Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Stefani140 » Tue Mar 10, 2009 5:51 pm

You can't say something that would imply I'm an attention seeking bitch and then wonder why I get upset. I say its not something I do intentionally, you say you don't believe that...and still wonder why I'm mad. Then when I do get mad, you take it all back because you "didn't mean it that way". Like fuck you didn't.
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Post by Eva » Tue Mar 10, 2009 6:01 pm

I hate you!!!! Why do you behave like this?? You are fucked up, and I'm fucked up for hanging on. I should leave. Right now. But I can't.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Mar 10, 2009 11:23 pm

I was trying to be meaan on purpose so that you will want to leave now instead of later when you go on ML. It would be so much easier if you just left now so try not to put up with my grumpy shit. dont you see im trying to make you go away. its for the best.

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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Mar 11, 2009 6:55 pm

please please please just leave it alone. just let it go. if you keep asking, I'm going to tell you..and then I'll feel bad for telling you. please, I am begging you just to leave it.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu Mar 12, 2009 1:13 am

I miss and love you very much. I should tell you more often. I think that's the problem, people don't tell you they love you enough- or you don't let them. You're beyond special.
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Post by Rorah » Thu Mar 12, 2009 3:44 am

I just want you to come and give me a hug. I just want to know you care.

I wish you could come back to me. I miss you. :blueheart:

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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Thu Mar 12, 2009 3:46 am

"j"-will you just ask me already!
i dont know how long i can wait :(


mom-why are u so selfish? we are ur own kids! hello did u ever think about that? or are u too busy being a pushover to him then saying that u hate him? :roll:
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Mar 13, 2009 12:33 pm

im so tired of your complaining. you complain about everything. if i walk away from you get the hint that im tired of listening to you.

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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Fri Mar 13, 2009 3:20 pm

Remember I do have my own life to lead, and I absolutely refuse to have you drag me down into your shit without you trying to pull yourself out.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Mar 13, 2009 4:42 pm

you stuck with me even when i tired to put up my walls again... you said you are coming back after. Not only are you a wonderful cw, but you are a friend. I hope I can find more people like you. you have taught me so much and I am glad to have known you!!! :heart:

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Post by snowangel_03 » Fri Mar 13, 2009 6:03 pm

Why can't you see there's no point?
You broke me, you got what you want.
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Post by Eva » Sun Mar 15, 2009 1:01 pm

I hate you. I hate you for making me feel like this. I don't want to see you again. I know, you're not interested. Goodbye..

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Post by Beasty » Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:16 pm

It disgusts me how happy he is. I almost want to hate him. It's just because I'm jealous.
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Post by kalayla » Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:39 pm

you are such a fucking bitch, and right now i really can't stand you
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Post by 5th section » Sun Mar 15, 2009 10:11 pm

I'm tired of hanging around. I want to be with you. now. all the time. I just have no fucking idea what to do about it. I'm useless, aren't I?
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Post by vampirelover » Sun Mar 15, 2009 10:38 pm

thanks for everything your the reason im alive and happy today
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Mar 16, 2009 12:49 pm

sorry for the mess i was sick


and i spent the weekend playing sims2

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Post by guest567 » Mon Mar 16, 2009 5:55 pm

Have i done something to upset you?

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I have lost all respect for you, i thought you had grown up and realised your mistakes but really you have just got better at hiding it. I am disappointed in you and wonder when you will wake up and realise what you are doing to yourself.

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Its been 5 months and although i still wonder how you are, i know we will never talk again and i'm happy with that because its for the best.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Mar 17, 2009 5:19 pm

today when I was doing laundry it didnt even bother me that much that there was the odd fellow down in the laundry room... today he tried to give me a fake flower. No idea why. Last time i saw him months ago he tried to give me a pink tshirt that belonged to someone elce. I kinda felt like he was more like a young kid in an adult body. I know it makes me really uncomftorble and unsafe but part of me feels that he is just being friendly but I will still take care.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Mar 18, 2009 2:54 am

I cannot express how deeply fucking pissed I am at you right now. I am so mad its infuriating. I am beyond pissed. I know you are lying and I know what i got... we need to sit down together and look at the marks again. please be honest with me.

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