with since the seventh grade!
It breaks my heart when guys hurt you.
Why can't you see that dammit!?
You're setting yourself up for another heartbreak.
And this time, I can't promise I'll be there to catch you when you fall.
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Post by zombiepeople » Tue Apr 14, 2009 3:32 am

I feel betrayed...why did you stop talking to me...is your life so busy you dont' have time for me anymore. You always told me you cared about me and I was so important in your life...but you haven't even bothered to call and say hi or get together in more than a month :(
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Tue Apr 14, 2009 3:18 pm

The quicker you lose your fucking jobs the better...
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Post by Eva » Tue Apr 14, 2009 6:37 pm

Do you think of me sometimes? Or have you forgotten all about me? :cry:

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Post by Sprinklez » Wed Apr 15, 2009 6:20 am

k-
really?
is your life that fucking important that you dont care anymore??
after all the shit i've had to deal with, you cant even accept me as a friend?
all that fucking crap you put me through, saving your fucking life from yourself, and i'm not good enough?
what about that 'relationship'
remember the hugs, the kisses, the "love"??
what the fucking hell happened to that??
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Apr 15, 2009 7:26 am

Today it hurt me that you said I was acting weird & retarded. Sometimes you get this look in your face like you love me, but you can't deal with me at that moment. I used to get that look when I had to take care of my ex, when I had to baby her, and I would think I'm too fucking young to do this.

It makes me recoil.

But the point is, maybe the point is karma is a bitch. You said when I would joke around I would hurt your feelings. I don't know if you were joking or not, I know you didn't mean to be hurtful but it hurt.

Because I am very sensitive to the whole "stupid" thing right now. Because of some things he said the other day that really hurt me. Then to hear you beat around the same bush even though not even 1/100th as serious.

It hurt. I felt like shutting down. I felt like crying. I felt like I'll always be stupid. :cry:
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Post by Callisto » Wed Apr 15, 2009 4:55 pm

I can honestly say that you're one of only 2 people on this earth who's driven me to hate. I hate you. You are a lying, selfish, manipulative bitch....and I will never forgive you for the way you invaded my privacy and attacked me for no reason whatsoever. I only hope that some day everyone will see you for what you really are.

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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Apr 15, 2009 6:24 pm

You don't even fucking get it! You think this is about who's right and who's wrong...and ITS NOT! I have had it with just sitting around and smiling and pretending everything is peachy when you hurt me over and over and over. I'm tired of ignoring the fact that you've been a jackass just for the sake of not arguing. Its time for you to grow the fuck up and learn that its not always about being right or you being hurt...there is a world out there that doesn't revolve around your self-absorbed ass.
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Post by Joseph » Fri Apr 17, 2009 12:34 am

You stupid fuck you are going to get yourself fired and maybe you two managers because you are listening to a bitch who hates you and another who does not care.
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Post by raisin » Fri Apr 17, 2009 3:29 am

Be quiet. Please, please be quiet.
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Post by Beasty » Fri Apr 17, 2009 4:33 am

dont forget
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Post by DecemberLivy » Fri Apr 17, 2009 11:55 am

I'm going to miss you like hell
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Post by Stefani140 » Fri Apr 17, 2009 6:35 pm

Remember when you said I'd never have to feel second best again....yesterday? Well, guess what? You did it again. :cry:
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Post by Eva » Sat Apr 18, 2009 8:47 am

- If you could be normal. If you could change. If you could fall in love with me again. Then we could be great together. I still love you. I'm afraid I always will.

- I still think about you. Do you even remember me?

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Post by kermit » Sat Apr 18, 2009 2:13 pm

What I'm doing is a big deal. Notice that.
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Post by zombiepeople » Sat Apr 18, 2009 2:33 pm

I miss you mom...I'll probably never get to tell you...if I ever do when you get out of prison, will you even care?
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Post by ultimate starshine » Sat Apr 18, 2009 3:23 pm

You keep telling me im different
but i cant tell you why.
its not becuase i dont want to. im doing it to protect you. I dont want you to be a part of my fucked up exiostence. i only want you to see me when im not so fucked up.
its for you oim doing this.
im sorry.
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Post by 5th section » Mon Apr 20, 2009 11:19 pm

please get in touch. You've no idea how much it would mean.
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