Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by 5th section » Fri Mar 06, 2009 4:57 am

You may possibly have to take responsibility for changing my life
(and hers??)
We should have had that conversation months ago...and I will probably annoy you to hell asking for advice from now on....
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

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Post by Eva » Fri Mar 06, 2009 11:02 am

So I guess, it's over again? I guess, you got tired of me again. Maybe I wasn't nice yesterday, but I have been all the other days and I would have accepted you. Well...goodbye...I hope I won't miss you so much this time.

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Post by strider 151 » Sat Mar 07, 2009 8:45 am

i'm sorry that i am a failure

m- sorry that i cant tell you, but i SH and i know you would be disapointed with me if you knew. the fact that u dont is eating me up but i cant, i just cant let you know.
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Post by Isis » Sat Mar 07, 2009 3:38 pm

one year passed and you left me.i knew you don't care and that you don't love me.don't guilt me for feeling that, it's not my fault.have fun with your slutty friends, you worthless piece of sh**

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Mar 07, 2009 7:41 pm

why does everyone think everthing is fine when i tell them its not and not belive me when i say things are fine?

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Mar 07, 2009 10:17 pm

I feel sick to my stomach thinking about us not talking... and yet I still can't reach out and talk to you. You're my best friend, my boyfriend, yesterday you said you would be with me forever, that you loved me infinitly... and today you tell me not to talk to you.

It hurts so bad.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Mar 07, 2009 10:23 pm

why do you not belive anything i say. if i say im busy it means im busy. if i say i have homework and cant come over it means i do so dont say to me that if i change my mind i should come over... how do i change my mind that i have homework? are you really that stupid?

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Mar 08, 2009 10:04 am

I couldn't have got it more wrong, could I?
But still, I wouldn't change what I did.
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Post by Callisto » Sun Mar 08, 2009 9:21 pm

I give up....you need to be dancing one of your salsa/biology grad hotties. you and I both know it, you just won't admit it *sigh* and that makes things tricky because I love you.....

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Mar 08, 2009 10:04 pm

I wish I'd stayed.
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Mar 08, 2009 10:25 pm

You are not better than me because you chose to drop out at sixteen and I chose to do a degree. You are not better than me because you roll out of bed at 12 and are on the dole. You lack the discipline to be a student, that doesn't make you better than me so stop throwing the fact that we don't work together anymore in my face.
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Post by snowangel_03 » Sun Mar 08, 2009 11:27 pm

If I fuck up, I fuck up.
Don't think you have the right to flaunt the fact that you can do something better than me.
I fucked up for a reason.
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Post by 5th section » Mon Mar 09, 2009 1:33 am

I'm finding it very hard not to be selfish. I want things to work out in the best way for you....but I want you as well. desperately.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009

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Post by Eva » Mon Mar 09, 2009 5:36 pm

You're not good for me, but I can't let you go. I want you. I want to see you soon! Please, feel the same way...

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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:20 am

you're crude, immature, brattish, insensitive and insincere, so why do I like you? You're fucking me up- get out of my head
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
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Post by ultimate starshine » Tue Mar 10, 2009 2:16 am

I am sorry.
I am sorry to everysingle one of you who tries to help me
but i really do want this pain to end.
its not going to. and its gonna b a long haul but it WILL end.
it will not consume me.
i will win.
maybe not tomorrow, maybe not in the next 20 years, but one day
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Post by Beasty » Tue Mar 10, 2009 7:02 am

If you give me a hard time about this, I swear, I am not going to another practice.

(I'm looking for an excuse. It's not that it will really piss me off that much. It'll piss me off, but I'm just sick of dragging my arse out of bed to do something that makes me miserable)
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Tue Mar 10, 2009 7:13 am

why do you keep calling me??
we broke up.
It's not my fault nobody cares....maybe take a good hard look at yourself.
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Post by AaronApx » Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:24 am

I sometimes wish the test had been positive. If I had been pregnant, you might have stayed. I miss you terribly. And I hate myself for believing the things you said and the promises you made.

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Post by snowangel_03 » Tue Mar 10, 2009 5:40 pm

I don't love you any more.
Why won't you let me go?
Be an adult for once.
Think about HER!
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