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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by ultimate starshine » Fri Feb 27, 2009 10:13 pm

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Post by snowangel_03 » Sat Feb 28, 2009 3:02 am

I hate you.
Can't you see that?
Deep down, I hate you.
You know I do.

So why keep pretending?
It meant something.
You did it, didn't you?
So it obviously did.

I'm not your puppet any more.
You're giving me something.
Neither of us though you would.
You're giving me strength.

No more lies.
No more games.
You don't love me.
You never have.

So why keep pretending?
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Post by nomad2207 » Sat Feb 28, 2009 5:53 am

i don't understand why you can't talk to me like you talk to all the others. maybe i'm being petty, but i'd like that attention too. i'm being a child, i know. i just want more of you...
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Post by ultimate starshine » Sat Feb 28, 2009 8:00 pm

"sometimes i cut myself
to see how much it bleeds
it's like adrenaline
the pain is such a sudden rush for me"
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Post by Beasty » Sat Feb 28, 2009 9:50 pm

There is a difference between a Southerner and a redneck. Just so you know.
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Post by nomad2207 » Sat Feb 28, 2009 11:37 pm

i'm originally from georgia. boy is that the truth!! lol
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Post by kittyfever » Sun Mar 01, 2009 1:33 am

You're being a jerk! The only person you care about is yourself. You never understand me, and frequently misunderstand/purposefully twist my words around to fit your own agenda. You hurt my feelings badly, and I think you do it on purpose. It's like you want me to be angry and sad. You must want me to die inside.
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Post by Spidey » Sun Mar 01, 2009 1:37 am

ErithRube wrote:There is a difference between a Southerner and a redneck. Just so you know.
I am not from the South, but I know plenty of people who are, and holy fuck yes, I totally get where you're coming from. Stupid stereotypes =/
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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Mar 01, 2009 3:39 am

I miss you so much right now, more than anyone else
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Mar 01, 2009 6:15 pm

I want to give up. I'm tired of this. :cry:
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Post by Joseph » Sun Mar 01, 2009 6:21 pm

I cannot allow myself to feel. If I allow someone to get too close to me to know me, I have to drive them away before they kill me inside.
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Post by Eva » Sun Mar 01, 2009 6:28 pm

Why did you do that? You knew I would be right back where I started. I've missed you so much and hoped so much, you would come back. And you sort of did. But then you left again. I'm sad. Please call me...do something...don't let this end...again... :cry:
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Mar 01, 2009 7:23 pm

I'm really disappointed with your lack of contact. You're supposed to be my closest friend.
I know that you have a new boyfriend and I've tried to make allowances for this, but I really need you and you're so absent that I can't ask for you to help.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
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Post by snowangel_03 » Sun Mar 01, 2009 11:33 pm

I'm fed up of you being a hypocrite.
I'm fed up of you being a liar.
I'm fed up of you treating me like this.
I'm fed up of you making empty false promises.
I'm fed up of myself for still caring.
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Post by kalayla » Mon Mar 02, 2009 2:59 am

You never cared did you? You never fucking cared!! :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by snowangel_03 » Mon Mar 02, 2009 11:38 am

How the fuck can you call me pathetic?! How am I the pathetic one?!
I cut, big fucking deal. It's called COPING!!
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Post by ultimate starshine » Mon Mar 02, 2009 12:09 pm

i know deep down you hate me i just wish you had the guts t tell me.
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."

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Post by snowangel_03 » Mon Mar 02, 2009 12:10 pm

I know you don't love me.
Just be a man and tell me without the fighting.
We both know we can't fix it.
So please just let me leave.
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Post by Beasty » Mon Mar 02, 2009 7:37 pm

I want to snog the living shit out of someone and it's driving me mad
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Post by strider 151 » Mon Mar 02, 2009 9:21 pm

i dont think you realise how much your hurting me inside...

but i would never show you, because i care 2 much, though at the same time i dont give a .....
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